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Letters - from Julia [Cooley, VC 1914]
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From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Letters - to family
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
Page 61
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
Raymond, John H., 1814-1878 -- Memorial Minute
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[unknown]
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[After 1878]
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JOHN H . rmvmowo 181a - 1878 At the first meeting of the Faculty of Vassar College after the death of our late honored President, John H. Raymond, we record a brief statement of his work in this College, and an expression, altogether inadequate, of the love we have for his memorye We appreciate, as others cannot, the unceasing toil, the perplexity, the solicitude, the many discouragements which attended his heroic and successful endeavor to secure for this College its present eminence among...
Show moreJOHN H . rmvmowo 181a - 1878 At the first meeting of the Faculty of Vassar College after the death of our late honored President, John H. Raymond, we record a brief statement of his work in this College, and an expression, altogether inadequate, of the love we have for his memorye We appreciate, as others cannot, the unceasing toil, the perplexity, the solicitude, the many discouragements which attended his heroic and successful endeavor to secure for this College its present eminence among educational institu- tions. We appreciate, as others cannot, the complica- tions of the problem given to him for solution at the time of his election to his office. At the outset, there was a Board of Trustees having the heartiest interest in this work, but pre- senting many shades of opinion on educational questions. And the Faculty, organized under peculiar limitations needed time and trial to give it experience and strength. And the demand made by the public upon this College in its earlier years, insisting that students sent hither should be trained to the accomplishments of the fashionable world rather than to the earnestness of the scholar, was a demand that he resisted with an unfaltering, a religious con- stancy, and defeated utterly, so that under his leadership a victory, complete, enduring, has been gained for the higher education of women. Beset by the ill-advised and persistent appeal of the parents of our students, with no pioneers to guide him, President Raymond cautiously and safely led this College through the wilderness of its first years. We know what his thoughtfulness has accomplished in the improvement of all the appointments and properties of the College, in securing for it the respect of educated people, in winning for it the loyalty of students, and in organizing a happy domestic regime. But these achievements made by devotion to the duties of his office, though they have commanded expressions of public JOHN H. RAYMOND (Continued) admiration, still seem to us to fade in comparison with the result he attained in promoting the steady growth of our educational work. Comparing the Scheme of Instruction" published in our first catalogue, with the clear and well adjusted cur- riculum now followed by our students we see the traces of his most difficult work, and his brightest success. While others point to his temperament, or to his scholarship, or to his literary and oratorical skill as the secret of his power in this College, we, recognizing all these qualities in him, point to his rare gift for organization as his prime endowment - a gift blending with comprehensiveness of plan a conscientious zeal for the performance of smallest details. This endowment made it possible for him to watch every interest related to his office, and insured the uninterrupted progress of Vassar College under his administration. We remind ourselves that our late President himself grew to loftier ideas under the discipline of his work. Each new success inspired him with grander hopes, to more intense endeavor. He led the way to broader freedom in the discipline of the College; and in presiding over our legislative deliberations, he had come to be the most advanced among us in demanding an unfaltering respect for the womanliness of our students. Always considerate of the weariness of his fellow- workers, he gave himself no rest. In recalling what he has done for Vassar College, we pay our reverent re- spect to his industry, to his fidelity, to his sacrifice of self, to his wisdom, which have laid our foundations so secure that no adversity, not even his death, can overturn them. He was modest, he was honest, he was cautious, he was patient, he was just, he was devout, he was faithful in all things. He was eminent, and he was eminently good, He is dead, but his work survives, I - 391-393
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Signs - "There will be a meeting of the class of 1914" by Elizabeth [B.] French [VC 1914], October 25
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From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Page 42
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From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
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Letters - from "May" [Mary Tier Sutphen]
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
"Programs - VC Class Day, June 9 1896"
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
"Printed materials - VC Mohonk Trip, ""Mohonk Lake Mountain House,"" October 31 1896"
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
"Programs - Class Supper, June 9 1897"
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
Invitations - "Juniors bring the Freshmen down"
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From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Bromley, Frances M. Diary, 1870-1877
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Bromley, Frances M.
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Hausam, Josephine
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Ditkoff, Andrea
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1870-1877
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PLEASE NOTE: Blank pages are omitted, and pages with text are presented in the order in which they were Written (in the original, the diarist left every other page blank from the beginning, and upon reaching the end of the book, began working her way back, Writing upside down on pages that had been left blank). From "The Checkered Scene"-- Dansville, N.Y. 1878 "Mr. Little has been telling me how he went home last night, after our little talk up in Paradise Gate, and had a dream...
Show morePLEASE NOTE: Blank pages are omitted, and pages with text are presented in the order in which they were Written (in the original, the diarist left every other page blank from the beginning, and upon reaching the end of the book, began working her way back, Writing upside down on pages that had been left blank). From "The Checkered Scene"-- Dansville, N.Y. 1878 "Mr. Little has been telling me how he went home last night, after our little talk up in Paradise Gate, and had a dream about me. He did not dream that I got well, he said, but that I became helpless. That I was placed where scarcely anything about me was as I would like it to be - in a hard place - where nothing fitted - and the people about me were uncomfortable people - and little to my taste - but that amidst it all I was sucha happiness to others; which was so much better than getting well." "A little talk with Mrs. Evans tonight. I leave her feeling that there is a blessedness greater than any sadness in knowing that the Master is even now at the gate." "Dr. McLean said to me: 'My wife and I have remarked ever so many times that we would give anything if we could always look as bright as you do.' Blessed be the help that comes to do it! The Master remembers.""Pet's letter came today; and her "why nots" are so full of the unselfishness and heroism that I love so in her that I feel an uplifting. But, O, how it makes my heart ache!" "In due order breakfast. We might pass this over were it not that it gains in importance unspeakably the nearer one comes to not having any!"Sabbath evening- Oct. 9" 1870- A log-book! and mine! I said I'd have a log-book - said it long ago - said it every time I had a peep into Sue's upper, unstratified, bureau drawer, where hers lay nestled - comfortable and un-searchable. I'd like to be born such a night as this if I could be born to live and not grope. day times these mountains make us toil - climb - drag on! "To the heights" is what they say. Tonight they let us look at them and rest. "As the mountains are round about Jerusalem so the Lord is round about his people." Does that mean Hewouldn't miss us if we died? Not even a sparrow falleth to the ground without your Father__Christ said that. He came down from the singing and the glory to tell us that. He cried for us, too. Oct. 16"- Blue and black_all wool! Pretty thing to run in one's head when the minister's text is "consider the lilies". I know the prayers and the metre_Long and common! Doctor told the Lord that "yesterday the icy streams dissolved." I did not know it. Then came the intense heat of summer, and the growing crops, and now the fading leaf reminds us of ourfrailty. It doesn't me! When I see the royalty of everything I remember that I'm born a queen, and longing for my kingdom possesses me, and never a thought that 'tis frail to be royal, or sorrowful for " the king to come to his own." Oct. 23" 1870 "And while he was yet a great way off the Father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck and kissed him." As long as those words read just so i shall never be afraid to die. i shall dream of the Father's house, .. as I dare dream of nothing else. I get so tired of myself. I want to run away from myself and be pleased andhappy just a little while. Nov. 4" 1870 - God can make a beautiful life even out of mine. I pray for it as I pray for nothing else. Twenty two years blossoming in frost flowers - only frost flowers - no pansies, no myrtle, no goldenrod. Nov.13" -- I want to see Paul - I want to know him. It is one of the dear dreams that are to be worked out in Heaven-and Heaven is a great many years long. I could sing tonight. I could talk to Christ. I can't always. Will there be any great blanks up there-can there be? Will I ever say when I have gone to Him and seen Him, "My vacant days go on-go on"?Dec.11"_ My thoughts tonight are organic & inorganic! The way of life is plain.._but tell me-Is there anything else that is plain? When do I pray & not feel the first heart throb those old words-"Friend of sinners! we are in the dark, and bewildered and sick at heart"? I've done a heap of thinking since Wednesday, or dreaming which is only prismatic thinking... A great deal of it is Castleton, but the space between and the way thither is full of shrinking and dread. It seems so hard to stop here - break off the little plans and comforts, and live through shrinking and desolation again! How I amlearning to love "being led" thoughts. Rain day-Jan. 15"_ Doleful! I kept away from myself all day. Blank verse - blank verse - will it ever be anything but blank verse? Aug 8- There's good natured little breeze frisking around here like curly-headed children in a hay mow._________ We touch lives at all angles that seem so satisfied, and I renounce such as I do the world, the flesh, and the devil. I grasp eagerly at any thought that makes the infinite distance between my life here and my life after some great change, called death, grow less and not so terrible. My child! my chicken! More help! more love! more light! .... Senior Editor has fled. The editorials, compositions, printing presses, type, ink, proof sheets, galvanic batteries, reviews, exchances, masculine tone, spurts, printing office, Willow St. & all the chicanery is left on my hands - two poor, bony hands! Life is span- I'm in a stew- Now will you help? Write an editorial-..I'll thank you someday. Prayer meetings may make some people think of tabernacles & Mt. Tabors and whatever's the pural of "good to be here" - but from some of them I couldrun and not be weary. That's the most orthodox way I can find to tell it. Blessed are they that ask for bread and do not receive a stone. The feeling of a great need is grateful to me for it is the precursor of a great pity and great fullness not far away. Castleton -- I feel to strange and lost for anything - I'm afraid to look in the glass for fear it isn't me.... I'm pretty well but tired. It doesn't pay to be tired but what's a man to do? Normal School - Mar-ch-ch-ch-sh-sh! +++ We have more prayers than provender. We have solemn roasts, solemn potatoes, serious pie, & a realizing sense of concocted rice. What will becomeof me in such a frame as this? Laughs are my vital breath.... Soon the bell will ring for supper - not to be eaten but served. Our conversatoin will be heaven, our bread emblematical, our digestion ritualistic. .... My doctor tell me..I must rest or die. Which is the biggest? I don't know which to take. .... These are days of heaven upon Earth, and I rejoice through & through. I'd blossom in purple & red if I knew how. Do you? - Mar. 14" 1871 - Patmos without the vision! Sunday, Mar. 19" 1871 - Mr. ___ is an exminister. I'vespanned him with Montgomery's measuring line wherewith he sounded the ocean's depths and pierced to either pole & his height is seventy six inches. His brain is the seat of sensation. ++++ He prays in minor scale-very minor-and is a very Jeremiah.++++ Mrs.___ you've read about. don't say you haven't for I know better. She abounds in S.S. books and religious memoirs. I never saw a live one before. ++++ I haven't made up my mind whether to be very much afraid of her or make a gasp or two toward "appreciating her worth"! The "Normals" here are awfully old. One of them has taught 37terms! but I find her docile+++ Imagine me before the old, the married, the big - to teach without a book! To be infallible, judicial, celestial, didactic four times a day! Sunday, April 16, 1871 -- I've written the date - anybody could do that. I wonder why we have to live such days. There is discipline in "so as by fire"- discipline even in vacancy - but to have no heart in anything and be simply stupid - where is the help in this? I don't believe I ever felt so utterly cut off from human help beforeAnything that makes me talk to Mr.___ is a terror to me - all his way are. But I believe God is going to help me through. +++ If I never why I was sent to Castleton God has known it all the time. If I could be necessary! - to you - to just a few as i would love to be - as I long to be just once and for always - it would not seem so often, "My vacant days go on - go on". +++I cannot be just a little to any one. I must be a great deal or nothing. "The heart to be all to" will not come to my life. It is one of thebeautiful things that is left out. Love calls to most. It called to me years ago and I Passed it by. It will not call again. ++++ Goodbye. I am very, very tired and only Fanny at that. "half of heaven is the not parting". Why the thought is half heaven! What won't it be to be there and say to each other "Always-always!" And Susie will let you come into her garden and mine where the glorified sumachs [sumacs] and firs are to be. There have been reasons for things, hours for things, andthings and things without hours for them. I used to wonder nights when I went for the milk, and used to [do] up much of my thinking, how it would seem to be twenty three. Now I wonder how it would seems to be a little girl and go for the milk. +++++++++ More than anything I am longing for the woods and hills. Does anyone love a wide stretch of sky and meadow more than I? +++ I thank God for anything that roots and grounds my faith in others. Living & working in thisworld is such a tearing down, pulling away process. My window opens on the grass-plot, which to be truthful must be further limited by the statement that some of it is brick plot! I am thankful for the little bit of green & the little bit of sky bending over it. All around is a high board fence +++ how much of my life lies before me in the pent up struggling grass. How it does fight! "Walled in", I say to myself, remembering how much of me is walled in. "All about ++ everything"! How very modest! Where shall Ibegin? When shall I stop? Would you have any objection to my taking a little bit of the time up in Heaven to finish? I'm afraid I shall hardly be able to get it all in this side. My experience has been that I never seem to get any father than Mr. W. in this world. Castleton--Jan. 18-1872. Something sent Miss H.__ up after school to kiss me & say somehow they all liked me very much. After she had gone one tho't was in my heart. It came rolling up from where the tears are, & the springs of life: "I don't believe I shall every be cross to my girls again."Sunday-Jan. 21--- Something must be done. I am all adrift. For days & days & days I have just gone on; and I must stop a little while & rest & think Tues. 23"- Spoiled another day for my girls, & wish-O yes-yes-yes- that there was help for it! Monday-29".--One thing I lay down for Frances-she must listen to me. "Don't let me hear one cross word this week! Love your girls too well-please do! My life opens into such large wide ways-&&the work makes me so happy && it is like giving the little ones the kingdom. Feb. 24"-- Our friend, philosopher & guide R.G.W. surprised everybody by rising to remark that he had nothing to say on the subject of grammar, butwould introduce to the association Miss Bromley. Nothing less than me - I might say "me less than nothing"! I remember one distinct thrill - from the rest I shall never rally. Monday, Feb. 26"-- What is macaroni? Who first harrowed mankind with it? Why must it be set before me & not desert [dessert] but gingersnaps? A gingersnap is a desert [dessert] but macaroni is dead men's bones. Tues. 27"-- The best thing we have set before our hungriness is rice pudding. How it came to be so good doth not appear but it possesses many saintly qualities. We always have it with beefsteak. Those days do not smile on butter. Thurs. 29-- Again the big noise in our house was me. 'Twasn't bringinga trunk down nor taking a trunk up, but talking Mr. Williams down & bringing life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness up. ++ You mustn't scold a man unless you want to ease your mind, or see what you can do, or show him you are not afraid, or give him an idea of his meanness - but to carry a point-never! Take a silken shuttle & silken thread & spin a man into anything you want - but don't scold him. Tues. March 5"-- Mr. Williams is on a perfect rampage. Stands primed & ready to go off any minute, usually: lately, he runs round to find things to go off about. hawk-like in his nature he looks for achicken & finds one. ++ I've heard of four-footed beasts, & creeping things, & fowls of the air: don't remember to have seen them combined before. +++ Do I get cross any? Not much. There is untold sunshine at the heart of things & it touches me. Thurs. 7"-- Annie A. looks like an untimely frost--bluely dreadful! Sat.9"-- The right proportion, said Miss G., is an ounce of serpent to a pound of love. She was in my room writing a cross letter - both of us cross everywhere but inside. Miss ___ wants to know. Do I tabulate food & clothing? Do I diagram what I don't tabulate? ++++ Mr. Williams prays with his eyes open & [L.] wonders if it isn'ttime his ... was multiplied! March 12"-- Another something that stopped: & I only stop once in a long times to think about it. "Time driveth onward fast, & in a little while our lips are dumb". +++ O for the quiet-calmed-down-toned-down, if need be! only let it reach me. "Friend of sinners! I am in the dark & bewildered & sick at heart!" March 15". O, if the breaths of spring would come faster, would do anything to make the leaves come out. We are cheered by prospects of snow! +++ All the poly things possible to e condensed within four walls take this howling wilderness as their business center. Sat. Mar.15"-- I have learned to fill my soul with a horror of Saturdays. I am in terror over the long dark hall, the sweeping around, above, below me, the orders from below, the inspection of drawers, the bells, the dinners, the harryings by R.G.W. But then I am not a ghoul. If I only had a nice sense of propriety all this would be vital breath - native air. March 27"-- In which I find time to pity myself.== The pivot on which the state turns appeared to us at the first class. We all came in in the afternoon without feathers - we had been picked clean!== The rest of it ishard++but I can bear it. "To distil the one elixir patience" - Must there be another crucible- & another- & another? Will I learn? March 30"-- spring is waiting be wooed-& so is somebody else. Well! March. 