Vernon May 8th, 64

My dear friend Mr. Vassar

The object of my writing at the present time is, to inform you of my recent affliction, which has caused me to be bowed to the earth in sorrow. My darling weary Mother now rests in you blue Heaven. She died the 19th of jan. (it is a cold and dreary month to die in) being ill only fourteen days, delirious most of that time. Her mind was as confused and sad, but it was all quiet and serene as soon as she had (…) the Crystal Sea. At that step I feel that her troubles all ceased and she was at rest, and that

as she stood on the threshold of eternity she thanked God that He had released her so soon. I had a grand and a noble Mother; it is not only now I see her value but I always had this same estimation. I will relate to you my loss by saying my Mother was my best and truest friend, her friendship I could have trusted through all the vicissitudes of life, adversity as well as prosperity. I am trying to bear this great affliction with a christian like submission, hoping that I shall be made better by it; all my trouble and trials will bring my means to Heaven. Nearer my God to this, never to then; for this reason we are then

afflicted. Not my will but think be done. In the depth of my grief I can look forward to the future day when I hope to enter V. F. College that will be the recompense for all my suffering. It was my mother’s prayer and hope that I should enter your College, but the amity is all passed with her. I often wonder if my Mother thinks of me in Heaven if not I am all alone. all alone! do you wonder that I feel so extremely sad, so soon as you decide in regard to my attendance please inform me of the decision.

Yours very respectfully

Mary L. Towne

1864

Mary S. Towne

Oneida (…) 8 May

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