31"-- March dies in just such a storm as father died in. Such storms bring it back even over ten years. April 8"-- I am going to adopt Milton's style of address next time I talk to Mr. Williams, Like this: "Sole partner & sole part of all these joys, Earth's hallowed mould, O prince of men, off-spring of Heaven & Earth & all Earth's Lord, O sacred, wise & wisdom-giving Plant, my author & Disposer, what thou bidst unargued I obey"-- And he will answer (probably) "Fair Consort, my latest friend, associate sole"! April 13--Memorable for the contemplated talk with Mr. Williams. Are you sorry to hear that Milton's style was not ours? I know now - how things look different to us as we learn - I can that it is better for me to keep the assistant's place; even tho' conscious that upon me falls the principal's work & more than the principal's care. April 16"-- Winter has very fairly set in! "Come gentle spring! Etherial [Ethereal] mildness come." April 18-- I wish etherial [ethereal] mildness would come to me! I don't possess much. +++ Tt is such a relief to me to be busy setting myself right instead of other people. I know better where to begin! April 27"-- Mr. Williams asks t dinner would we have hot scotch or solid meat? We live to regret the hot scotch & long for solid meat. May2-- It is a sad & sorry thing when one is made to stand before one's self as I have today. +++ I have seen the good, the glory of living, & have fallen in the very presence of it. ++ I stand such a sorry wreck before myself. I have made shipwreck of a whole year. O how the words hurt! May 6"-- We ride down to see them go, & come back to put something in the vacant places so they won't look at us so. We can't see "flame & azure [b]indingeach other - we only see the moving & the places left. May 26" One of the kind of Sundays that I dread when I lie still all day. Thinking is so close to doing that it is hard to have to think when one cannot do. May 29"-- Annie is all in a maelstrom. She makes it a duty to be happy as little as possible, & stay so short a time as possible. +++++++ I will not worry. A pain to bear now that came near enough to be a pain would make me so miserable. I can lay "no plan for next year - not one. I can't see the way. May 30 Would I decorate? I saidnot. She was mistaken. Miss G. & I went ahead with a flag & an umbrella & a flower or two. +++ We came home for the loaves & fishes & found loaves but no fishes. may 31-- A. comes up & I do not spit out much of the hardness that is in my heart lately - the bitterness that comes over one when they have wrought much, loved much, & lost much. June 3-- And the mill goes round & round - & I - if not a hopper what am I? On to the day - the good time out doors - the gala time up in the trees - the rest up in the blue - the whirl in the mill - & the heartsick of it! And what did I do to drive awaythe heartsick for somebody else? Anything? How can I tell? ++ I come up stairs so whizzy & perplexed! June 4--Miss G. asks for tea at dinner. Mrs. Williams arises in presence of us all, unlocks emerald treasuries, wafting odors of Yaddo & Changcha fu chun passes to mysterious precincts eastward. Is gone a long time. We eat on. Reappears - gets a cup. Disappears. Is gone a long time. The door opens. Mrs. W. & the Tea! Someway I'll not ask for tea at dinner. June 6-- "the Lord knoweth them that are his"-- I'm glad for we have a hard time finding it out! The butter is abominable. Never mind - its intentions are all right -it meantto be good. June 7"-- I wish we could browse indiscriminately. We don't. We take "meals regularly". June 22-- My trials consist in getting hammer & nails. Mr. Williams deals out nails as he deals our matches - companionless. +++ We behold with our own eyes a bouncing shortcake in the kitchen window, but not for us. We go down to bread & butter & platitudes.. June 25-- I have had my talk with Dr. F. He made me see things & feel good & now I am coming back next year. June 26-- Pretty hard day, Frances - pretty hard day! June 29-- I do love a wide stretch of sky & meadow: it gives me sucha feeling of perfect freedom - especially when days stretch before me as wide & free as sky & meadow, as full of places for the sunshine to fall & soil for daisies to blossom. +++ How jolly it seems to be company-warranted to rest. July 19" Albany. Today has touched me where I ache & long-on my book side. It was gala-time to me up there in the State Library. I come back elevated seven pegs & a pole! Aug. 10"-- ++ O how glad I am that no one but me knows how I am longing for Broadfields! If only a little piece of it could come into this vacation! At home things are real & hard. We know not anything save "getting a school" & "earning money" & "paying it back".Aug. 17"-- The nicest thing in all day was sitting down by the window with Grandma to knit after the tea-dishes were washed & put away. i wish my life - the whole of it - could be washed & put away for a long time. Aug. 20"-- I cook a great while but not much! Aug. 22"-- It's "no not yet" day! Sept. 5--Castleton-- Things look better. Mother brings deliverance in her very eyes & we set to work cheerily. I never went to my first day with such a heartache & with so little to expect. ++ But I can challenge the promise of this word. I met Miss Bissell first & she throws her arms around my neck & bursts out crying.Sept. 15"-- The silent side - mine - is growing more & more silent as there is daily less to tell & more to bear. Sept. 21-- I wish these days would stay. Why need I when it isn't weather that keeps me fit to live but grace? Sometimes grace takes the form of weather! +++ Folks come & I see them: & they go & I'm properly thankful.... Sept. 29 - Sunday - ++ If religion consists in being pleasant to have about I might as well ask the dear Lord please can't I begin again! Oct. 7"-- When the base & rate are given how do find the percentage? that's what we talk about up at school. Can we afford a new oil-cloth for the dining-room? that's what we talk about at home. How can I come close 7 know - that's what I talk about all to myself. Oct. 18"-- Folks can live & still not have things as they want them. They can still live & not do as they have a mind to. These significant facts are chapter from my personal experience! Oct. 19-- The weather is like last hours with friends before they go. Oct. 28"--What makes me get so tired - so right down tired? I almost wish what I never wished before - that there not five days in a week - that there not forty weeks in a school year.Oct. 29"-- ++ I get up cross - so cross - so cross as never was. Nov. 1"-- ++ I go to school. Sometimes I teach school - other times I only go! Nov. 21"-- ++ I go upstairs to the hall to be alone. Things go so wretchedly I cannot teach. ++ A. comes up softly & puts her arms around me & says, "What do you want me to do about that?" I look about about as pleasant as the piano box & don't want anything. Poor A. goes down. I call myself a narrow neck of land, chiefly stone! Jan. 1" 1873-- Into Isaiah! What does that make you think of Fannie? Play that I asked the question a good ways from todaywhen I have grown up & out of & beyond! Today I only remember the words that have comforted me so & given me out of my storm a great calm - "For the mountains shall depart & the hills be removed, but my kindness shall not depart from there, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed." O years! still let the promise hold me. Jan.6"/73 - Into a prayer meeting. +++I never did want God so much before. ++ The coming home part of the meeting was nice to me: it was like coming up thro' the pines into the world again.Jan 8"/73 - Into red bows & vanities. Did I wear a red bow? When my existence for a long time has been a protest against them. ++ Yes. I deliberately marched to the store, picked out a red bow, came home & tied it & donned the same. If I were the only one who advances on the lifeless bodies of her convictions! By & by I'll begin to resurrect! Jan. 11" - Into grinding processes. Jan. 13" - Into a Cumulo-stratus. I don't seek such places: but sometimes I wake & find myself there; sometimes I'm pushed thro' like a pneumatic railway! sometimes Mr. Williams holds one up for me to jump thro'.Jan. 29"/73 - Into the Promised Land. For what is it but a land of promise to me? ++ I've held it to my soul thro' thankless tasks and heavy happenings++ in days when he was more than usual Williams & I less than ever Frances. That she was there was all & everything to me. In that real land of promise when I glide thro' the open door into the first glow of the warmth & light will my first feeling be one of pain as I feel. My whole life for this? Feb. 3" - Into her eyes - & down deep. " 15" - Into the Spanish Inquisition. ++ One chairman to face & four gold-headed canes - I had never sighed for such bliss! Mr. Williams lookedlike the strongest fortress the Moors ever held in Spain. I only it is ended & Mother's room is the refuge whereunto I flee. Feb. 21"/73-- Into seas of it! Floods of it! ++++ But oh, how cosy [cozy] it looked at home when I came into a nice tea, & a big fire, & a Friday night spasm of content! Feb. 24"-- Into bliss for which I did not sigh. Mother say, "Never mind, it's your last term." The bliss is object lessons & Mr. Williams' face as he looks on "to see if I have the idea"! Feb. 26"-- Into a blue that is the most blue! and I got into it. No alternative is left me, not even that of the man who found hiseyes were out. +++ Poor Mother! how pale & sick she has looked all day. Mar. 2",/73 - Into losing the name of disciple. +++ Could I not have borne for Jesus' sake? I must impose on me sterner discipline, & heart pleadings for strength. Mar. 19" - Into a little more powder now, my boys! Mar. 28" - Into a long pull & a pull a good while. A day of gaspings in Arithmetic, of giant strides in grammar, of much ado about nothing in Eng. Lit., of clutching at & panting in Botany, of crawling Orthography, of leaping for joy in Natural history, of feeling along in other history& going at Algebra in gunboats! What does anything mean for me but school? Mar. 29"-'73-- Into Terra catena - in libera poena-desidero te - English cannot express it. I go reverently to Latin! How much drudgery can be squeezed into one day, & that a leaky, Scrooge-like A.M. - M. P.M. in March I shall know hereafter more definitely than hitherto. April 25"-- Into bein' & doin' & sufferin'. " 17"-- Into matronly perplexities. I do not entertain guests after the primitive style! To turn a cake or bake a kid is very different from nineteenth century breakfast getting. I am sadly inexpert in slicingham, or cutting cold pudding, or finding where Mother keeps things, & I forget to salt! But I do at last muddle a breakfast together. ++++ April 28"/73-- Into knowing how sublime it is to suffer 7 be snapped! I do not bear snaps with dignity. Gentleness & forbearance seems to have been left out of Mr. W.'s religion this morning. My religion was not expecting to be snapped-And so-! April 29"-- ++++ Then I went over to help Ella with her Latin saying sadly to myself, "O Fanny, you have a queer way of laying your life down". April 30"-- Into being a benefactor to Miss Bissell by giving advice which she does not follow!May 1"/73-- Into a night more dreaded than the day. There's no telling what a Board will do. I've always said that. So I was not surprised today when lofty honors were confered [conferred] upon me in the form of a call from Dr. Webber & Gen. G. to learn that it was the wish of everybody & everybody's friend that I should remain here another year & teach with Mr. Williams. I've just sat & held the dreaded thing in my heart until it seems too hard for me - & then the night came for me to toss in & wake every few minutes to think how near heaven was - & now how far. May 2"-- +++ I've worked two ways today. Outwardly - mechanically atthis & that: inwardly at the question "Shall I lay down myself next year that mother & Danny may still enjoy our home here, & the girls come back? or shall I go away?" There is no answer & the rain falls heavily - drearily. May 4"-'73-- Into holding out. ++++ I finish "Middlemarch" & lay it down saying over & over to myself its closing words: "That things are not so ill with you & me is half owing to those who lived faithfully a hidden life & sleep in unvisited graves".keep on asking in my blind discontented way, "What shall be done with me next year? Where can I go?" There's not an answer anywhere. May 9"/73 - Into a next- ++++++ "The one elixir, patience!" How often do I think of that when it seems as if all of me was being thus distilled. There will come a day when there will be a next - so I work hard & find a "forgetting" even in the life of a first assistant. +++ And grandma knits & knits-- May 11"-- Into wishing to be less miserable! May 13"-- Into the more I think I will the more I won't. +++ I know all the words in the Englishlanguage but rest. I rejoice to see the last skeleton of an examination paper dissected, compiled, & filed away. No wonder I never see sunsets any more! May 16"-73-- Into finding people to please & nothing to please them with - such experiences fall abundantly to my lot - they prove disciplinary. May 19"+++ I fish away with imaginary lines in imaginary water & fish up what might have been. ++++ May 22"-- Into feeling heart-bare, heart-hungry, very poor. I am glad to come & find rest in Jesus. Glad of anything that takes me near to Him. May 28"-- +++ Today in my half-decided, sadly tortured state comes a letter from Edward Conant. "Will I go to Randolph next year? "O, yest," I say in my gladness at the thought that anybody want me - that's there's any place for me but this. "O no," I say by & by as I think of Mother & the pretty new house. +++++ June 4"/73.-- Into the new home. We enter it joyfully. Who can know how very good it seems to us? not in ++ its comforts alone but in the happier thought that, if God will, it shall be ours some day. We want mother to have a home all her own again; & we have brave hearts to work for it for her. ++++++++++O Father, reveal to me my duty! direct my feet for I do acknowledge thee! +++ June 5"/73-- Into a deep hard question that I cannot answer. And it grows deeper & harder & makes a burden of my thought to weary me. I am helpless before my life-problem. An answer now & here - its result for all time. I can't stay here next year - how can I! It seems almost wicked when I feel as I do. I can't go away next year - it seems too selfish in me to think of it. O is the right choice always the one that involves the greater self-denial? ++++++ June 7"-- Into taking comfort in the new house with Mother. ++++++++June 9"/73. +++ A new plan possesses me, thought up in a twinkle, but taking may twinkles to work it out. That's one reason why I don't like this world! ++++ June 24"-- +++ All feeling has left me but passivity to accept the best that comes - to let Dr. F. decide. He say stay. +++ July 6 - Albany... There is an ache - a dread in my heart - I have no strength to face next year with Mr. Williams. July 10"-- That Mr. & Mrs. W. will not go to Troy is evident. Won't I live to see the earth open somewhere & gulp him down? Why doesn't somebody want him?July 23/73-- My Latin moves slowly. It is hard for me but I creep on. My hopes rise & fall as a distant college looms before me-- And what will Mother do? is the only pause. Aug. 12"-- ++ I have not knowingly touched terra firma today. I have moved in one most joyous dream of Michigan University, until the year I have so much dreaded seems only as door. Aug. 30"-- I feel restless & stirred up. Nothing rests me or brings free visions of that all enfolding peace; & so I chafe on. +++ It seems so easy to let the Normal School & its troubles swallow me up body & soul: & I lend myself so ready to be swallowed.Castleton Aug. 31"/73-- Into standing before myself. +++ I need greatly these days the strength that comes from the Cross - the look from the Master that humbles. ++ Night comes - & I walk the streets & toss & toss! O Jesus! other refuge have I none! sept. 8"-- Into finding the stuff that R.G.W. is made of! Sept 10"-- A man has been raised up to teach me Greek! Like everyone else raised up for me he wasn't made to order - but I'll make him do. Oct. 12"-- Into the return of blessing. The day had so many things that were restful Oct. 19"-- Into beds of dying leaves.How lovely the trees begin to look. ++ And I, in among the rustling leaves & the lovely places can only think how near I am to being 25. The desolate places would not look to bare to me if Mother, too, was not growing old. Oct. 20"/73-- A letter- +for me. It treats of a fall of 45 ft & no bones broken; of a boy who will study good next term; of money to pay for a slate; of a lamp chimney & four window-lights broken! Oct. 21"-- What I feel like tonight is better conceived by the members of my profession than developed & recorded. Oct 23"-- Dreams of Michiganare like cold water to parched lips, like rest to heavy lids. Oct. 24"-- Into "This is the way the mill goes round"! Oct. 30"--Into patching up today to make it do! Oct. 31"-- Into the Greek Testament. Nov. 1"-- At home this evening is long & cheery: but I want Mother. That isn't all i want. i chafe so under this year's cross - it grows hard to carry & spring looks like a far-off speck. Nov. 4"-- It is what goes out from us from a gathered richness within, more than what comes to us from without that makes us know we live. A bright day - Nov. 5"/73-- Into a little more Greek, at once, my boys! That's all there seems to be of anything except school. A little Greek to read - a little Greek to study - a little rule or two - jump up in my faced every tired minute. But I don't die. I am quite alive. I shall sit up there & feel my way thro' 150 more days, just as tired as this, & then come home to 150 more Greek lessons increasingly hard. Where shall I find something good? In my new garters? Possibly! In Mr. ___? Who can tell? In the original Greek of St John? Always! Nov. 15"-- I've set everythingto rights but me, & I'm all to wrongs! Nov. 20"/73-- Our boy at home. We think he has improved. If God would only give some of us wisdom, strength, influence to hold him back from the pit that is digged - from the snares that lie in wait! Nov. 23"-- Into feeling unfeignedly comfortable.! Nov. 27"-- Home is so full of cheer today - there is so much in it that I want to keep. Nov. 28"-- A boy set down in our family seems to have been an unprepared for event. It is almost sufficient to furnish matter for the Tragic Muse. My hopes lookforward - But, oh "Thou Friend of Sinners! I am bewildered, & in the dark, & sick at heart." Nov. 29"-- Into a cheery Saturday night. I revel in the cosy [cozy] evenings by the fire with Mother. Nov. 30"-- I felt so good this morning so well, so strong. +++ Mother & I walk & talk, & plan for our boy - & next year looks at us wistfully. Dec. 3"-- Mother sat up till three o'clock sewing for Dan. That worried me wide awake: & i thought, & thought & thought if I could give up Michigan next year & let Danny stay in school. Dec. 6"-- Into "[Bils] of Work" by F. B.! Don't look at me, or talk to me. I don't dare look at myself.Dec. 7"-73-- Into a rest spot. Days at home, lately, are so nice all of them! Dec. 11"-- Into whatever is the opposite of "outing": I suppose Patience Strong would call it inting! +++ I go into winter quarters in Greek! Sunday, Dec. 14"-- A day that came like a hope of heaven in a field of graves. Dec. 20"-- Into little done or thought, or dreamed. That last is much missed out of a day of mine. +++ I keep thinking of that pitiful little note from my boy - the sick. Dec. 22"-- I was mercifully spared from a dragging-on existence.Dec. 17"-- Mother has been gone three days. The fires have gone out only three times around. We have eaten starch for soda in our cakes only twice! Dec. 29"-- Into finding things to be glad about. Jan. 10 1874-- I live too fast - so much is certain. +++ i write Greek exercises, & get girls ready for examination & answer the door bell - & after my hands at last drop, & the light is out I want to think of our absent boy & pray & pray & pray for him - but I am too tired to lift my heart. This not the way I was made to live, & my release seems far-off.Jan. 11"-"74-- ++ I am glad of the Sunday - glad to be more & more ashamed "to speak of burdens to a Man on a Cross". O god! give me the life Thou didst give Thy Son! And home - all of it -makes me sorry. Jan. 15-- ++ A vacant day: not music, no dreams - no incense - only vague reality - a living on. +++ Jan. 19". +++ Dr French appears, armed & invincible. he says, "Don't stay here." My heart say "No - I won't." But I must wait. He only, of all others, says "Go to college." Every one else says no. Feb. 3"-- We have ups & downs since Dan's letter came. What he means isincomprehensible. We are left to worry about it - which we do in a manner never before attained. It was a mistake sending a boy down in our family. But we are learning so fast that the next generation may all be boys & we'll be ready for 'em. One can live & worry, too. the latter doesn't kill one - at least not me - any more than teaching with R,G.W.! Feb. 7"-'74-- A good word comes from the boy & our hearts take rest. It is a blessed giving from the King in answer to my feeble asking. He cannot fall away & be our disappointment - not as long as I bear him up to the everlasting Arms. Work makesme feel good today. It is so nice to work at home. Feb. 12" '74-- The bell rang a year ago this morning &, Fanny, do you remember that I promised never to make you walk up to answer its call another first day Feb. morning? This seems like one of the problems where the slate & pencil were taken away from me. The girls bring good cheer. There's a spirit of good times in Normal Hall. ++ I go home from it into a cloud that settles black & grim & sends tears to my eyes. Feb. 13"-- What can she do! I suppose this is one phase of the woman question! +++ The answer seems tobe to start a school, to be its first, its motive power, & its waste material. Feb. 19-'74 ++ I feel so unsatisfied & forlorn today. I can't find higher level & no pastures are green. +++ Feb. 20"-- What the final decision is. I don't know what the [number] of this final decison is. There have been so many since the first one I've lost track. Today proclaims we move. It makes me tired & sorry. +++ There have been cheery things today, & I have been in smoothe waters without much of any head wind. March 1"-- I take long looks at mother & the cosy [cozy] sitting room & envy & enjoy till I am dizzy withthe blessedness. Home never seemed as nice as it does this winter. Mar. 3"-'74-- +++ How proud I should be to have my boy turn out well! Now my heart calls for this as from the Father who had a son in this world & gave him power to overcome mar. 11"-- There are some of my girls that will never let life look very dark to me - some that are as priceless as these priceless days that are taking them from me. Mar. 12"-- I know one thing thro' the day-school. I know one thing thro' the night - Greek. +++ i can't erase mistakes & i am longing to right all things - to make myselffelt forever. ++ if I only could! I love my girls so! March 17"-'74-- I am in my martyr mood today: that is I go about kind o' pitiful & work with my teeth set & my hands holding on hard; but not a word do I utter! This well for those who learn of me. Mar. 19"-- I feel a good deal forlorn. I drag Fanny around. I make her teach & write & translate - & the child doesn't want to. Even Michigan is a terror to her. Mar. 20"-- I change my habits & become a guest. ++ E. has a pretty home. I envy girls with a father. ++ There is a plant here they call heartsease & I love it. Mar. 23"-'74-- ++ I'm tired of buying coats for a contrary naughty boy who will do what we don't want him to. Don't let me worry about it. ++ Let me grow patient & keep busy with living. Let me lay day - & lay down -& lay down - that I may take again. Deny - deny -deny- thyself. Mar. 24"-- In which I cannot face a frowning world. +++ Danny is head-strong & unreasonable, school stormy & discouraging, & my head fairly swims for want of rest - & all of these things move me. "Jesus - A Saviour" - I need nothing tonight so much as to be saved. Mar. 25"- There is a happiness in the bright morning when soul & body wake together strong for whatever comes.++ O if I can only keep tender, loving feelings & be patient nothing else shall worry me! Mar. 26"'74-- In which I am "pleasant to have about". The rarity of this accounts for its being recorded! The whole day has been like a hope of heaven. I love these new fresh days! Mar. 28"-- it seems so strange to feel the shackles of my work so unceasingly. I reproach myself for taking one moment to play. But rest is coming. April 1"-- In which i lift up mine eyes unto the hills & help cometh. There's spring enough to smell the sweet breath of pines, & see the water running, & watch the sunset glory on bare hill-tops. ++ I thought of Sue. She must bethe poetry of my life for there is no beautiful thing that does not bring me thoughts of her. All before this lay a day of hard work with a headache & thoughts roll & roll. April 7"-'74-- ++ School is such a treat to me when I feel like work - & I do today every inch of me. April 9"-- I go to prayermeeting & hear about living above the world. I know less about that than I once did. The work of this world - the hope of success draw me & chain me. ++ "Bringing every tho't into captivity to the obedience of Christ!" Ah, I have work to do-- There's mud & sow & spring is an ancient myth. April 10"-- ++ It's so nice with Mother today. What I shall do when I can'twork by her & talk to her next year I can't bring myself to think. April 14"-'74-- In which a wave of trouble rolls across my peaceful breast. It takes the form of a coal bill. I have been so in hopes those old bills could wait a little. I feel bound hand & foot this spring with Michigan before me. School partakes of the coal bill - so does the sitting-room & the coal stove! Not much "Broadfields" about me today! April 18"-- +++ Well - there's one thing - my salary is a comfort to other people! April 19"-- Heaven has sent us a reminder of itself in the day: a suggestion of what may be somewhere. I felt like resting my heart in thetenderness that is in the Almightiness. I asked for bread & he gave me a creed! never mind. The beauty of God & the glory are all about me. ++++ Mother & i have a nice visit. We talk of the time when Danny will be thro' school, & be a joy & comfort to us - when the old debts shall all be paid, & our new house shall be builded! April 23", '74-- +++ These are pleasant days to me after all; full of the work I live & the light of young faces & loving hearts. April 25"-- We are in another [woful] snow storm ++++ I suppose all we can do is to shovel paths & hope. +++ A letter from Cousin Mary lays hold of me: "You cannot do too much for your mother. If you could see things as Isee them now would love, trust & indulge her more than all the world." April 26"-'74-- The ninth regular snow-storm in the series was delivered today! ++ but there's cheer inside. I am very tender to Mother all day. Can anything ever take her from me? How weak I feel to keeps her! - & yet how strong! April 28"-- In which I don't know what to do with Fanny ++ If she had said anything today it would have been cross. ++ How thankful I am for the little sources of discipline. I wish I had enough more to make me behave. ++ O for power - for power to become a son of God! April 29"-- ++ I'm so cross I can'tstand it! +++ The mignonette, in the dear little bouquet that came yesterday, has helped. It holds me fast like soft hands touching mine in the dark. May3"-'74-- In which I consent to live. It begins to smile out of doors, & the desert places are going to blossom. +++ Mother & I chatter, chatter thro' the day. ++ I write to the boy, too: & I lie awake & think & pray that God will give his angels charge concerning him. He must ot break my Mother's heart. I think over & over what Mary wrote - "Trust her, love her, indulge her more than all the world." May 4"-- In which "heavy, heavy hangs over me." I go up the Monday steps slowly & not steadily. I ponder overin my heart the things R.G. said to me & I take fire. ++ I guess I shall stand it! I've had an extended course of standing it. +++ Comfort comes in the girls' prayermeeting. May 8"-'74-- ++ I think & think what we will all do & how we can get along: but nothing comes of it. In the meantime I write to Michigan & ask big questions. And so the days go. May 15"-- In which there is something new to be glad about - my copy of De Quincey. +++ There's an end to every trouble under the sun. Even examination papers will fade away. But there's no end to a joy. My books are durable riches. May 17"-- In which serene is thelight in the soft May weather." My heart rests & sings. ++ "O moment gone too soon & morning left behind!" The pale gray night comes down, & in the stillness I am left with God +++ He is nigh even at my doors. May 18"-'74-- In which one girl gets tired - too tired to think or be good. But as old Mr. ___ says: "It's a good deal to ask any body to be good all the time"! May 19"-- In which the things that make me tired are not less. "A lodge in some vast wilderness" has had a pleasant sound of late. +++ I am a living martyr to the present ideas of education: & I scold to myself about it which martyrs never do. May 24"-'74-- In which rest remaineth. ++ It has been a hard week. +++ My thoughts of heaven are alloyed with thoughts of work, & dreams that do not centre near the Throne. I never needed more a tidal wave to sweep over in my life & carry me out of myself. Will not God send it? Or must I always live this way? May 26"-- In which I am again in the crucible. === I go to bed but cannot sleep. Life touches me at so many points: & who is sufficient for these things? May 27"-- +++ My head fails me. Every little nerve sends up its feeble protest. But there is no help. I must workFanny still: & if she runs over & lets out cross things how shall we punish her? Ah, the punishment is swift & sure! There are nights of pain - unknown. June 2"-'74-- In which I find plenty to do. You may have heard something of this kind before! ++ This is Sir Launfal weather; & the nights are those in which Maud came into the garden. ++ Life is full of grammar & arithmetic & essays: but the blue is somewhere! June 6"-- In which my desires lie in the direction of a ride & not in the direction of Botany questions. But I do not take the ride & I do take the Botany. I can't set myself to work. I have to drag the child to it & pin her witha star. She has things on her mind & she is restless. June 9"-'74-- ++ School is pleasant. It's one of the days when I resolve to teach always. June 12"-- ++ I'm glad I'm just as I am - mostly. I'm so up when I am up & so down when I am down. But it's good to enjoy with all your might even tho' you suffer in the same way. June 29"-- In which our mode of life is primitive. ++ I wash windows & sweep, & contemplate my work as the gods eat ambrosia - in a fit of divine abstraction. ++ My greatest housewifely accomplishment consists in being able to be here washing windows, & being off somewhere else at the same time - in fingering & thinking at opposite ends. July 1"-'74-- In which chaos is no more. One only needs to move to be reminded of the creation. Cohoes-July 13"-- I am full of the summer pleasantness, & a quiet, restful content. I have a feeling as if I had just been converted: & what is that like but opening tired eyes & seeing the "place prepared" for the first time. July 17"-- In which I am in the middle of the pasture, & do not even put my head over the fence. July 21"-- In which courage predominates. She kind that works & will not stop - that dodges pain - &will not worry. Aug. 1"-'74-- In which August drips in. Greek & I are getting on very good terms now. +++ I don't jump around at my work & sing: I creep when I'm up & sit down pretty often. +++ The moment D. leaves me nights I worry & I worry until he comes in. It makes me feel better, little book, to tell you about it. If I could only look on & see him safe-! Aug. 5"-- In which my boy is good to me & shows me his best in our quiet talk. Almost every summer has had in it some intense longing which has been put into words only for God's ear. This time it is all for my boy - the pain & longing. God is God -"To doubt is still disloyalty". My neuralgia is assuming painful proportions. I am found pitying myself. Aug. 9"-'74-- In which it might have been glad & heartsome. That is hasn't been makes me toss & toss. buy why do I chronicle my tossings as if they were good things to keep? As if in God's world the aches & sorries did not perish & the bright things only live on? God tells us so much about blotting out. I sat up stairs a good while & the quiet made me over. Aug. 10"-- Everything at home has taken on the most uncomforting aspect. I do so want Mother to be at least a little happy: & I think &think & plan & plan - but the night takes it all up away from me. Aug. 15"-'74-- In which its time Sunday came. I love the Sundays - look, long, wait for them - most of all when I am with Mother. I keep in my heart most lovingly the memory of our Castleton Sundays. They'll be dearer than ever when the little mother is gone. What made me think of this? It must be because she is so pale & tired today. Aug. 17"-- In which I make great efforts to be a hero. My most desperate attempts have been in two directions - to study some, & to sit up straight & still & bear the toothache. I've a great desire to see someone who achieved heroism by this method. I'd like also to knowif two of their teeth ached. +++ The little Mother is better. Her face brightens & she is her own dear little self again - our everyday hero. Aug. 19"-'74-- After a wilderness I come upon a goodly heritage. I am requested to be in Castleton at one & "take charge of the Normal School". +++ I hasten to order me a hat, & walk as the head of a Normal School would be expected to walk: & I dream as girls dream. Forgive my weakness! Mother comes home springing. Castleton - Aug. 22"-- In which I am fully instructed as to the kind of charge I am to take of the Normal School. My reception at Castleton partakes of warmth: I am waited uponby the dignitaries of the town, & compose myself to a placid benignity in the hotel parlor. Developments are not slow: i soon see that taking charge does not mean taking charge at all. What I think of it will not now be recorded. In the meantime observe my benign placidity. Aug. 23"'74-- In which He strengthens my heart. I have so dreaded this Sunday without the little Mother. God has not let me miss Him, too. +++ I am ready to take the place I did not choose - to be subordinated & humiliated if it be His appointing. Aug. 24"-- I go to the task of filling up the Normal School with a vanishingcourage. Lilly C. comes & takes me to ride - carries me off to reverie & dreams. I do not come back as I went. I am so like a child about going into the deeps of a joy; & so not like a child in my efforts to rise above the heights a a sorrow. Aug. 25"-'74-- In which they sent Mr. Sherman to talk to me. It is the old story that is told to girls & women as they learn with every struggle that they contend with men. A college boy, because he is a boy, is preferred, without experience or years: & the woman is passed by. Ah! don't I know how it feels. A man, they tell me, "will give the school more of a name." Andso the letter is already on its way that recommends Mr. Hyde to the principalship of the Normal School; & I, who have loved it so, & worked for it so long am out of sight. The whole of me says, as I toss 7 toss, "I will not stay." Aug. 26"-74-- In which I look for God's answer in a calm that is strange & welcome. The drawing away of the profs in Castleton means, does it not? that I shall realized my dearly-loved purpose & see Michigan. Aug. 28"-- In which there is a high tide & low tide. ++ I find myself the joyful recipient of a letter or two stating the certain coming of a student or two;& in the same mail I find myself the woe-begone recipient of other letters stating the certain staying away of a student or two.! ++++ R.G. Williams is vanished from my horizon! I have lived to see this day! Aug. 30"-'74-- A day of peace in country places. +++ Tonight I could pray for my boy & it has seemed sure, so sure, that he should be preserved from evil, for my faith grows stronger & stronger. Sept. 1"-- In which the tendencies are domestic. I sit on the upper piazza & aspire to make good sheets! +++ The day is full of the thoughts that almost always come with stitches. Someof them are restless; but those that stay are calm & full of courage. I feel so sure that the best shall be for me & mine. Sept. 4"-74-- In which I am at the height of all dreariness. ++ Which means that the Normal School is not filling by tens & dozens. ++ How am I to get up any spirit? I must find a way out of this. Come-arouse! The generations are calling & you are not a hero! sept. 6"-- In which there comes a growing comfort & a Sabbath peace. I wish I could make myself feel something away down deep - as deep as I ever feel. What is going to come upon me to bring me out of this valley?Sept. 10"-'74-- +++ The Board has met & it is done. E.J. Hyde is principal. God is plainly calling me to do a hard thing - To stay here & take the lower place - to stand here in the dark & suffer! Sept. 13"-- In which I am quiet a few minutes. How well for me it is! Anybody like me ought to be quiet a great many minutes: but my life spins on ++ while all the time I am wishing so still to myself that I had a little home & my work could lie inside of it. +++ I take all my steps in a maze - for where do they lead? Sept. 21"-- +++ I come back from the dear little home-visit with the firm purpose of making all the peoplepossible glad that I am to live among them! Sept. 24"-'74-- In which my hands are unequal to their burdens. Oct. 3"-- In which the King comes to his own. ++ It seemed God's message when the doctor came & took us up to the lake & among the woods & hills. ++ Was I ever known to forget my rides -- they form epochs! Oct. 5"-- ++ This girl is a mystery unto herself. She might be always kind, tender-hearted, forgiving - but she is far from it. O-God help her! Oct. 7" +++ Work is a delightful solace tho' I can't talk & explain. I sit in a grim silence which means only sorrow.Oct. 9"-74-- In which the evening is long & quiet to myself alone - one of my lovely times when I can bear to look out upon things as they are & not lose heart Oct 11"-- In which the day is delighted in ++++ It is easy to be homesick but I won't let me. ++ Everything cosy [cozy], even a cosy [cozy] thought, is a comfort - & I find a few. Oct. 12"-- ++ My courage is slowly coming back, as the old work is taken up & the put-away things are taken out. How funny all my dreams see - I who was to have been at Michigan! Oct. 13"-- ++ A metamorphosis going on. A cross girl is to be fixed over into a sunny girl. Come & see!Oct. 14"-74 ++++ The girl wakes & clings - oh, how she clings! - to the hand held out to her - lest a cross word come - a heartless word - God help her! I think the struggle going on down here in the dark is part of the battle for Christ. I can feel Him so much nearer since the conflict began. Nov. 2"-- In which the leaves go & the comforts begin to take their place. Nov. 3"-- In which the girl wonders how so many happy things could come at once. Nov. 4"-- In which mine is the deep joy, the unspoken fervor the sacred fury of the fight! This is one of the days when the girl likes to talk to herself - & to God. What she says in those still moments,let us hope will make her what she finds it so hard to be. Nov. 11"-'74 +++ I am clasped in the cold arms of Duty! This is why I am not at Michigan. You find me a favorite phantom chased & not graceful Sophomore. I am learning - how slowly! - not to expect all things to move for one girl. Nov. 17" ++++ I've not watched this girl today & I feel - as if it would never be helped. Do I not know the sunless depths that come after such a day? Am I never to be helped? Or must I be shown & shown & shown that without Him I can do nothing? Nov. 24"-74-- +++ There's a girl here that's wanting to go home. Some days she never hears the cars : today every car-ring goes thro' her. +++ I don't believe she is sorry down in her heart for this hard day. The pain is so sweet - the help so precious. +++ The home letter teases the child to come. Danny, bless the loving boy-heart! - sends dear words to me. Nov. 25"-- In which this looks pretty hard. ++ The joy that I can do it makes my face bright as I kiss the girls off & watch the trains go. How good life is even such times! Dec. 2"-- In which I make the world a little brighter for some people. +++ I take some time tobewail that I have downs as well as ups. This is also a source of regret to those who have to do with me! I stand the girl up straight & say, "Are you comfortable to have about? Then I'll know how much of a Christian you are." +++ I tell you what you may believe it or not but I'm good today. I've embraced Miss W. 1 I try to radiate geography & make the highways of grammar & arithmetic glorious. Hard job! Dec. 5"-74-- in which it's about so! Dec. 16"-- in which I come to a standstill. Dec. 19"-- in which I embrace my Mother & enter into rest. +Dec. 27"-- In which I come to a great calm.Jan. 8-/75-- Gives me the idea! I comprehend at once about what I've got to come to. I can get a good deal in a taste! All the joy there is in holding a girl down tight & making her stay is mine to the full. How thankful I ought to be for blessings like these! Jan 26"-- Shows me prospects of continued discipline. I fight at the very thought. I raise up an armed insurrection in my heart : but there's nothing to do but quell it & meet my fate. Jan. 29"-- Has to go chasing about for endurance. It is a pitiable sight. One can't gaze upon martyrs every day. Jan. 30"-/75-- Gets where the Dark is. These are cheering pages. What an addition they would be to the literature of the desponding! Such chroniclings of love rising triumphant over frowning worlds - of a brave will conquering & defying fate - of a patience that is not afraid to walk alone! Let the heroic record stand for "some forlorn & shipwrecked brother," +++ I go sorrowing these days for appreciation. Isn't this high moral courage? Feb. 2"-- Brights & darks alternate. Anything like a bright even with a dark tied to it comes as hopeful as the sounding tread of a victorious army to the waiting prisoners in the city!Feb. 3"-75-- Floats me about - My catch words do not of late convey any idea of fixedness. I am a spar floating, or a spindle whirling, or a speck wherving, or a piece of endurance chasing about. Feb. 12"-- Pushes into worries. The way there is so plain that I never lose the path. Feb. 16-- The girl thinks that she will do a great deal but she doesn't - she worries. She sees herself in the midst of things she ought to help: & some of them she does help - & the rest torture her. Feb. 19-- Do take a chair! That's the way people talk to you when your back aches. People whose backs never ache lay out the straight & narrow path.Mar. 4-/75-- I was glad to creep under the shadow of a trouble greater than mine. Glad to think of the eternal peace into which another soul has drifted. Mar. 21"-- Sunday - strengthens my heart. I am always so glad to see the Sundays come: & the Sundays here this year have been particularly dear & holy to me. Mar. 28-- Sunday - makes me fitter to live. ++ At church the flowers told us of resurrection & the sunshine made us glad. Mr. __ had caught none of the Easter joy. He threw his sermon at us, fiercely. April 2"-- All the melancholy verses of the forlorn poetswould apply. Minor strains wail through the rain. I grow & increase in ability to worry. What becomes of my religion such days as these? Cohoes - April 3"-75-- Is ready for a hallelujah or two! Delectable mountains have risen between yesterday's rain & today's clear blue, as I rush towards home & the little mother waiting on the hill. April 4"-- Being allowed to wake up in a christian manner is an ecstasy I had almost forgotten. I have been rung up so long! I never felt so tired before.Castleton - April 26"-/75 It looks as if there were a demand just now for a heart for any fate! I'm not on a quest for the immortal glory part of anything. To see me mount heights (stairs especially) would give you the most painful sensations. +++ I crawl on - & doze & doze when I can - & call it getting along. "Lift up your eyes & see!" April 30" - So glad not to have a headache. So glad to go into the schoolroom & find so much work waiting for me. I had thought for a little while that I could never go into the schoolroom again.May 13"-75. Something lovely & new is being done out of doors every day. It rests me so - I can teach 7 teach & not get tired a bit. It makes me just as happy in my work as I can be. The poetry of the May weather steals in & makes rhyme even out being rung up, rung down, rung out, rung in. June 21"-- Dreams of a better world. Anybody could with a lap full of essays. I know of nothing more likely to awaken thought of a heaven for you & a heaven for me! "How do you do it?" says Ignorance. "Why, re-write them, stupid!"June 24"-/75-- You'd better be careful, Fannie. There's always somebody near enough to get a part of your shadows. June 29" - Cohoes - The home door swings wide for me. God keeps me still a mother to be glad I came! July 1"-- Many of the interesting details which have hitherto been all-absorbing to this journalist will appear no more. There will be no more mention of bells or of anything that may, can, must, might, could, would or should be done. There will be only resting & dreaming with no money in it anywhere! I want it under-stood that I want my dreams aerial, etherial [sic] - that kind. July 3-/75-- I delight to record a visit with my mother & her mother in the open door. This is a good world as long as the mothers stay in it. July 5"-- Mother's short cake roused all our slumbering patriotism. We sat & loved the country where such berries could grow. July 17"- Crawford - ++ I've left the hard part for this last little corner. A little place is big enough to fret in. I've come to a standstill. But the Lord knows what to do with me. I am trusting a little.July 18"-/75--Knows how His love went before me each day. It came with all its beauty giving no sign. Night ended in day while yet tired eyelids lay upon tired eyes. July 23"-- My early ride was perfection itself. Such an air as I have not breathed since I left heaven, long ago. July 25"--Sunday - Lives in sunlight. Aug. 3"-- Lives in a What shall I do? +++ Everyday it seems harder to go anywhere & leave Mother. Weak-hearted girl! But she does love Mother so! [O years]! speak tonight. Open just a little way & tell me things.Aug. 4"/75-- Things look better to me today - brighter. As if I could do things - sometime. As if mother should have a quiet, happy old age. Aug. 9"-- Brings so much. ++ I was so happy I woke up in the night to think about it. I felt so good all day. Nothing could mar it. Aug. 19"-- Cohoes - Horrifies me! This page is for the desponding. It starts out as if it might be so bracing. +++ Yes, it comes over me - the darkness & hopelessness of things. Looking forward makes my heart sink, & I seem not to touch the solid earth. Why I never can go & feel like this. I never felt so before.Aug. 22"-/75-- Has a hope in it - that the head will be better tomorrow. +++ Talks at home have been more cheerful. It looks a little as if it would not seem quite so dreadful to go away. Taking up a new life in a new place, among indifferent faces sets me to hunting up all my courage, just to think of it. Aug. 29"-- [Woos] me away from life's tangles & perversities. It seems easy for such things to heap up, & where the biggest heap is you'll see me standing round most generally!Aug. 30"-/75-- I got up with the spirit of the morning in me, & everything that came near me touched some happy spring. Sept. 7"--the part of me that tosses & dreads things finds this a shut-up summer. Sometimes it will not rest on the promises that lie like solid rock under my life. It wonders if the time for sacrifice is come - if the taking what I so wish & yet dread to take is God's will for me - It wonders if anybody at home must give up one little hope or joy to give me this. Sept. 8"-- Keeps me pondering. These are bright days. Whowould think that in such days anyone would flounder in the dark asking questions. But I know who does. Sept. 11"-- Waxes not valiant. ++ It took me way out of myself to watch the hills tonight. I realized then that there was a shadow to lift. Such a dreary miserable sickness these days. Next week I must be better. It can't last always. There's been good cheer at home today. Sept. 16"-- Looks forward too much - & back plenty enough. What I fail in is "lending a hand". I look enough to supply all the demands. +++ Why-how can I make you know how dreadful going away looks to me! Sept. 23"-- Fixes clouds in the sky. It seems as if they were fixed to stay - as if it would never be bright & glad in my world again. ++ I can't say, "Not as I will." I hold up defiant hands at fate. I can be a weak little girl & cry & cry & cry. I keep thinking "I will be well - I must go." Have I not asked God all summer to tell me what is best?Sept. 24"-75--Lets the sun shine in. I kept looking to the hills all day & thinking how lovely it was. ++ Today my heart doesn't say "I will go" - it just waits. sept. 25"-- Stands in the dark & suffers. +++ The doctor has been seen - we know now. The day was so bright it almost seemed as if I couldn't ask anything but what I should have. Not so. It gives not & it takes. It falls upon me. Be He knows - that God for that. Sept. 26" - Sunday - All alone with the day & the pain. Sept. 29"-- Has a little help in it. In any trouble howI dread the first waking thoughts - those that come before we are wholly ourselves to face things & get courage together. Oct. 3"-/75. I noticed how bright everything was this morning because I wanted it so. +++ A long ride up the hill & drearier thoughts than I shall ever tell you or any one. I go off to bed alone with them. Oct. 4"-- Anybody would think I might revolve a little even on a creaking axis : but there wasn't any such thing done. I decide to think today & achieve tomorrow. Oct. 9"-- Has a ring of triumph in it. ++ God's great sunrisehasn't found me out but one of the best little earthly ones has. Oct. 13"-/75-- I pray so to get better - to be well. I will be so careful of the child if she will only get so she can walk once more. It is so hard to sit still these days & wait. But His grace is near. Oct. 14"-- Looks out for courage. Do you think it failed to come. It did not - it is there - ready - sure. +++ I am really getting better - O am I not? Isn't something the least little bit better? I get so sure of it - I feel way up. Oct. 17"-/75. +++ It makes me wish for the work - some work - any work. O God! anything but this! Nov. 14"-- Tosses - as it did one day before. +++ There's nothing down-hearted in the talk & I keep where Mother & the children are a great deal. When I do go off by myself the white chrysanthemums make me cry. The little thoughts that come of mother are so dear & close. In my thought of what I am to do or be I find myself in a perfect struggle. I can feel my heart beat as I try to decide which way is best - as I try to know just what God means for me. I try to see His way -but, oh, I so want His way & mine to be the same. Mother doesn't say much - O if I only knew what to do! Oct. 15"-/74-- ++ I go down to River St for Agnes - my one sister. I feel kind of sorry for this child as she trudges along, choking back the tears, as she thinks how hard it is to plan to go to Smith College - & how much she wants to do for Mother & the children. Well - well - we won't feel sorry. We'll just work all we can & trust God for the rest. Nov. 16"-- It's a pull & haul day. +++ I hate to have Mother get tired. I would so love to have a home for herfree from all this - just as some mothers have it. Nov. 22"-/75-- I go down to the doctor's & come back on wings. He says I am better - that I may get well. What could I hear that would be like this to me? Nov. 25"-- Thanksgiving - "Rejoice in hope." The girl that was down yesterday, down at the bottom of the hill where it is lonely, lonely, is way up today. I was so glad all day just be at home. Nov. 27"-- Mr. Johnson's words to Gertie about Vassar for me seem like an answer straight from God. I have so prayed that if there was any other way He wouldmake it known. Nov. 28"-/75-- ++ I think of Vassar & think, & think, & wonder if it is for me. Wonder what God's answer will be. Dec. 2"-- Brings the answer! I believe it is from God -- I believe I shall go. I get all my Latin books out & begin to climb the mountain is before me. Dec. 3-- Associates itself with dark closets. This is where I get some days & peep out on life thro' chinks. Dec. 10"-- A little better - a little brighter - but so tired! How could she study with the pain & the restlessness? +++ I can't bear lately to think how much I love mymother. Oh how close they lie - the tenderness & the pain! Dec. 11"-75-- "Let me hide myself in Thee!" Dec. 12"-- Gives me rest - not because I am worthy, but because He is good. Dec. 18"-- Insists on being an anniversary! +++ I feel stronger today & very hopeful. 1876 Jan. 6"-- A day when the steps turn away from home & toward a new unknown. One of the solemn days when we touch reverently all the little things that we must leave. +++ The last rolling away - the space between & the beginning of the great loneliness that already threatens to swallow meup. The ride up the hill to Vassar - the first look at its walls in the moonlight! Jan. 8-'76-- Will I go & be Lady Principal of Waynesburg College? says my letter. We will see. Jan. 10"-- A day when things don't begin. It takes an interminable length of time to get planted here. One has to be laid above ground sever days. +++ Jan. 14"-- ++ When I think of where I am & how I came here & what I have the chance to do my heart grows so warm, so glad that I know I can bear anything. +++Jan. 19"/76-Vassar-- A day when I lived tho' it! ++++ I feel a little fresh & good with the first of things: but on into the day I get to wondering what is to become of me. Jan. 20"-- A day when I stand like one bewildered. As given below: I want that position on Waynesburg. I just do. I want the course here - I just do. I don't know what to do - I just don't. ++ Jane. 22"-- ++ For me, the hermit, there was plough boy's work without the plough-boy's whistle. ++ Five pages of Cicero's first Oration, interrupted with flashes of Waynesburg. A solitary walk with a storm threatening, & my perplexities also threatening. Never mind. When I am oppressed Hewill undertake for me. +++ Jan. 26"-/76-Vassar-- A day when my career continues to be spectre-like. To stop & think about it, which we never get time to do here, it is easy to appreciate the feelings of a phantom, gliding thro' these halls & sailing around these woods! Never to be thought about, or missed, or noticed! ++++ Jan 27"-- A day when I will be glad anyway! +++ Jan. 28"-- To remove my spectre habiliments & find somebody that wants to talk to me because they do & not because I am alone, or a stranger, or woe-begone, is now the desire of my heart! +++Feb. 1"-/76-V/C.-- A day when there's a great flutter of things. Things here means heart. Put in the plural because I have a great many of them & all fluttering. +++ Feb. 22"-- A day when I sould keep his memory green! +++ God help me to fulfill in my life the best, the noblest wishes of the dead father, & care always for the one boy he fain would have taken with him! ++++ Feb. 25"-- +++ Worst siege yet encountered in V.C. Miserable floundering in Greek, & another squelch in Horace. I do get up stairs at last. Cry it out! +++ A day without a smile from any human being: & a long stretch of hard work without a letter. Vassar - Mch 5-76 +++ had my everyday siege of homesickness - the awful sort. No dear little Mother to come in. ++ Why can't I have her a few minutes? +++ Mch 24"-- Not a day to be blue in. Everything above & around laughed & shouted or was just going to. +++ Greek & dinner - neither in any demand by yours truly. A feeble attempt to walk. Abandoned! No more attempts to chronicle except the scramble to live tho' the President's prayer. April 4"-- ++ A great many bodies are packing. Found Laura Skinner at it & ventured to say "What does this mean?" "It means 'Exit Skinner'", quoth she. ++++April 13" '76 - Cohoes-- Here's a girl no good to anybody, wriggling this way 7 that under excess of aches & ills +++ looking forward to day after day just like this, pitiless & grim. What a queer standstill I've come to! Let's talk about the lilies in the window How they grow; & the pin, how fast it is opening to the light-- & the baby at the neighbor's window-- & Grandma so safely past the din & the struggle-- & of a sure safe time past all this weariness. No - it isn't for nothing that we hope & dream. April 17"-- ++ How comfortable that big rocking chair is with the huge pillows. This is the bestlife & the world can do for me now. The best I can do for me now. The best I can do for myself is to wait in patience for the sunshine to come back. April 19",/76 - Cohoes-- A day when the story reads not a bit as I had written the plot! There's just about as much of the awfulness of living on as there was when I came home - & I ought to be in V.C. this very day. +++ The doctor leaves some miserable little concoctions, vile & ineffectual, & says I'm pretty bad off. No, I aint neither! There's fifty years in me yet - good solid ones too! Cohoes - April 20"-76-- A day when I have "hurries to go". There are all beginning down there, & I'm up here fenced in. +++++ Sunday-April 2[5]"-- +++ It seems a myth to me that I ever got up Sunday morning & walked down to church - ever got up at all in fact. Little snatches of minutes between the pain - these take the place of all larger ambitions. ++++ April 24"-- It's surprising how little I can get her to caring. Dying or coming back to life - it seems all one to me +++ April 25"-- ++ The nights are very long. The great thoughts - the thoughts that have carried methro' so many unfilled hours - will not come to help me. But God's promises come & lift my heart up into the blessed places. +++ April 26",/76-- +++ How could I love my home more than I do? If God will only let me be well again - well enough to work! But I lie here waiting. I may be taken & these left. ++ "O God our help in ages past - Our hope for years to come!" April 27"-- +++ I get more & more glad of little things: a little brightness - a little ease from pain - a scrap from out of doors - all these have it in them to bless me. As my horizon narrows - as Isee this denied on one hand, and that taken away on the other, I stop resisting, & cease to demand. ++ Just as if at first we should want all outdoors & should say at last, "If I can only have this one green plant in my window!" Vassar-May 17"-'76-- Given a problem to work upon: To want to do a great deal - wonderful things - to be set in a place where everybody is driving ahead & turning out wonders - & then be forbidden to exert yourself under penalty of forfeiting forever all you want to do & be - & then be patient & unworn & light-hearted! ++++Vassar - June 1"-76-- Light & beauty enough out doors to fill us, satisfy us - if we would be good & rest in it. ++ I feel stronger to do & bear, today. O, if I could only walk! June 5"-- Dug a little at Greek with Laura. The Greek words took it upon themselves to be clothed in unsearchable forms & Laura says, "Lets hang ourselves!" ++++ June 10"-- Sprang to my feet with a delicious sense of joy in the early morning - of being glad I'm here - of an assurrance [sic] in my heart that my steps are ordered by the Lord & a determination that I won't be troubled. ++++Cranford-July 8"'76-- ++ I just love Susie, & it makes me happy as I need to be. Her home is beautiful to me - & someway i seem to breathe only when she is looking at me. ++ Aug. 30" ++ I am in the delicious dream of a may-be college. Dare I try it? I am asking God. His plan for me is larger, nobler than mine. Vassar-Sept. 29'-- +++ I know what one week of Trig. is. Fifteen more come up from the statistical corner of me - don't say grimly! You can't afford to be grim - 15 weeks. It is Friday - a breathing-space let down. It's like prairie-land between Fri. 11:50, & Mon. 8:15 - a smoothgreen stretch all level! Huldah keeps up an intermittent dig - that is her measure of prairie-land & hill-regions. Polly's digs lie in the last five minutes before she goes to something. Sept. 30"-76-- ++ Don't know who is steeped in homesickness! Oct. 10"-- +++ I got up this morning wishing I didn't have to. More cold, more strain, more something to make me an exact misery. ++ Laura lets me lie still & says nonsense rhymes to me whereat I rejoice. Laura's new word is "whaeck"! Oct. 11"-- More to get up for - so it sort of somehow seemed. This suggests Prof. Hinkel's[Greek letters]- & also especially those! We have actually left Chap. I in Herodotus. There is every indication of our making a continuing city of Chap. II. "Come up & gaze upon the felicities of cot-beds". I go. "This was the out-cropping of our brains", explained Laura. Oct. 13"-/76-- I come to it aching - I got tired - the big kind - over my rally in cosines. ++ The little Greek man says, "I will explain & then we will go on". So we sit & are poured into. It's a way he has. Huldah get a letter & goes around saying, "Poor Aunt Mag! poor Aunt Mag isdead." Somebody's always dead in the letters Huldah gets. Polly's letter makes her shout. It comes pealing forth from the bed-room & I take a new lease of life. Blessed Polly! +++ Oct. 16"/76-- A sort of clear grit morning. It is not brilliancy I astonish people with in Trig. - nor brevity. My demonstration only covers one wing of the college! +++++ Oct. 20"-- I am tired out trying to make my girl attend to things today. I had to make her get up in the first place - tendencies all against me. Then she staid up, in a dreadful poking way,keeping me pushing her up to this & steeling her against that: but now I've comforted her with the assurance that today is a kind of exception & tomorrow she won't ache in so many places. ++ O - one of my low-down days! Nov. 3",/76 - Vassar-- A sort of uplifting all thro'. I pray for days like this - ready for anything - glad in what is. Nov. 4"-- My birthday & how bright it was! ++ I had to be glad - there must be no dark guesses, no restlessness. There was help to see "the real whole best." "God is known in her palaces for a refuge."Nov. 5"/76 - Vassar - Sunday & I have lots of time to think how many days it is before I go home. ++ I believe if there was only a day between me & Mother I should think that day would never end. I am sure I never wanted home so - or tossed so to see it. Nov. 9"-- Could I get up? could I stay up? Rather singular questions from a girl who has Senior Greek & Sophomore Latin on her hands! There was a great mustering of forces: every available one was summoned, & I did squeeze through the day some how. +++ I have seen Dr. Webster. She makes no mention of death's door, but speaks of a time when I shall be well - bless her!Nov. 15"/76 - V.C.-- Huldah says that in the Bates Mitchell's class they are all "revolving around the marks." Heaven help them! Dec. 19" - Cohoes-- A good deal to it that wasn't consoling. I come home to add to Mother's troubles &, as far as I can see, to be of not the slightest use to any body. +++ Miss -- comes in like a fresh morning breeze. I'm so devoutly thankful to be relieved of my thoughts for an hour or so. Dec. 23"-- +++ I wish very much for the use of my feet. Have longings for the pretty shop windows, & the people withbundles & pleasant secrets to keep; want to see the cutters skip along; want to get stirred up. Instead of that I am a city set on a hill. But Aggie brings some of the good cheer home : there's almost always a next best. +++ Dec. 27"/76-Cohoes +++ D. brings up two tickets for the concert. "Can Fanny go?" It has not yet got fully settled here that "Fanny" can't "go" - can't ever go. She say "No - ask Emma." +++ Go! isn't it one of the nights when she would scream if she could go!1877. Jan. 1"--- I've found out how the courage of one is the courage of the souls that live near it: that good cheer is nothing short of an atmosphere: and even of a little patience the world has need! ++++ The worries that we began last year with are most of them here to start out with us again. +++ But I am a little surer that the storms are in the lower strata. We shall get above them by and by. I have reason to be more sure of a few things than I was a year ago. "I tell you that One knocked while it was dark."Jan. 2",'77--- The spell of silence is broken at last. Somebody has sent me a written communication. Huldah is noted for breaking silences. It is her voice, grim and inauspicious, that comes summarily into dark mornings : her alarm is that it is six and something, and I am too far gone to contest the point - usually. ++++ Jan. 3" ++ My letter from __ makes me feel rich - well-to=do in the world. I won't say that there were any bluish tendencies for her to counteract, but still I view her eight pages in the light of a "marcy".Jan. 6:, '77--- D. says, he starts to go, "Oh, I forgot!" and hands me - why, it was one of the loveliest things - L.s letter! What a new face everything wears for me. Jan. 10"--- V.C. and no. 11,d once more enfold me. Polly and the girls come at me. And - well, there's an example in Trig. for tomorrow with two solutions and six answers! Ye fates! I spend silent time with L. - bless her! Jan. 14"-- A severe talk on the married state - Parlor 12 all there. L. comes in for the woful [sic] summing up -- "It's a wuzzly world!" L. thinks there area few happy marriages - not many, perhaps, but a few! H. sets her foot down - "None - whatever!" We feel the projection of the great circle of hopelessness crossing our celestial equator. We turn reverently to the Greek of Matthew. There's no hopelessness there - no dragging down sensations. "Come to me" it says. Well - we are tired children, and He knows. Jan. 15",'77-- Head streaks of disaster in it. But then - why should you sing, "Increase my courage, Lord" if there's never anything going to happen to make courage, and lots of it, the thing to have?You were torn up by the roots when you got out of bed this morning, and you lay around on top all day. +++ It's L. who packs up 82 and brings it down stairs for my present comfort. Jan. 16", '77-- We aren't going to have any mournfulness about this business. You've got it on hand and we see you wriggling it through. Trot right along. You stand up before Prof. B. gladiator-fashion, and impress her with the fact that you embraced a hot water bottle last night and not Trig.-aches, and not cosines. She doesn't act as if you were confessing incendiarism to her, and you sit down,meekly, as is your wont. You persevere through half a chapter of "thought-weighted Thucydides" with L. and then her good angel comes down and enlivens the world by Keeping you up from tea, spreading for you a famous little supper in 82, and making you feel the blessedness there is in love. Jan. 24","77-- To be sure you didn't have your Trig. but as L. says, "That's nothing!" "Same problem for tomorrow," says the sharp-eyed Professor in drab. "You may get it." Another little supper with L. in 82. You peep into "Sights & Insights" while she lays the cloth and brings out the cunninglittle cups. She buzzes about & you call it "being out to tea", and almost forget you are a Sophomore with aspirations. Jan. 15, 1877-- For steady help from outside give me a day of sunshine. It is impossible to feel that you are fighting single-handed as long as there is sunlight that will not forsake you. ++++ There are lots of things left over that you wanted to do. Left over for when? We shall see. Meantime we are glad - glad for life just as it is this minute. Jan. 27".-- Undermining forces are at work again. You've heard about such days before.this week, though it ends with full noon, has had its hard places : but which one would I have had left out if I could? "Until He says 'Come up higher', let us be content at the foot of the board." Feb. 2", 1877-- For one day freedom from that pain has not left you for weeks before, and that has made everything you did so hard. You almost know, for a little breath, what the better day will be. Feb. 4"--"It's a lovely day, Fanny. Wish you could go to walk." Have not yet attained to any such paradise. Yet nights I dream of walking. +++ "Edith isgoing to read some of Hale's Christmas stories - don't you want to come up?" Inclination wanted props. Supplied by the maiden who wanted to know - "a maiden who wanted to know - "a very young Freshman". Feb. 5", 1877.-- A review of Herodotus is about to be entered upon. I like this way of taking it - viz. me on the bed, pillowed. L. in a chair, with dic. "Curtins" and most of it in mind, gives me exact meanings and optatives "with and without ar". I, purely receptive. Then we have crackers, and beff-tea, and Jam up in her room, and I am spared the dining-room. ++ Great uncomfort-ableness today. If I only could feel better! "Here I stand. I cannot do otherwise. God help me!" Feb. 8",/77-- Trig is over & gone. The examination did not bear as strong a resemblance to "the Assyrian" that "came down" as we had darkly pictured, though there was a slight disproportion between the number of questions and the number of minutes. ++++ How we've laughed today! but tonight we sit very still. To think that this was coming! Sunday, Feb. 11"-- The first thing was the breath of the flowers. Then the dawning sense that this wasthe last day - that the little Greek books lying in the window meant nothing any more. i got up with my trouble and went out where the girls were. Everything has been very sweet all day. My comfort has been thought of and thought of till I am strangely confused at being so cared for. ++ To see the day die over Sunset Hill and know it is the last time for weeks 7 weeks--! Feb. 12"-/77. +++ The sight of the little Greek books in the window, where we left them last Thursday, is more than I can bear. When I am bravest I can't look at that window. +++ It's all over now. I see them waving to mefrom the platform - my train moving slowly away. One of the hard times, Frances - one of the very hard times. "O Lord! only to be made like Thee in Thy great love!" Home - where are those who care also - who care most! Feb. 14", 1877-- Last night I woke in the night and heard Mother praying. It went to my heart and left the sorest kind of an ache there. How can I die when I know she wants me like this! If she were anywhere - anywhere in this wide earth and wanted me I would go. But how can I if it is that River I must cross? Bit it isGod she is talking to. Her cause is safe with Him. Feb. 15", 1877. "Faint yet pursuing" - to have this said of you because you washed a handful of dishes! Think of coming to this! Feb. 16"-- Yes'm. I keep very very still. These are not days for talking. I would not like to write what I am living. It is all too solemn, and I shall remember it all. It is not such days as these that we forget. Feb. 17".-- Saturday night - in the harbor, I. My boat rocks gently as the night comes down. There are cities full of busy people buying & selling; but I seemout of it all - with the feeling of one who is to be forever out of it. "Under His wings thou art come to trust!" Feb. 19", 1877.-- I feel as if I were following somebody over a thorny path between tall hedge-rows - and yet I know that it is not a stranger that I follow. Albany, Feb. 20"-- +++ I watched the little mother's gray shawl and black dress and little bonnet out of sight. I think after that I had the heartache. Tonight it seems as if there could be nothing grander than to have, like the Lord Jesus, power to heal such trouble as mine.
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Frederick L. Ritter: Vassar College music professor, 1867-1891
Creator
Notman, William
Date
18--
Alida C. Avery, 1872 or 1873: Vassar College physician, 1865-1874
Creator
Slee Bros. (Poughkeepsie, N.Y.)
Date
1872 or 1873
to Nathan Bishop, 2 Aug 1867
Creator
Vassar, Matthew, 1792-1868
Date
August 2, 1867
Text
August 2d 1867 Doct. Nathan Bishop L.L.D My dear Sir Some time ago I called your attention as Chairman of the Ex. Board of Trustees of " Vassar College " to a suggestion made by me of the propriety of the latter furnishing at their own expense thier respective half lenght potraits for to be hung up in the Art-Gal- lery, and more especialy do I desire this in as much as my Likeness in Oil & soon will be added the Marble Bust, and then perhaps a Bronse Statute,—a lavish ex-...
Show moreAugust 2d 1867 Doct. Nathan Bishop L.L.D My dear Sir Some time ago I called your attention as Chairman of the Ex. Board of Trustees of " Vassar College " to a suggestion made by me of the propriety of the latter furnishing at their own expense thier respective half lenght potraits for to be hung up in the Art-Gal- lery, and more especialy do I desire this in as much as my Likeness in Oil & soon will be added the Marble Bust, and then perhaps a Bronse Statute,—a lavish ex- penditure I think of Vanity, & that without a Single member of eithur Board to indorse or sustain me in it! Will you please to lay this matter before your Ex. Committeeat your next Meeting. I intended to have Spoken to you yesterday on this subject, but other mat- ters engrossed my thoughts I forgot it &c—besides I was rather out of tune in point of health &c Yours truly, &c M. Vassar—
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[Untitled] (Green chalkdust on white posterboard, overlayed with large strokes of green chalk)
Creator
1923-2010
Date
n.d.
Schedules - Academic
Date
From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Notes - from Marjory Woods [VC 1914]
Date
From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Baldwin, James Fosdick, 1871-1950 -- Memorial Minute
Creator
Griffin, Charles, Miller, John, Campbell, Mildred
Date
[After 1950]
Text
JAMES FOSDICK BALDWIN 1871 - 1950 James Fosdick Baldwin was born in Chelsea, Massachusetts, in 1871. He died in Poughkeepsie, New York, on Thurs- day, Qctober the fifth, 1950. During forty-four of the seventy-nine intervening years, he was a member of the Vassar College faculty in the department of history. Hence it is to a fellow gildsman of long service that we now pay respect and honor. As Mr. Baldwin, setting about his most recent task of writing a history of the college in its modern era...
Show moreJAMES FOSDICK BALDWIN 1871 - 1950 James Fosdick Baldwin was born in Chelsea, Massachusetts, in 1871. He died in Poughkeepsie, New York, on Thurs- day, Qctober the fifth, 1950. During forty-four of the seventy-nine intervening years, he was a member of the Vassar College faculty in the department of history. Hence it is to a fellow gildsman of long service that we now pay respect and honor. As Mr. Baldwin, setting about his most recent task of writing a history of the college in its modern era, sifted with trained eye and hand the boxes and volumes that constitute the college archives, - Presidents' cor- respondence, faculty minutes, committee reports, reports of departmental chairmen, and old files of the Miscellan News that recounted gala skits of Founder's Day, Ee must often have run across his own name and his own handwriting, for he had a zest for life and was ever an active partic- ipant in all that was going on about him. His courses in English history introduced him to large numbers of stu- dents and his circle of friends and acquaintances among alumnae was wide. His interest in every part of the col- lege was marked, - one could mention for instance certain of our library treasures, rare for a college of this size that are here because of his scholarly discernment and his initiative. Engrossing as was the campus to him, however, Mr. Baldwin did not forget that there were pleasures and obligations outside of it, that he was a resident of the town of Poughkeepsie, a citizen of Dutchess County and of his state and nation. He took a lively interest in public affairs to which his approach was that of a humanitarian and a liberal. Better also than some of us, he was able to transfer the field of his specialized interests to the scene at hand. Hence the student of constitutional origins in a distant age and place found ways of making Dutchess County origins exciting to his friends and fel- low townsmen. He held office repeatedly in the Dutchess C t Hi t ri i t ° l f i oun y s o cal Soc e y, and in 9h2 was o fic ally honored with the title, Dutchess Count Historian. Other community activities enlisted His support. His lifelong interest in music, found expression in his work as an organist in one of Poughkeepsie's churches, a post which he filled for years. After his retirement many of these interests were continued. Indeed, there was true gallantry in the way Jmnes Baldwin set about to explore Q 28 JAMES FOSDICK BALDWIN (Continued) the resources within himself in order to make his retirement a period both useful and happy. And it was a source of pleasure to his friends that neither old_ age nor adversity dulled his salty wit nor dimmed the twinkle in his eye. But beyond these memories left with friends and assoc- iates, James Fosdick Baldwin in his early manhood created a more lasting memorial through his contribu- tion to historical scholarship in a highly selective field, that of the Ehglish Medieval Constitution. His book on the Kin 's Council in En land Durin the Middle A es published §n Uxford In I§I§ was Hailed By scholarly journals on both sides of the Atlantic as charting new ground and superseding previous treatments of the sub- ject. It led to his election at once to membership in the Royal Historical Society, and gave him a place among the best scholars in the field in his own country. Even now after almost forty years it still remains a recognized authority. Hence, as Poughkeepsie notes the passing ofia good citizen and neighbor, and Vassar Col- lege a friend and colleague, medieval historians in both Europe and America record the passing of a respected member of their fraternity, the author of The King's Council. Charles Griffin John Miller Mildred Campbell XIII - 1&3
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Autograph Notes, 1896-08-01
Creator
Stanton, Elizabeth Cady, 1815-1902
Date
1896-08-01
from Kate M. Anderson, 14 May 1864
Creator
Anderson, Kate M.
Date
May 14, 1864
Text
… … May 14th 1864 For Matthew Vassar Dear Sir Seeing something of your College, … … opened in September, in … lady’s book I have determined so adress you asking information concerning the seems & …. I have a … sister who is exceedingly anxious for an education. But we are not near a good school, and we are not very able, so can not send her to an … schoo. If the terms of your school are liberal we would like exceedingly to send her there we think hoping to hear more concerning it soon. I...
Show more… … May 14th 1864 For Matthew Vassar Dear Sir Seeing something of your College, … … opened in September, in … lady’s book I have determined so adress you asking information concerning the seems & …. I have a … sister who is exceedingly anxious for an education. But we are not near a good school, and we are not very able, so can not send her to an … schoo. If the terms of your school are liberal we would like exceedingly to send her there we think hoping to hear more concerning it soon. I am yours with … From Matthew Vassar. K H Anderson Please address Miss Kale M Anderson … anne Somerset … Maryland1864 Miss Kate M. … … SOmerset … Maryland May 17 …
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Fencing -- 1930 (2 of 2)
Creator
Wolven, E. L. (Edmund L.)
Date
1930
"Visiting cards - ""Miss Anna Bailey Wright"" [VC 1905] with note"
Date
From scrapbook dated c. September 1901 - July 20, 1906
Songs - VC Qui Vive
Date
From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Admission tickets - Stubs
Date
From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Page 92
Date
From scrapbook dated August 12, 1910 - June 22, 1912
Page 84
Date
From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
babbott02-611
Packaging - "Brummell's Celebrated Cough Drops"
Date
From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
Page 80
Date
From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
"Printed materials - VC Mohonk Trip, ""Mohonk Lake Mountain House,"" October 31 1896"
Date
From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
babbott02-680
Invoices - Class of 1914 charges, May 1912
Date
From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
Raymond, Cornelia M. Diary, 1899
Creator
Raymond, Cornelia M.
Descriptor(s)
Bielat, Isabel, Ditkoff, Andrea
Date
1899
Text
ADDRESSES AND MEMORANDA. Name. Mrs. F.B.Sweet Residence. 197 State St. Springfield, Mass. Mem. Name. Walter Richardson Residence. Huestis St. Ithaca. N.Y. Mem. Name. Fred W. Reeve. Residence 443 W. 22nd St., Mem. New York City. Name. Susie B. Ortin Residence. 2532 Broadway. Mem. New Y. Name. Wm. H. Francis Residence. Box 561 Mem. Springfield, Mass. Name. Cornelia Lloyd. Residence. 705 E. Capitol St. Mem. Washington, D.C. Name. Susy Ortin Residence. 2532 Broadway Mem. N.Y. Name. Residence. Mem...
Show moreADDRESSES AND MEMORANDA. Name. Mrs. F.B.Sweet Residence. 197 State St. Springfield, Mass. Mem. Name. Walter Richardson Residence. Huestis St. Ithaca. N.Y. Mem. Name. Fred W. Reeve. Residence 443 W. 22nd St., Mem. New York City. Name. Susie B. Ortin Residence. 2532 Broadway. Mem. New Y. Name. Wm. H. Francis Residence. Box 561 Mem. Springfield, Mass. Name. Cornelia Lloyd. Residence. 705 E. Capitol St. Mem. Washington, D.C. Name. Susy Ortin Residence. 2532 Broadway Mem. N.Y. Name. Residence. Mem. JANUARY, 1899. SUN. 1. Ther. Weather, DAILY MEMORANDA. Space is provided for recording the state of the Thermometer and Weather. The Moon's Changes, and Stated Church Days are also noticed as they occur. Signs: New Moon; First Quarter: Full Moon: Last Quarter. A.M. Mr. Dixon PS. 65:11. P.M. " " Felt blue about Reeve. Beautiful sermon in A.M. This yr. has double gems it its crown, prosperity & adversity, failure & success etc. I taught Miss Shannon's class. Little girls, rather dirty but quite interested. We talked about God & Christ. Juo. 1:1-14. Very sleepy in evening service. Mother not able to go to church. JANUARY, 1899. MON. 2. Ther. Weather, Reeve writes that he has no tuberculosis. Letters from Mrs. Porter & Lena. By mistake, Miss Porter got Mrs. P's present. Daisy came to dinner. Mother didn't come down. Mrs. Palmer here sewing for Will. Mother pays her. I wrote letters & studied "Scribs". Evening Fudge party. Ernest Sedman, Gastin, Dobson, 3 Kinneys, Kittie Elliot, Frank Davis, Russell, Ralph, Daisy, our folks. We had wedding. Agnes married Win & Will was killing maid of honor. Gibson pictures, games, & fudge. Harold came to call on Mother. JANUARY, 1899. TUES. 3. Ther. Weather, Wrote letters. Made happy by letters from Joe, Smith, & Mrs. Sweet. Judge Lyford discussed Joe's case & called it a dirty trick. Went shopping & to dinner with Harold, Ruth & Mrs. Hudson. Worked on "Scribs". Will & Ralph returned this A.M. Mrs. Palmer here. Eve. Read "The Worker" to Mother. JANUARY, 1899. WED. 4. Ther. Weather, Worked on the "Scribs". Aunt Kate spent the day. Winnie "fixed up" best hat. She took supper at the Kinneys. Eve. Ruth & Harold called. JANUARY, 1899. THUR. 5. Ther. Weather, Rainy. Wrote all day on my "Scribs". In afternoon went to Union prayer-meeting in our church led by Mr. Stoddard of Strong Place. Mother is better. Telephoned to Jennie. She wants me to go with Miss P. & Lena to Hope Hall tomorrow night, but I refused. JANUARY, 1899. FRI. 6. Ther. Weather, Rainy. Mrs. Palmer here. Marg. Benedict came over & staid to lunch. Talked about Will Todd & Ray. In the afternoon Winnie returned my toque. I went to prayer-meeting. Subject: What hinders prayer? Then we went to the Jacobs. It was their 14th anniversary. Met Dr. King Pres. of Cornell Iowa, Dr. [Famiglio], Emma Taylor. JANUARY, 1899. SAT. 7. Ther. Weather, Finished my paper on the Scribs. Agnes went with me to try my Alpine hat corset waist etc. Mrs. Palmer here. Mrs. Hudson brought me cookies. Russell had the blues tonight. I went for Minnie to the Dixons & Jacobs. Reeve wrote that prob. he would not come to church as he ought to go to his own. JANUARY, 1899. SUN. 8. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. Dixon Luke 15:1-7. Reeve did not come. I taught Miss Howard's class. 5 little boys. Mr. Dixon wants everyone to come every night to church either this or next week. Eve. Harrie & Ruth called & H. brought candy. Minnie stayed home with Daisy, Russell & Frank. Minnie thought Daisy was selfish. JANUARY, 1899. MON. 9. Ther. Weather, Went down town. Changed corset waist & got Minnie's horrid pictures from Dana's. Mother shampooed head. Came to Springfield on 4 o'clock train with Col. Buffington & Eliza, Abbie Tillingharte, Percy Minich & Florence Barker. Ray Wellman got on at New Haven. I stopped at 34 Union Square & saw Jennie Hughes & Gen. Booth. Told Corie's father has lost his position. Ethel Van Deusen's mother is very ill. JANUARY, 1899. TUES. 10. Ther. Weather, Cold. Began school. Mr. Reed invited Miss Gruyer & me to go sleighing. We declined. I went out. Called on Mrs. Sweet. Her father is dead. So is Mrs. Dr. Pomering. Took Joe soup. He was out. Then called on Mrs. Barnard & she had in Police Captain Berkely. We talked of Joe. Missed call from Mrs. Briggs. Miss Hubbard. 13. Agnes came back tonight. She has had her [...] [heated]. Gertrude White has gone home. JANUARY, 1899. WED. 11. Ther. Weather, Bitter cold. Miss Gruyer & Bina have gone to Mrs. [Irwins] lecture. Mr. Story. 14JANUARY, 1899. THUR. 12. Ther. Weather, Went to prayer-meeting. Told Mr. Hahn about Reeve. Miss King, 13? Letter from Dr. Mosher. JANUARY, 1899. FRI. 13, Ther. Weather, Gymnastics (2). Family except Lena, Ray & Percy have gone to [...] in [May Stuart]. I did not go. Letter from Russell Richardson. JANUARY, 1899. SAT. 14. Ther. Weather, Read Atlantic most all day. No walking. Rainy & glare of ice. Miss Hill did not come. JANUARY, 1899. SUN. 15. Ther. Weather, Dr. Moxom. Disadvantages & Advantages. of Miss. Organ. Expected to read paper. At Joe's I told Prodigal Son to [try] who had never heard it. We did not walk tonight. Wrote to Harold & Mr. Dixon. Jennie Aiken came to dinner. I called on the Hastings. JANUARY, 1899. MON. 16. Ther. Weather, Ethel Van D. writes that her mother may have pneumonia. I called on Mrs. Driscoll to tell [Mother] about change in drawing class. Outlook. Miss Hubbard. 14 Jennie Aiken came to Outlook. JANUARY, 1899. TUES. 17. Ther. Weather, Called on Eunice Avery. Read periodical. Outlook class. JANUARY, 1899. WED. 18. Ther. Weather, Wore my dress with red silk & my toque. Admired. Lena & I took dinner at Mip Buckingham's. Saw Jennie Aiken, [Str...], Henry, & 2 sisters boarding there. Nice letter from Fred Reeve. Mr. Story 15. JANUARY, 1899. THUR. 19. Ther. Weather, Miss. meeting led by Mrs. Cone. Mrs. Bill gave a beautiful address. Sent my letter to Harold. Mip King 14. JANUARY, 1899. FRI. 20. Ther. Weather, I wrote to Fred Reeve. Girls gave "Charity Ball". Day scholars came. JANUARY, 1899. SAT. 21. Ther. Weather, Dr. Moxom. John 21: Recognition after death. Did not stay to S.S. Went home & had good sleep. Beautiful Mission. 21 there. Gave young man testament & he read. Man converted who had lost [horse]. Took Smith to church to get paper. He seems blue. Eve. Finished The Workers. East.JANUARY, 1899. SUN. 22. Ther. Wheather, Letter from Smith to say he [hated] drink. We went over the Thompson house. JANUARY, 1899. MON. 23. Ther. Weather, Gertrude Besse seems miserable. Wrote to Russell. Smith wrote rather blue letter & I replied. Clarke [Bryan] committed suicide. JANUARY, 1899. TUES. 24. Ther. 32 Weather, Mip Hubbard 15. Poured. I called on Jennie Barrows & little Emmie & went down town. Gave Ed. his lesson. Fell down twice. Bought [Dooley] Papers. Ethel Van Deusen returned. JANUARY, 1899. WED. 25. Ther.28 Weather, Miss P. does not like my different waists. Mr. Reed telephone an aff. message to Eliz. Mrs. Reed called. Went to library this eve. Mr. Story 16. Miss Lucinda Howard died. JANUARY, 1899. THUR. 26. Ther. Weather, Eliz. Gruyer & I went to hear Mr. [Pent...] at South Church. Mip King 15. JANUARY, 1899. FRI. 27. Ther. Weather, Dr. Gulick (3). Girls made candy. JANUARY, 1899. SAT. 28. Ther. Weather, I went up to South Hadley to see about Abbie [Tillingharte]. Miss Hill did not come. JANUARY, 1899. SUN. 29. Ther. Weather, Septuagesima Sunday. The teamster wanted to walk home with from me from Joe's! At S.S. Dr. Moxom said there was no tabernacle. I did not read paper. JANUARY, 1899. MON. 30. Ther. Weather, Had stiff neck a little. Outlook class. JANUARY, 1899. TUES. 31. Ther. Weather, Outlook discussed "The Workers". Miss Hastings came. Dr. Gulick (4). Mip Hubbard did not come.FEBRUARY, 1899. WED. 1. Ther. Weather, Went to hear Marg. Hall sing in the High School. [Numbness]. Mrs. Story (17)FEBRUARY, 1899. THUR. 2. Ther. Weather, Rec'd $25 from Anna Goodsell. Teamster & Joe came to meeting. I played. Miss King. 16. FEBRUARY, 1899. FRI. 3. Ther. Weather, Millie Stevens wants me to go to Rome & Athens with her. Stormy. No Gyms. Read & played to girls. FEBRUARY, 1899. SAT. 4. Ther. Weather, Mr. Reed & Mad. took Mip Gruyer & me sleighing in the park. Ice scenery beautiful. Miss Gruyer took girls walking & then went to tea at Underhills. Miss P. thinks she ought to walk more. Bina has gone to her [boarding] place. Miss Hill did not come. FEBRUARY, 1899. SUN. 5. Ther. Weather, Sexagesima Sunday. A.M. Mr. Hahn. Grace of God that brought Salvation etc. Communion. Went to South Ch. S.S. Read "Origin of the Scribs" & it seemed to take Dr. Moxom. P.M. 25 at Mission. Rough fellows but I quieted them & read about Jesus [regreted] at Naz. Luke 4. Joe has curtained off the rim again. Mr. Tapley may stop paying rent. Smith came after meeting. Did not walk. Eliz. took supper with Bina. FEBRUARY, 1899. MON. 6. Ther. Weather, Mr. Reed wrote asking Mip Gruyer on a sleigh ride. Gt. battle with resurgents at Manila last night. 40 of our men killed. Treaty ratified with a majority of one. Miss Hubbard very ill with erysipelas.FEBRUARY, 1899. TUES. 7. Ther. Weather, My day out. Called on Mrs. Bowman & Mrs. Holbrook. Saw Mrs. Baldwin & Mrs. Prof. Terry. Talked of Lottie Russell. Sat up till midnight on reports. Miss Hubbard very ill. Went in to see Joe & Mr. Barker told about sleigh ride. Smith writes Joe that he must keep away from mission. FEBRUARY, 1899. WED. 8. Ther. Weather, Worked all spare time on my reports & the Prof. Mr. Story 17. Letter to Miss Ola Raymond. Invitation to sleigh ride. Exciting letter from Morsie about Saugerties, Ballston Spa, & N.Y. W.M.C.A. Wore Eliz. shirt dress & had fun sliding in cemetery. FEBRUARY, 1899. THUR. 9. Ther. Weather, Closing exercise. In afternoon I played Concerto & played on piano. Mr. Hahn gave a fine talk on the missionaries. Pres. Taylor has been called to Brown!!! Miss King (17). FEBRUARY, 1899. FRI. 10. Ther. Weather, Bitter cold. Mary Cutler & Marg. Carter have gone to Boston. I took them to the train. Mip Hubbard much better. Dr. Gulick (5). Percy Minich is 15. She & Eliza gave party. Fortunes & Pillow. Dix. FEBRUARY, 1899. SAT. 11. Ther. Weather, Bitter cold. Mip Hill did not come. FEBRUARY, 1899. SUN. 12. Ther. Weather, Quinquagesima Sunday. Hard snow storm. Eliz. & I went to church. Went to mission. Beautiful meeting. Mr. Daniels has been sick. Talked about his sin & prayed. Joe tells me of Smiths horrid drunk. He just cries about his trouble. Called on Mip Hastings. Then went to meet Marg. & Marg. not there. FEBRUARY, 1899. MON. 13. Ther. Weather, Blizzard. Mary & Marg. all day coming. Sleigh tipped over after they got out. FEBRUARY, 1899. TUES. 14. Ther. Weather, Shrove Tuesday. Both Outlook Classes came today & tonight. I spent most of my day out in parlor working Alg. for Mip P. I also called on Miss Emerson but she was in bath room. Miserable with a cold. FEBRUARY, 1899. WED. 15. Ther. Weather, Ash Wednesday. Mr. Story (18). We walked to Crescent Hill. Wrote Fred Reeve. FEBRUARY, 1899. THUR. 16. Ther. Weather, Called on Mip Emerson. She has terrible swelling. Told of Dr. [Po...] grief & her call from Mr. Hahn. The family went to the McDowell concert. Mr. Hahn seems blue. May leave church. Mip King 18(?)FEBRUARY, 1899. FRI. 17. Ther. Weather, This eve. girls played & I called on the Porters. No gyms. I am to take Mip Gruyer's history. FEBRUARY, 1899. SAT. 18. Ther. Weather, Read Alyn. this A.M. P.M. Went to library, Mip Masons, Mr. Hahns, Mrs. Brooks & Cousin Helens. Edith B. home. Mip Pendleton told me about Mr. H. salary reduced to [2500]. Eve. Read in Mip Gruyers. FEBRUARY, 1899. SUN. 19. Ther. Weather, Quadragesima Sunday. A.M. Dr. Moxom Jer. 2:19. Punishment of Sin. Slept instead of S.S. Large meeting at mission. Smith brought his [tooth]. Walked to corner. Stowe converted. FEBRUARY, 1899. MON. 20. Ther. Weather, Very tired tonight. V.C. Alumnae voted to raise $2000000 for V.C. FEBRUARY, 1899. TUES. 21. Ther. Weather, Felt wretchedly tired. I called on Carrie King in the new house. Edith Moxom has pneumonia. Came home & slept. Retired early. FEBRUARY, 1899. WED. 22. Ther. Weather, Bertha has an honor! Eliz. & I went sleighing with Mr. Reed. Then to his house. Mrs. R. disagreeable. Then the girls, Mr. R, Eliz. & I went to Y.M.C.A. fair supper & basket ball. Eliz. talked to him coming home. Lena's mother has falled down stairs. Mr. Story (19).FEBRUARY, 1899. THUR. 23. Ther. Weather, Beautiful prayer-meeting. Little Englishman there. Lena went to her mother today. Miss King 19. FEBRUARY, 1899. FRI. 24. Ther. Weather, I am to have Greek in the A.M. on Friday. Dr. Grulick (6). Mrs. Grulick came. I had call from Volunteers which kept me from dressing. Children gave a play at Mrs. Porter's. Girls had games at home. FEBRUARY, 1899. SAT. 25. Ther. Weather, Wrote to Mollie Stevens, Pres. Taylor & Mrs. Barker. Studied hard today. Went down town with silk waist. Mr. Reed met me & asked about going to the club. Lena came back tonight. [S...] [A...] Phil Socrates [E...] [...] [P...]FEBRUARY, 1899. SUN. 26. Ther. Weather, Dr. Moxom Gal. 5:2,5. The Individualness of Christian Life. Staid to S.S. At Joe's we had about 40. Warren Barney once of [Ilion] was in drunk. My little man gave good testamony. Smith came. Eve. Rained so did not go out. Began [Drummonds]. Mr. R. called on Eliz. at Bina's with chafing dish. FEBRUARY, 1899. MON. 27. Ther. Weather, Outlook Class. I have been reading Alwyn almost all the afternoon. Lovely letter from Fred Reeve. FEBRUARY, 1899. TUES. 28. Ther. Weather, Day out but I stayed in & read Outlook. We discussed Alynn tonight. Bina came to dinner. Letters from Mip [McCaleb] & Gertrude Burleigh. MARCH, 1899. WED. 1. Ther. Weather, Mr. Story (20). Marg. Benedict engaged to Rupis Cowing. Eliz. Gryer went off & visited with Bina. Dr. Taylor is to stay at Vassar. MARCH, 1899. THUR. 2. Ther. Weather, At prayer-meeting Mr. Storm gave a testimony to Joe's Mission. I met Mr. Francis & he walked down with me. Marion went Charlie Wood's birthday party. He is 11. Mip King 20. MARCH, 1899. FRI. 3. Ther. Weather, Lena & I went down to Mr. Barnard's at the [Marsasit] & I bought red waist. Dr. Gulick did not appear. MARCH, 1899. SAT. 4. Ther. Weather, Worked in labratory from 8.45 A.M. to 1. P.M. Walked & read & studied all afternoon & eve. We must not read Proverbs in A.M. prayer. Reeve sent me his Port Rico paper. Fannie & Mr. Beaman are home. Girls gave party [hunting] papers till they reached prize. I found block with [marked] [back]. MARCH, 1899. SUN. 5. Ther. Weather, Happy day. Went to Bapt. communion. Mr. Stowe, Barry, & other man there. Came home & slept. P.M. About 20 in mission. Joe sick. I read about Christ before Sanhedrin. Mr. Stowe wants me to visit his paper works. Eve. Didn't go out. Read Drummond, slept, & played. Will has probably a 1200 position in N.Y. MARCH, 1899. MON. 6. Ther. Weather, Called on Mrs. Coats about Margery's Latin. Marin now well. MARCH, 1899. TUES. 7. Ther. Weather, Very snowy. My day. I went to library. Then to the Bimie Paper Mills to see Mr. Stowe. Then to Joe & then to Library. Met Mr. Dana. Joe was in bed. In a very serene state of mind. MARCH, 1899. WED. 8. Ther. Weather, Eliz. & I went to hear Mr. Hahn lecture on Babylon. Met Artist Bowers. Mr. Story 21. MARCH, 1899. THUR. 9. Ther. Weather, Mr. Stowe at prayer meeting. Mr. Russell led. I spoke of Joe's Mission. Mip P. went to Mr. P's birthday party. Called on Mrs. Sweet. Miss King 21. MARCH, 1899. FRI. 10. Ther. Weather, Girls had sugaring off. Mrs. Shepard will give Ruth Scholarship. Dr. Gulick (7). MARCH, 1899. SAT. 11. Ther. Weather, Read hard all day. Gave Esther music lesson. Went to library. Went to see Mr. Brower's pictures. Sallie Chapin called. She is visiting the Reeds. Miss Hill came. MARCH, 1899. SUN. 12. Ther. Weather, Mid-Lent Sunday. Dr. Moxom on Wealth. He went for Sp. Rep. Joe's & Mr. Weston's meeting to consider plans. A man from Dr. Gordon's church preached on Jonah. Miss P. talked about an hour tonight about learning verses & Bible lesson. MARCH, 1899. MON. 13. Ther. Weather, Outlook class. I read a good deal. Letter from Emma [Whittemire]. MARCH, 1899. TUES. 14. Ther. Weather, Hattie Alden married Mr. Spellman day after divorce. My day out. I read & studied till after 4. Then went down town to Taglers. Called on Mip Barnard soon to be married. Saw Mrs. Clark who told about the Baggs & Bosworths. Outlook class. Mip Hastings came. Chilly letter from Smith. MARCH, 1899. WED. 15. Ther. Weather, Did not feel very well today. Mr. Story (22)MARCH, 1899. THUR. 16. Ther. Weather, Mip King (22). At prayer-meeting Mr. Sheldon & Barney came. Young man got up & said he wanted to be a Christian. Mr. Hahn gave him money for food. Went to bed at 12.45. MARCH, 1899. FRI. 17. Ther. Weather, Dr. Gulick (8). Mrs. G. came down for him. Didn't take gym. Called on Mip Parsons. Out. Mip P. thought I didn't [amore] the girls. I played Halma & Parchesi till 10 then went off & cried. Mip [M...] took my waist off to fit. MARCH, 1899. SAT. 18. Ther. Weather, Read a good deal today. Restful afternoon. Washed. Tired, slept & read in my room. Mip hill. Windsor Hotel burned yesterday. Fearful loss of life. Cousin Anna was in it. MARCH, 1899. SUN. 19. Ther. Weather, Passion Sunday. A.M. Dr. Moxom. Ps. 116:11. "Transient Words not a Basis for Judgment". Staid to S.S. At Joe's we had trying meeting. I read about [Pilah] Boys. Sleepy & restless. Mr. Stowe & I prayed with Mr. Baker. Mr. S. was a teacher of boxing & in the tombs for breaking window. He asked about my ring. Rained so we didn't walk. MARCH, 1899. MON. 20. Ther. Weather, Letters from Mr. Stowe (tied with blue ribbon) & Smith. Will has brobably lost his position. I am wearing my waist, red, for first time. MARCH, 1899. TUES. 21. Ther. Weather, Went down town. Paid for waist. Eve. Miss Gruyer & I went to South Ch. supper & farces, H. False Note & Mrs. Millers Will. MARCH, 1899. WED. 22. Ther. Weather, Nice letter from Reeve. Read [Rutangal]. Didn't walk. Didn't go to Volunteers Anniversary. Mr. Story 23MARCH, 1899. THUR. 23. Ther. Weather, Edward is 8 today. Miss P., Miss P, Eliz. Guyer, Josie, Marion, Chas, & Eleanor Woods & I went to his birthday tea. I went to prayer-meeting after which Mr. Stowe told me of Baker's confession. Miss King 23. MARCH, 1899. FRI. 24. Ther. Weather, Dr. Gulick did not come. I went to hear Rosenthal the pianist. I never heard such playing. Adele Buffington came. MARCH, 1899. SAT. 25. Ther. Weather, Worked hard all day. Miss Hill came. Ella Russell came. JoshuaMARCH, 1899. SUN. 26. Ther. Weather, Palm Sunday Snowy. Went to Christ Church. Palm S. sermon. Small mission. Smith walked to church. Says he can't come to meetings. MARCH, 1899. MON. 27. Ther. Weather, Lent afternoon [penntical] pentecostal. Sat up till 1.20. MARCH, 1899. TUES. 28. Ther. Weather, Lst Outlook class. I am so tired. Retired at 2.30. MARCH, 1899. WED. 29. Ther. Weather, Came to Brooklyn at 2.22 with Florence Barker [at] and Percy Minich. Sat a little while with a McDuffey teacher. Found Mother very feeble. Will has returned to Cornell. He has secured his position. Teaches from 8.30 to 4 for $1000 to be raised later. He can get 400 if he teaches from 4-6. The Wyckoffs, Harold & Mip Bishop are here. MARCH, 1899. THUR. 30. Ther. Weather, Went down town twice. Minnie went with me & we bought my silk waist. Russell went with me to Mrs. Wise. Eve. Read "Workers". MARCH, 1899. FRI. 31. Ther. Weather, Good Friday. Went shopping once. Mr. Jacobs led prayer-meeting as Mr. Dixon is sick. APRIL, 1899. SAT. 1. Ther. Weather, Lunched with Lucy Skinner. Found Susy Raymond here on my return. Eve. Reeve came & Staid till after 12 P.M. Sadie, Minnie & he talked about Building Loan. He brought candy. Mr. Dobson took Winifred & Moseley took Ruth to Buffalo Bill. APRIL, 1899. SUN. 2. Ther. Weather, Easter Sunday. A.M. Mother didn't go to church. Mr. Dixon preached on death, childhood, youth, manhood, faith, & hope. Went to prayers. Met Woodruff leafing. Took supper with the Raymonds. Hattie & Lucy Bliss were there. I heard Mr. Dr. Hillis Lecture, not sermon, on Romola. All like the man. Came home with Mr. Van [Iderstine] & Mad. Skinner. APRIL, 1899. MON. 3. Ther. Weather, I went to try on my dress & I found Miss Wise [L...] [sent] sick with a headache. So I dragged my dress home to Mrs. Morse who sewed till eleven. Susie Ray, Alfred & Hattie Bliss came for the evening & Alfred sang his Hobson songs & read Mr. Dooley. We had Chocolate and cake. I bought the cake. APRIL, 1899. TUES. 4. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Morse with the help of Mrs. Wyckoff finished my waist (in a way) & Lucy & I went to the 5th Ave. luncheon. From there I went to see Cousin L. & Jessica in 322 West 55th . Mary Russell is engaged to Frank Pope. Anna Debervise is engaged. I sat between Gertrude Heywood & Lucy Humphrey. Winifred & Ruth went to V.C. Bertha too sick. APRIL, 1899. WED. 5. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Morse is working here. I had 3 teeth filled by Estelle Worcester & I looked for bicycle skirt. Helen Smith called. Nancy & Hattie have come without Walter. [Maurine], Marg. Belce & Frank Sharpe went to concert while Mr. Williams sang. Lottie Richardson died 2 yrs. ago. Harold said he was going to sit up with a man. APRIL, 1899. THUR. 6. Ther. Weather, Went shopping twice. Bought my short skirt. Mrs. Morse is here. Bertha went to V.C. Eve. Read "The Workers". Harold not home. APRIL, 1899. FRI. 7. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Morse is here. I wrote some letters. Read Workers aloud. Prayer-meeting. Harold not home. APRIL, 1899. SAT. 8. Ther. Weather, Harold not home. Mrs. Morse & Mrs. Palmer sewing all day. I got tired & we had fight about length of silk dress. I went out shopping with my short skirt. Went out twice. In the evening Mr. Dobson called. Rec'd Rufus Corning's photo from Marg. APRIL, 1899. SUN. 9. Ther. Weather, Low Sunday. Fred Reeve came over to church this A.M. I scolded him about dishonesty in business. Mr. Dixon's sermon beautiful. Didn't go to S.S. Prof. Frolich came to dinner. We learn that Miss Bishop was married on New Year's Day. I stayed home this eve. with mother, wrote & readAPRIL, 1899. MON. 10. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Palmer & Mrs. Morse sewed. I came back to Springfield with Eliza. Mr. Russell stood up & talked to me from N.Y. to New Haven. I am to tutor Dudley Lewis in Germ. APRIL, 1899. TUES. 11. Ther. Weather, Went down town to library & to call on Joe. Smith wishes he was a lord or from some great college. Dudley (1) 8-9. He hangs around till about 9.30. APRIL, 1899. WED. 12. Ther. Weather, Dudley Lewis (2) in the evening for more thatn an hour. Mr. Story (24) Rainy so didn't go out. Frank came. APRIL, 1899. THUR. 13. Ther. Weather, Miss King (24) Dudly 5.15 - 6.30 (3) Cookies came. Prayer-meeting. APRIL, 1899. FRI. 14. Ther. Weather, Dudley (4) 5.10 - 6.20. Long walk. Wore short skirt. Met Ashman & Smith. Read "Autocrat at Breakfast Table" to girls. Lena has gone to her mother. Florence Barker returned. APRIL, 1899. SAT. 15. Ther. Weather, Dudley (5) 4.40 - 6.10. Busy all day. Worked all A.M. on chemistry at desk. Called on Miss Emerson while Miss Gruyer walked. Studied all the rest of the time. Lena returned. APRIL, 1899. SUN. 16. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Moxom. Juo. 12:24. "Except a cone of wheat" etc. I staid to S.S. Sat with Mrs. Fred Bill. As it was rainy, I did not expect to have mission, especially because there was Memorial in City Hall for soldiers of 2nd regiment, but we had a nice meeting. Stowe & Barker were nice. I asked whether Christ could help our daily life. After meeting W. Brown came in to get out of rain. We prayed with him & I hope he is saved. He said he was not sorry for gin but for result that he would like 2 lives one good & that he was not [hurt] his mother had hoped. Joe says I am clean & [fat]. Smith came in was talkative & nice. We neither walked nor sang hymns. APRIL, 1899. MON. 17. Ther. Weather, Dudley (6) evening about an hour, perhaps more. Sad letter from Mother. Harold Doesn't come. APRIL, 1899. TUES. 18. Ther. Weather, Happy for Harold has written. Called on Dr. Moxom with paper. Saw Mrs. Moxom. Called on Mrs. Rice & Laura (out). Can't call on Mrs. [Townsley]. Dudly arriving about an hour (7). Bertha has had very bad asthma. APRIL, 1899. WED. 19. Ther. Weather, Didn't have Dudly. Went to stupid lecture on liquid air. Bertha is to have a graduate scholarship. Mr. Story 25. APRIL, 1899. THUR. 20. Ther. Weather, Dudly 5.15 - 6.30 (8). Prayer-meeting Union at Highland Church. Met Mr. Hahn going away sick. Mip King 25. APRIL, 1899. FRI. 21. Ther. Weather, Dudley didn't come. I am home alone as girls & teachers have gone to Cyrano de Bergerac. APRIL, 1899. SAT. 22. Ther. Weather, Nice day of work. Studied all the A.M. Marion wished extra music lesson. Walked with girls. Took supper at Bina's with Elizabeth & Alice Lyman. Went to "Mr. Bob" by Teacher's Club. Took Miss Lyman to train. APRIL, 1899. SUN. 23. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Moxom. Uses of Lay-men. Came home slept & studied for the Mission. Beautiful meeting. About 16 there. W. Brown all right. Tramp came in & asked to be prayed with. Said he was educated as an evangelist. Smith came late, seemed blue. Joe scolded him for "sneaking in late". Lovely walk & only a short sing. APRIL, 1899. MON. 24. Ther. Weather, Warm. Dudley 5.20 - 6.30 (9). I went to library. Harold went to Church with mother yesterday. Rupis Corning called & they liked him. APRIL, 1899. TUES. 25. Ther. Weather, Went down & called on Nell Irwin (just came) & Mip Hastings. Then went to see Joe. Brown was there still out of work. Threw away pipe. Joe told me about Smith. He has brought back my Bible. Met Mrs. Townsley & she advised Brown going to Mr. Lewis. Went down with Mip Gruyer with Marg [Longs] flowers. Went also to power-house. APRIL, 1899. WED. 26. Ther. Weather, Went this A.M. at 7.30 to Mary Longs wedding at cathedral. Took off combination flannels & took bath. Nell Irwin came to dinner & then went with Mip P. & girls to "The Princess". Percy has a sty. Mr. Story 26. APRIL, 1899. THUR. 27. Ther. Weather, Dudley 5.20 - 6.30 (10). At prayer-meeting W. Brown was there & spoke. Asked me about all the water & all the cattle of the [...]. Miss P. says I must stop studying at 10. Lucy. Carter took lunch here. Mip King 26.APRIL, 1899. FRI. 28. Ther. Weather, Letter from Smith [c...] about the effect of the [band]. We went out to Forest Park. Eve. Wrote Smith & Reeve & we played (Marg. & I) from Elijah. APRIL, 1899. SAT. 29. Ther. Weather, Ray Wellman took her history exam. (U.S.). I worked about 3 hrs. this A.M. on [Fernes & Ferrie] experiments (not in lab.) P.M. Called on Mrs. Sweet. She says Brown was begging & Stowe silly. Shopping. Bought shirt waist at Brighams. Eve. Dudly 7.45 - 9. (11). APRIL, 1899. SUN. 30. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Cooper and 4 Little Wanderers. Awful time at Joe's. He drove out Sheldon & Henry & declared he would go away. Smith & Baker were such a comfort. MAY, 1899. MON. 1. Ther. Weather, Just sick about Joe. Lovely letter from Smith saying Joe is all right. Refused Reed's invitation to May breakfast. Dudly 7.45 - 9.00 (12). MAY, 1899. TUES. 2. Ther. Weather, Rec'd letter from Wm. Brown. He is working at Holyoke. Doesn't accept Mr. Hahn in Exodus. Spent the evening with Miss Hastings & Nell Irwin. Met 2 Mips Pease. One teacher in Chinese S.S. the other at Hartford. Like Pluffe. Showed pictures. MAY, 1899. WED. 3. Ther. Weather, Letter from Reeve, he is out of work. 1st concert. Eve. Elijah Davies, Mrs Williams, Miss Stein, Dr. Jackson. Mr. Story 27 Mip King 27MAY, 1899. THUR. 4. Ther. Weather, 2nd Concert. Olive Mead. 3rd. Miss [Burna], Stein, Bernstein, Mockbridge MAY, 1899. FRI. 5. Ther. Weather, 4th Concert. Teresa [Carrun] [Fine]. 5th Concert. Lily Nymph by Chadwell & Thomas. Swan & Skylark. Miss Maconda [Jestride] Edwards. Mr. Mickridge Dr. Jackson Mr. Bernstein Afternoon we got ice cream. Will is to [...] for [Woodfred] prize tonight. MAY, 1899. SAT. 6. Ther. Weather, Gave music lessons to Marion & Edward. Studied. P.M. Call on Mrs. Sweet & went to library . MAY, 1899. SUN. 7. Ther. Weather, Rogation Sunday. Mr. Hahn Acts 2:17. Good meeting at Joe's. He sort of confessed. [Meth.] minister's son converted. Poor Smith. He wants to go away from church and mission. Came to meeting but says its like pulling teeth. Will did not get prize. Nell Irwin came to say good-bye. She has left her husband. MAY, 1899. MON. 8. Ther. Weather, Dudly came to say he had a headache & would not come tonight. Got $30 for mother from bank & called on Mrs. Sweet. MAY, 1899. TUES. 9. Ther. Weather, Dudley 4.55 - 5.14 (13). Miss Bostwich & Gruyer took girls & children to woods. I went down town. Rode to Mrs. Randall's (out) back to town. Called on Joe, talked of Stowe & wife, Mrs. Bartlett & Smith. MAY, 1899. WED. 10. Ther. Weather, Abbie Tillingharte's brother came. Abbie T. & Marg. Carter took 1st lessons in Collar & D's Greek Prose. Mrs. P. is jealous of Marin. Will is elected member of Phi Beta Kappa. Mr. Story 28.MAY, 1899. THUR. 11. Ther. Weather, Rain. Ascension Thursday. We had no prayer-meeting but Mr. Russell gave car tickets to go to Miss. meeting at Highland. I went to South Ch. They talked about reading the Bible. Miss B. spoke at Working Girls Guild. Miss King 28. Thorpe & Muir [Planter]MAY, 1899. FRI. 12. Ther. Weather, I went on errand to Mrs. Curries & to library . I wrote to Reeve. Nice letter from Wm. Brown. Gertrude Besse has tonsilitis. Mothers 59th wedding day. Mr. Van Deusen called. MAY, 1899. SAT. 13. Ther. Weather, Ray Wellman & Ethel went with Mr. Van Deusen to Brattleboro. P.M. Went down town & to library. Eve. Went with Eliz. & bought brown straw toque. Went to Dr. [S...] about toe & tonic. Dr. [Carmedead] says Gertrude Besse has diptheria. Dudley (14)MAY, 1899. SUN. 14. Ther. Weather, Dr. Scott of Worcester preached on [More Room]. Staid to his Bible class. P.M. Small but good meeting. Mr. Warner prayed that I might be filled with Spirit. Wrote Mrs. Gibson & Nell Irwin. MAY, 1899. MON. 15. Ther. Weather, Went to Madeleine Bowman's wedding. MAY, 1899. TUES. 16. Ther. Weather, I went down town. Called on Mrs. Hancox, on Mrs. Hahn (out), Jennie Barrows, Miss Emerson, Mrs. Baldwin (out), Mrs. Bartholomew (out). MAY, 1899. WED. 17. Ther. Weather, Agnes has returned. Danger of diabetes. Dudley 7.50 - 9.00 (15). Meta Driscoll has brought 2 kittens. Eliz. has letters from Mr. McGaven. Mr. Story 29. MAY, 1899. THUR. 18. Ther. Weather, Lena & I went to Emma Holbrooks to talk about the formation of a college club. Rather sleepy prayer-meeting. Edward has a wheel. Miss King 29.MAY, 1899. FRI. 19. Ther. Weather, This evening I began Mrs. Leck to the girls. Studied most of the evening. MAY, 1899. SAT. 20. Ther. Weather, A.M. Studied. Rec'd Bessie Moore's picture. P.M. Called - Mrs. Reed Ray Jacobs (out) Mrs. Briggs Miss Amy (out) Miss [Wh...] Eve. Went to library. MAY, 1899. SUN. 21. Ther. Weather, Whit-Sunday. A.M. Dr. Judson 1 Cor. XIII. His daughter Margaret has typhoid fever. I sat with Mrs. Baldwin. Very small mission meeting. About 8. David & Francis there. Eve. Walked, read "Lady of [Shalott]" by E.S. Phelps & played. Girls wouldn't sing well. MAY, 1899. MON. 22. Ther. Weather, We walked to Mr. Millair [...] of the rally place. Miss P. & Lena went to hear Kipling read by Mr. [Whiting]. MAY, 1899. TUES. 23. Ther. Weather, Made calls on Mrs. Tillingharte, Mrs. Geo. Merriam, Miss Buckingham (out), Mrs. Rowley (out), Mrs. Appleton (out), Cousin Helen and Etta. MAY, 1899. WED. 24. Ther. Weather, Eliz. Gruyer went to Country Club. Mr. Story 30 came late & staid in the evening. MAY, 1899. THUR. 25. Ther. Weather, Bertha is elected to QBK. Miss King 30. Dudley 5.15. - 6.30 (16). At prayer-meeting Mr. Hahn impressed me by what he said of Col. 3:1-10. Can I leave off evil speaking? MAY, 1899. FRI. 26. Ther. Weather, All but Ray, Abbie, Miss Gruyer, Anna and I went to "Pirates of Penzance". Lillian Higgins wrote of her 3rd baby, Lloyd & Fannie Rooneys 2nd. Mrs. Webb came. Rosa Bouhens died. MAY, 1899. SAT. 27. Ther. Weather, Ray took V.C. Lab. ex & passed. Abby took Holyoke & didn't! I gave Dudley long lesson this evening 7.30 - 9. probably the last (17). Went down town. Miss Gruyer's dress came. Capt. Rock called to say good-bye. Capt. Carrigan has joined Volunteers & may come to [L.]. MAY, 1899. SUN. 28. Ther. Weather, Trinity Sunday. Mr. Ray of Cripple Creek preached. 15 at Joe's. Francis & David there. Baker says Daniels is love-cracked about his cousin & I will drive him away talking to him. Eliz. started to sleep with me but went back. MAY, 1899. MON. 29. Ther. Weather, Eve. Went to library. Mary Cutler's father & sister here on their way to Europe. MAY, 1899. TUES. 30. Ther. Weather, Memorial Day. We went to cemetery. Marion went to circus. MAY, 1899. WED. 31. Ther. Weather, Hot. Mr. Story (31). Wrote Fred Reeve & Mrs. Brown because I felt worried. Sent Mother [2.00] for birthday. Did not go to hear Dr. Strong at French Am. College Comm. JUNE, 1899. THUR. 1. Ther. Weather, Corpus Christi. Miss King (31). At prayer-meeting MR. Stowe & MRs. Bartlettes names were read. Mother is 79. I gave her $2.00 to take her to Vassar. JUNE, 1899. FRI. 2. Ther. Weather, Our picnic to Bear's Hole. Miss Porter did not go but Marion, Mrs. Webb, Mabel Cone and Leslie Chapin did. Mrs. Webb & I waded in brook. Agnes Minford, Marg. Carter, Marg. Cutler, & Ray Wellmann scared us by wandering off. After lunch I read Mrs. [Leeks] to some. This A.M. Abby took her Latin exam. JUNE, 1899. SAT. 3. Ther. Weather, Abby Tillingharte took exams in Greek (failed), & Virgil (passed). [Ray] passed in German. Afternoon. I called with Marg. Carter & Agnes Minford on Dorothy Uphan at the McDuffie's. Miss Cora Martha took me on the lawn. Then we went to Dorothy's room met Elsie Bollin & drank lemonade. Eve. Called on Dudley Lewis. He had gone to the boys circus. Talked with Mr. & Mrs. Lewis on drinking water. Then Elisha & James Marsh came in. Lafayette Mendel told Elisha I was one of the dearest girls he knew. Dudley brought me home. JUNE, 1899. SUN. 4. Ther. Weather, Went with Mrs. Packard to Bapt. communion. Mr. Hahn Acts 22:1. Came home to find a letter from Wm. Brown which made me very happy. It is 7 weeks today. Such a time at the Mission. Smith was in the back yard with cigar, some drink & oh in such a state. Went off & came back later. He thinks women have no feeling. Won't bow to me with my high-toned friends. Eve. Walked but girls did not sing. JUNE, 1899. MON. 5. Ther. Weather, Wend down town & Mr. Bughe exchanged waist for me. Bought a black silk one. JUNE, 1899. TUES. 6. Ther. Weather, Went with Abbie to South Hadley to take Eng. examination. JUNE, 1899. WED. 7. Ther. Weather, Went with Mrs. Packard to Mr. Lyford's wedding. Took Abbie to train for South Hadley. JUNE, 1899. THUR. 8. Ther. Weather, Stowe was examined before our church & Mr. Ash is to be re-baptized. Abbie came back from South Hadley. Mr. Story 32 Mip King 32 Carried around invitations. JUNE, 1899. FRI. 9. Ther. Weather, Fred Reeve is thinking of marrying an Irish Catholic. He has been overcome with heat. This evening I went with Mr. Reed to school entertainment at Ludlow. Gladys & Florence Wood came home with us. Agnes Minford is 19. JUNE, 1899. SAT. 10. Ther. Weather, Took Agnes Minford & Margaret Carter shopping. Let them buy Vichy etc!! Afternoon. Studied. Eve. Called on Mrs. Porter, Mrs. Webb & Eliz. Holden came. JUNE, 1899. SUN. 11. Ther. Weather, A.M. Children's Sunday. Dr. Moxom II. [L...] 2:3. In Bible class I asked about Satan. Brown didn't come to meeting. Joe thinks Smith when drunk may commit suicide! Daniels made a confession to me. Russia Germany LecksJUNE, 1899. MON. 12. Ther. Weather, Eliz. Gruyer, Gertrude Besse, Mrs. Reed and Gladys went to V.C. Mr. Tanner has accepted call to Brown. Ethel Van Deusen & I delivered invitations. Seneca [...] [Hare] & [Nieda] [...] [...] & [...] [...] JUNE, 1899. TUES. 13. Ther. Weather, Went to McDuffie graduation [Harnet] Chapin & Elsie Bolton. Mr. Cable spoke impromptu in Spiritual Possessives. Called on Dr. Moxom to ask him to pray. Out. Grace Gray came & we talked [stories]. Called with her on Mip Emerson. Abbie Tillingharte has failed at Holyoke in Lat. P., Cicero, [hist], passed in Caes. & Eng.JUNE, 1899. WED. 14. Ther. Weather, Hot! Lena & I are elected to Phi Beta Kappa. Adele Buffington came. Eve. Mr. & Mrs. Hahn came to Com. exercises one week early. Grace Gray & I took Vassarion to Jane Marsh, went to Rep. Office, to fire & met Miss Gruyer on car. Mrs. Hamblen & Julia called. Annie Howard's wedding day. Bertha Richardson graduates at Vassar. Mr. Story 33. JUNE, 1899. THUR. 15. Ther. Weather, Hard rain this afternoon. Small prayer-meeting. We talked about giving letters to members who wish to form [Belmont] Church. Grace Gray went away.JUNE, 1899. FRI. 16. Ther. Weather, Miss King 33. Mother came tonight. Dudley Lewis called. He goes to Andover tomorrow. Elizabeth Holden went home. JUNE, 1899. SAT. 17. Ther. Weather, Percy failed in her exam. in Geometry. I took Ray down town. Bernice Moore has just graduated at Boston Univ. & she came to lunch. Went calling with Abbie Tillingharte. Eve. Played to girls & made out reports. JUNE, 1899. SUN. 18. Ther. Weather, Dr. Long preached a grand sermon on Saving the world & losing your soul. He was fine in Bible class. Miss Emerson would ask me to dinner if he could come. A quite good meeting on Col. III. Eve. Bina Seymour and I were asked to call at Miss Emersons on Dr. Long. He was very sympathetic about my work and seemed deeply interested. Ella Russell came. JUNE, 1899. MON. 19. Ther. Weather, We had our school tea. Eve. Mr. Reed & Madeleine, Mrs. Webb and I drove in one carriage. Gladys & Ella Russell in another. JUNE, 1899. TUES. 20. Ther. Weather, Closing & Class Day exercises. Too long. Afternoon. I took the girls to the daisy field & Eliz. took others for ferns and they went to the Reeds & Reeds brought them home. Mrs. Barker came. Mr. & Mrs. Baldwings farewell reception. I met Mr. cooper of the Y.W.C.A. Russian Germ. [...] Germany [P...] [Judges] [Marlend] [Judges]JUNE, 1899. WED. 21. Ther. Weather, Mother & I went up to the [Brogce's] & saw McKinley. The first live Pres. I have seen. Afternoon. Girls went to Mr. Reeds office but I met Jacob Riis. P.M. Mabel Cone, graduated & Ray Wellman & Gertrude Besse rec'd certificate. Mr. Riis spoke finely. Miss King & choral class sang. Marg. Carter played, Dr. Moxom prayed & Mr. Hahn pronounced benediction. Nice letter about Mr. Brown from Mr. Stowe. JUNE, 1899. THUR. 22. Ther. Weather, All the girls left but Ethel Van Deusen. I went to the library. Clara Russell came on her way from Amherst. Union prayer-meeting at 1st Bapt. Church. JUNE, 1899. FRI. 23. Ther. Weather, Ethel Van Deusen left. Arranged letters all day. Called on Joe. Eve. Mother and I went driving with Mr. & Mrs. Reed. Gretty Hoblen left. The Mips Porters left the Porters. JUNE, 1899. SAT. 24. Ther. Weather, Finished arranging letters. Called on Mrs. Sweet. Mrs. Webb went to Pittsfield. Josephine [Sulphin] left Mrs. Porters. Quiet evening reading and playing. JUNE, 1899. SUN. 25. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Moxom. Eph. 4:13. Sermon on Education. Too rainy for Mother to go. Mrs. [Litus] read fine paper in S.S. Lovely mission. Dugan (not Brown) was there. He says when tempted to drink he goes off into the country. Eve. Geo. Stowe, Ash. & Porter baptized. Dugan was there. Mr. Hahn brought me home. Text was Luke 16:10. Subject Baptism. JUNE, 1899. MON. 26. Ther. Weather, Began teaching Gertrude Besse, about 2 hrs. Afteroon. Called on Driscolls, Mrs. [Towsley] (out), Mrs. [Vining] (out) & Mr. Cooper of Y.W.C.A. Mrs. Baldwin has told me of Henry Chase Postmaster & I have written him about Mr. Dugan. [Kaighe] is Sec. of Holyoke Y.M.C.A. Eve. Mother & I went to Longmeadow, coming home called on Mip Emerson. JUNE, 1899. TUES. 27. Ther. Weather, Gertrude Besse for about 2 hrs. P.M. Went up to the Merrick reception. It took about 1 1/2 hrs to go by trolley. Met Gertrude Heywood and Mip Hubbard. Eve. Mr. Porter took Mother, Mip Porter and me driving. Washed my head. Marion Chapin is dead. JUNE, 1899. WED. 28. Ther. Weather, Gertrude Besse for nearly 2 hrs. Called to inquire for Annie Bailey. Met Gertrude Burleigh on Mr. Hahn's steps and brought her [home]. P.M. Took Miss Hastings to hear Lyman Abbott address High School. Mr. Hahn pronounced benediction. Introduced Miss Porter to Lyman Abbott. Came home & read to the children. Eve. Played and read David [Havens]. JUNE, 1899. THUR. 29. Ther. Weather, Gertrude Besse's lesson. Took Mother & Aunt Carrie to Chicopee Falls. P.M. Miss Porter went to Unionville for the night. Calls from Carrie King & Miss Hubbard of Holyoke. Vassar 69. Eve. We gave 56 members up to from Belmont Ave. Bapt. Church. Called on Joe & Mrs. Sweet. JUNE, 1899. FRI. 30. Ther. Weather, A.M. Went down town & saw Buffalo Bill parade with Lena & children from Dr. [Hurlbuts]. Came home to Gertrude Besse. P.M. Mother took lunch with Mrs. Bartholomew at [Na...] Club. I shopped. Mrs. [...] came from Pittsfield & went to Buffalo Bill, Edw., Marin, Lena, Mrs. Packard & Aunt Carrie. Mip Porter returned from Unionville. Eve. Mr. Porter drove Lena, children & me to Chicopee Falls. JULY, 1899. SAT. 1. Ther. Weather, Dudley telegraphs to his father. Rec'd diploma' [Everything] all right. Gertrude Besse passed VI Book of Virgil. I took Marin home. Find I can't stop at [Binghamton]. Celia called. P.M. Called on Miss Emerson. [Wayland] Smith coming out of [Salem]. He says I am 20 to him. Went down town. Eve. Mr. Reed took Mother, Mrs. Webb & me driving. P.M. Called on Mrs. Shipley & saw Margaret Irwin. Frank Richardson is 17. JULY, 1899. SUN. 2. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. Hahn Matt. 17:20. Communion. Mr. Stowe rec'd right hand. Went into South Church S.S. Walked up with Gulicks. Prof. McGregory came to dinner. At Joe's I spoke on Heb. 12:1-11. About nine present. Joe feels blue about the summer. Miss Winter came by & we asked her in to tea. I walked home with her at 9 then called on Miss Emerson. Signed Gertrude Besse's Chemistry note books. "Looking into Jesus". My summer motto. JULY, 1899. MON. 3. Ther. Weather, Hot. Mother and I left Springfield 11.28. Reached Albany 2.43. Ate lunch. Went to D. & H. depot. Left at 4.25. Met Prof. Francke's little girl (of Harvard). She read [Heaworthe]. Reached Binghamton at 8.50. Maj. & Mrs. Hitchcock & Prof. & Mrs. Griffin met us. Also [young] Mr. Guyer. Decided to stay over. Couldn't telegraph. Enid Axtell is here. JULY, 1899. TUES. 4. Ther. Weather, Very hot. Visited all the morning. Left at 2.58(?). Reached [...] at 3.49. Met the Guyers, Harry Baldwin etc. Mr. Atwater called & took us to get soda. JULY, 1899. WED. 5. Ther. Weather, Drove to Grandma Atwaters. Called at library on Effie Scott. Left at 3.49. Reached Buffalo at 8. Found there was no 8.40 train on Lake Shore. We had to wait for the 10.45 train on Western N.Y. Went to restaurant came back in pouring rain. Reached Dunkirk at 12.05. No cars. Poured! Spent night in Erie House. JULY, 1899. THUR. 6. Ther. Weather, Reached Fredonia before breakfast. Surprised the family. Cousin Hattie, Maria, Mollie, Emma, Kincaid, Dora & Dorothy came tonight. Mother seems exhausted. Found letter from Wm. Dugan saying that he loved me but had no hope. JULY, 1899. FRI. 7. Ther. Weather, Mr. & Mrs. Van Buren of Omaha (Lill) & Letitia came this A.M. I wrote to Chautauqua and to Minnie. Began reading "The Workers" aloud. Eve. Took a bicycle lesson from the family. Went to library. JULY, 1899. SAT. 8. Ther. Weather, A.M. Rained in the night & today. Walked up town; slept. Read "Workers" aloud. Emma and I fixed my dress. Went to public library & read Chautauquan. Eve. Told funny stories & riddles. JULY, 1899. SUN. 9. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. Morgan Gal. 5:16. "Walk in the Spirit". Fine sermon. Freedom of Spirit above letter is not because. Difference between feather escaping from bondage of duster and bird flying with purpose into free air. "I am tired of the word individuality". I am 38 today. Calls from Miss Lucy Hamilton of Batavia, Miss Denton & her niece Miss Atwood. JULY, 1899. TUES. 11. Ther. Weather, A.M. Cousin Hat, Emma & I walked down town. Bought things for cottage. Came home & slept. Letter from Minnie. P.M. Read "The Workers" [...]. Slept. Went to library & read Atlantic. Eve. We went to Miss Palmer's & Lucy Hamilton told our fortune from cards. [O] Rained at night. JULY, 1899. MON. 10. Ther. Weather, Spent the day at Oak Cottage. Bathed in the lake. Met a good many girls & Mr. & Mrs. Barnum. Cousin Hattie paid for carriage. JULY, 1899. WED. 12. Ther. Weather, Wrote to Fred Reeve. Emma & Marion sick. This afternoon we girls, all but Emma, went to the cottage to Mrs. Quinby's & Miss Frisbee's [euchre] party. Lucy Hamilton, Miss Olivier & I wandered on the beach. Eve. Letter from Lena. Edward, Mrs. Webb & Marion are all sick. Sat out doors all the evening. Came in & ate butternuts. Miss Hamilton repeated my prophecy, somewhat. My plans about staying here are to be broken up. I am to leave my work within 2 yrs. & go out into the world. I will marry without romance. JULY, 1899. THUR. 13. Ther. Weather, Mother, Cousins Hat, Maria, Emma, Mr. & Mrs. Van Buren & I went to Niagara. Took 10.20 train. Reached N. at 12. Lunched in Park. Crossed Steel Arch Bridge. Trolley to Chipper Trolley to Queensten Ferry to Lewiston. Grand Gorge Route back to Niagara. Horrid supper in restaurant. Emma stayed in Buffalo. We nearly forgot to get off at Fredonia. Rec'd a second l. [love] letter from Dugan!JULY, 1899. FRI. 14. Ther. Weather, I slept with Cousin Mary yesterday. Didn't feel well today. Emma didn't come back till night. Miss Atwood brought over lovely sweet peas. Cousin Hat rec'd funny letter from Fan. I read aloud. Slept. Mother left dinner table tonight to lie down. JULY, 1899. SAT. 15. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mother walked up town for first time. She weighs 77 lbs. Read The Workers morning & evening. Slept morning & afternoon. Finished Castle [Da...]. Spent 1 1/2 hrs. in library. Sarah Brown brought her colored 6 mo. old baby Lucile. EVe. Emma rubbed my head. Letters from Mrs. Sweet, Mr. & Mrs. Stowe. JULY, 1899. SUN. 16. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. Smith Luke. 21:19. P.M. " " Eph. 3:19. Went to Bapt. Church all alone morning & evening. Miss Palmer was nice to me & took me to S.S. Mr. King had class. I also went to Christian Endeavor. Slept in afternoon. Read "The Workers". Began my blue shirt waist with help of family. Lillie & Mr. Van Buren came home. I couldn't find money & think I spent it. Sent blue prints to [Fan] Mac Farland. Monday. JULY, 1899. MON. 17. Ther. Weather, Went with Mame to examine a piano at Normal College. See July 16.JULY, 1899. TUES. 18. Ther. Weather, I was weighed today & they say I have gained 5 lbs. in 11 days & weigh 130 lbs. Sewed a little on shirt waist. Aunt Mary made Emma cry at breakfast. Cousin Hattie hears that Cousin Darwin Hule is not long for this world. We had a kind of picnic for children across creek. I learned to crack butternuts. Eve. Children danced & we played games. Called twice on Mrs. Atwood. Had two naps. Read The Workers a little. Wrote Mrs. Dugan. JULY, 1899. WED. 19. Ther. Weather, Rec'd lovely letter from Ray Wellman. Walked to bank etc. Home by way of Mip Palmer's. Worked on shirt waist. Slept. Had photo taken in group. Tried bicycle & fell. Had a letter from Mr. Chase Holyoke Post M. that Mr. Dugan was in sad condition & had enlisted for Philippines. I am so blue. Wrote him & the Stowes. Finished reading The Workers aloud. JULY, 1899. THUR. 20. Ther. Weather, Mother, Cousin Mollie, Hat, Ri, & I took the 11.20 train for Buffalo. Mr. Van Buren went home. We have met Will & Mate Olmstead. George, Lucy & Jack [Lucy] took me to see Lucy Smith & took me driving. In the evening I went with Jack on a tandem to the embankment. I think we rode 1 1/2 miles & I wasn't very scared. Then we ate ice cream. I saw Grace Goodyear in the street. JULY, 1899. FRI. 21. Ther. Weather, Called on blind Mr. [Modisette]. Had photos taken. Watched Buffalo Bill parade. Played duets with Lucy. Rec'd call from Mrs. Rogers. On our way to the station Lucy bought me "That affair, [next] door". We left Cousin Mary at the Smiths. JULY, 1899. SAT. 22. Ther. Weather, Rec'd nice letter from Mr. Francis. Emma [...] a shirt waist lawn party from 10.30 to 1. Slept. Tried to put [Lilitin] to sleep. Walked with Lill to bring Lilitin from birthday party. Aunt Mary came home. Mrs. [Kukone] invites me to a card party. Lucky I go to [cha...]. Sat up till midnight. [...] to Minford & to Eaton. JULY, 1899. SUN. 23. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. Smith (Bapt.) Mat. 28:10. Difference between the Border Land of Christ & of Spiritism I. The former revelations marked one important epoch II. The revelations were made to worthy people. III. Revelations came not through a medium. IV. Revelations were worth something. I went with Dr. Kings class. Subj. Handwriting on Wall. Emma spent day at the cottage & other girls drove down. Eve. Bapt. Y.P.S.C.E Subj. Sabbath-keeping. Union service at Meth. church. Matt. 12:12. In the afternoon I slept & read [D...] & [Da...]. JULY, 1899. MON. 24. Ther. Weather, Read alound nearly all day That Affair Next Door. Mother washed my head. I slept. Wrote Lena. JULY, 1899. TUES. 25. Ther. Weather, Rain. Finished That Affair Next Door. Sent photos to Walter Aldridge. Refused invitations to Miss [Albras] picnic & Mrs. Kukone & Quinby's card party. Lucy Smith, Catharine Smith, Mr. Williams, Mr. Smith (?) called. JULY, 1899. WED. 26. Ther. Weather, Left Dunkirk at 9.08. Reached Chautauqua after 10.30. Came to Munich where I have board. Room in front parlor of Washington C. 11. Juo. Fiske Salem [...] 2.30. Grand Concert. Sherwood, etc. 5. Juo Fiske [Pocohontas] & Mr. Till. 7. Bapt. prayer meeting. 8. [D...]. Reading by Capt. [Lillenbland]. Met Dr. Gulick & [Larence] Skinner. Called at Mrs. Gulicks & saw 3 children. Will Todd writes of his boy born in May (2 mos. premature)JULY, 1899. THUR. 27. Ther. Weather, A.M. 8.30 - 9.30 Prof. Millers Beginning Lat. 10. Dean Hodges Church Social Mission. Met Rob Bliss & Mip [Muers] at College. 11.10 Beginning Greek by Prof. Scribner. P.M. 2.30 Mr. Fiske on Thos. Hutchinson. Encumbent Mr. & Mrs. Cooper. They want me to visit them. 4.00 Conference on Eng. Teachers. Will Todd invites me to Lakewood. Eve. Sat with Mip MacLaurie. Call from Dr. & Mrs. Gulick. Went with Rob to Jewitt House candy pull. Met Dr. Hervey, Prof. Street of Bible Normal College. JULY, 1899. FRI. 28. Ther. Weather, 8.30 - 9.30 Dr. Hervey Educator Problems. 9.30 - 10. Teaching Caesar. 10 - 11. Dr. Hodges Social Experiments. 11 - 12. Juo. Henry [Barnes] [Ch...] & [Brid...]. 2.30 Juo. Fiske. Chas. Lee Soldier of fortune. 4.00 Prof. Geo. Vincent C.L.C.C. Round Table. Eve. Rob & Miss Irwins called. Dr. Gulick's reception & paper on Anglo Saxon's boys religion. Met & surprised Grace Fairbanks. Met Mr. Hulls & Mrs. & Miss Cumming (Indian & V.C. 96) JULY, 1899. SAT. 29. Ther. Weather, 9.30 - 10.30. Conference of Lat. Teachers led by Prof. Miller. Talked about Prosody & Induction Method. 11. Judge Hutch of N.Y. Supreme Ct. on Christs Trial from Legal Standpt. Took 1 o'clock boat for Lakewood. Will Todd met me. Left me with Mrs. Aldrich & Miss Morrison. He soon brought over Eliz. & she said "Is this Aunt Nellie". Then in went to see Mr. & Mrs. Pogue & the Baby! Will took me to the 4.45 boat & told me of the baby's unexpected arrival & his own happiness. Kissed me good bye. Eve. Went with Mip Irwin & Mip [Meku] to the Concert. Rob went to door. JULY, 1899. SUN. 30. Ther. Weather, 9. Consecration Miss. Serm. Mr. [...] 11. Bishop Galloway Jer. 1:5. Nap. Dinner Nap. 4. Student Vol. Rally Mr. Lester (?). of Wesleyan. 5. Lovely C.L.S.C. Vespers. Bishop Galloway. Electric light can say For me to shine is Niagra Falls. Fine news the branch to have fruit. Eve. Rob called took me to Jewett H. Miss Irwin & I went to Song Service then visited in my room. Fine sermon by Hamilton of Englewood on Responsibility. Grand song service. JULY, 1899. MON. 31. Ther. Weather, 8.30 Prof. Jones. Faust. 9.30. Prof. Miller. Virgil. 11. Prof. A.B. Hart. Spaniard & American Conflict from 1752 - 1753. After dinner Prof. Miller talked to me. 2.30. Dr. Buckly. Judicial Estimate of [Gladstone]. 4. Mrs. Hervy. Club news Reading. 8. Prof. Clark. King Lear. Afterwards we told stories at Munice & I read Orphan Asylum letter. Letter from Mother, Carmen Dugan. D. is in Co. 7 26 Infantry at Plattsburgh. Barracks. He can't be good he says. Carmen 29 Warrall St. AUGUST, 1899. TUES. 1. Ther. Weather, 8. College Chapel. Dr. Hervey. Read in library. 9.30 - 10.30 Jone's. [R...] & [Brok] 10.30 - 11 " In Memoriam 11 - 12. Prof. Hart. Am. & Spaniard. Slept. Bought Fiske's Hist. Rob called. 2 - 3. [Froebel] Self acting. Hervy Ran to boat landing with Grace Cooley's ticket. Took a bath & half packed. 5.00 Dr. Dunway. Nazareth. Wrote Mother. 7.30 Rob, Miss Innes, Mip Mickie & I went to 1st Vesper, [Service] "Old 1st Night" Fire works. Bishop Vincent Dr. [S...] [Vaker] Dr. Wallace Dr. Hurtburt Mrs. Frank Bear Soloists Dr. BucklyAUGUST, 1899. WED. 2. Ther. Weather, 8.00 College Chapel led by Prof. Miller. Rained hard but soon cleared. At 10.30. Rob took me to boat. Mr. Cooper met me aboard. I had good visit with family. Left at 4.30. Crowded boat. Thought I had left ticket behind. Bishop Vincent & Miss Frisbee on train. AUGUST, 1899. THUR. 3. Ther. Weather, I have begun "Soldiers of Fortune" by Richard Hardy Davis. Three naps. Wrote to Mr. Dugan. While reading aloud this evening Walter Crosby appeared. AUGUST, 1899. FRI. 4. Ther. Weather, Hot. We began to read Soldiers of Fortune this A.M. but were interrupted by news of Cousin Darwin's Hulls death. Letitia seemed very sick today. We Wrote Dr. Avery. Slept a long while. Finished Six to Sixteen. Eve. Calls from Mr. & Mrs. Barnum etc. We talked of spiritualism hypnotism etc. Walter Crosby left tonight. AUGUST, 1899. SAT. 5. Ther. Weather, Letitia is better today. Emma not well. I wrote to Cousin Sallie & Gertrude Burleigh. P.M. Slept. Went to library. Eve. Went to Library. We toasted marshmallows. AUGUST, 1899. SUN. 6. Ther. Weather, Mother, Cousin Maria, Dora & I went to Bapt. Church. & Cousin M. staid with us to communion. Mr. King preached Eph. 3:17-19. I acted very silly this A.M. about Mother's sewing. P.M. Slept & wrote Mr. Francis. Eve. My head felt tired so I remained home & we sang hymns. AUGUST, 1899. MON. 7. Ther. Weather, A.M. Wrote Emma Whittemore & Dr. [Fannee]. We finished Soldiers of Fortune. P.M. We girls all but Lill went to a thimble party at Mrs. Chatseys. I looked at her book-title book & heard phonographs. Eve. Began "Mary Anderson". AUGUST, 1899. TUES. 8. Ther. Weather, Felt sick all A.M. Read [Sonny] for few minutes then retired with hot bottle. P.M. Went to cottage, Lesters, Frisbees, etc. Sick headache. Better after tea. [Fire] on [beach] & water melon. Found letter from Mr. [Crow...].AUGUST, 1899. WED. 9. Ther. Weather, We finished "Sonny" & read in Mary Anderson. Wrote to Lena a love letter. Edith Ball invites me to visit her in Toronto. She has a three week old boy Allen. We all took our supper at the Episcopal Guild House. Called on Prof. Benedict's mother. Calls from Mrs. Jennie Cushing & Miss [Albert]. AUGUST, 1899. THUR. 10. Ther. Weather, Very warm. We expected Mrs. Talcott (Lovely Lee) but she did not come. Writes she will come tomorrow. Got cross over my shirt waist & the machine. Went to prayer-meeting. Mr. King led. "Dry Bones". AUGUST, 1899. FRI. 11. Ther. Weather, Lovely letter from Reeve. He made $135 one month. He led C.E. He is much in love with Mip Quinn but she is a Catholic & that bothers him. Wrote Ray Lloyd. Call from Mrs. Jacobs. Read Mary Anderson. Worked on Emma's fancy work. P.M. Slept. Again Lovely Lee did not come. Call from Nellie Cummings. She drove me to the library. Eve. Ri, Hat, & I walked. Sat on piazza. AUGUST, 1899. SAT. 12. Ther. Weather, Hot. Letters from Lena & Clara Russell. Clara asks me to tutor her in Latin for about ten days. Emma went down to clean cottage. I finished Mary Anderson & began Betty Alden. Missed call from Mrs.AUGUST, 1899. SUN. 13. Ther. Weather, A.M. went alone to church. Young Wm. Barker a Colgate student from here preached good sermon on Mark 3:35. Relationship on our side; on God's side. Brother - oneness of purpose. Sister - sympathy. Mother - self-sacrifice. I taught two classes of girls very enjoyable. "Valley of dog bowls". Emma spent the day at cottage with Kate Frisbee's Buffalo friends. 2nd letter from Mr. Francis. Bad news from Stowe & Smith. We went to a meeting at Old Ladies Home. Eve. Sang hymns. Wrote to Smith. AUGUST, 1899. MON. 14. Ther. Weather, Cooler. A letter from Mr. Dugan in Plattsburg makes me very happy. He has started again. This is Letitia's 3rd birthday. We went to the Lake. Met Miss [McL...] & Mrs. Abbott there. Nellie [Clute] & I went in bathing. Dora & Mame went to a concert at Dunkirk. Kate Frisbee called. AUGUST, 1899. TUES. 15. Ther. Weather, Cool. Had glasses mended & [Dom] broke them bringing them home. Read Betty Alden. Slept. Wrote to Capt. Eva, Mr. Buck & Josie Bartlett. Coming back from P.O. this evening I called on Mrs. Benedict. Very slight beginning of hay-fever. AUGUST, 1899. WED. 16. Ther. Weather, A little hay-fever. Finished Betty Alden. Began David [Harem]. Emma & Mame went to [Hidetown]. AUGUST, 1899. THUR. 17. Ther. Weather, Read "David [Harem]". Left for Toronoto at 10.20. Lost 2 oclock boat so staid nearly 4 hrs. at Niag. Falls. Drove about Goat Island. Saw 3 Sister's Island. Stood right over America Fall. Reached Toronto about 9. Found Edith, Margaret, little Marg. nearly 4 & Allen nearly 1 mo. old. On boat talked with Eng. woman who had lived in Australia 19 yrs. & in India. AUGUST, 1899. FRI. 18. Ther. Weather, Hot. We visited [...] in the afternoon. Marg., little Marg., & I went to High Park & Lake Ontario. Eve. Edith & I rode around the Belt Line. Called on Mrs. Smith, Mr. Allen's sister, out. Sat on the steps. Pat Hutchenson did not call. AUGUST, 1899. SAT. 19. Ther. Weather, A.M. Margaret & I went to Eatons & to Simpsons on [...]. Bought things for children & writing paper & candy. Started for home by 2 o'clock boat. Very crowded. Getting off the boat I turned ankle & could hardly get home. AUGUST, 1899. SUN. 20. Ther. Weather, Hot. Nursed my foot all day. Couldn't go to church. Hot & uncomfortable all day. Tried to read On Both Sides of the Sea. Slept a good deal. Wrote to Mr. Francis & Cameron. Rec'd Sadie Jone's picture. Eve. Played hymn tunes. AUGUST, 1899. MON. 21. Ther. Weather, Hot. Began to rain in A.M. but soon stopped. Mother walked to town & bought glasses. Dora & Lill took children to Dunkirk for photos. No hay-fever to mention. Foot better but couldn't get on shoe. Finished "David Harum". Slept. Wrote Mr. Dugan. AUGUST, 1899. TUES. 22. Ther. Weather, Cannot get shoe on yet. Letters from Joe, (Mr. Francis), Y.P.S.E. of Eaton, Dr. Avery, & Smith will family pictures. Hoarse but no real hay-fever. Read all through aboard Auro Fullers "A Venetian June" a sweet story & Upper Berth. AUGUST, 1899. WED. 23. Ther. Weather, Today I put on shoe. In afternoon I took children to call at Old Ladies Home. Evening. I called on Mrs. Benedict & walked to the library. Began "Sign of the Four".AUGUST, 1899. THUR. 24. Ther. Weather, Exciting day. We have decided to leave next week Friday & go to Wyoming & on Monday or Tuesday go to Eaton. Letters from Coz. L. bank ($100) & Lena. Went driving with Nellie Palmer & a Mrs. Clark who has come here from [...] Penn. Prayer-meeting. Finished Sign of Four. AUGUST, 1899. FRI. 25. Ther. Weather, Letters from Mr. Francis & Dugan. Mr. Stowe wants to go to Eng. We went to a shirt waist party at Mip Lester's. Out lined our names for a quilt. Began "One Summer". Calls from Miss McLaury & Ella Lapham. Knit some this evening. Almost no hay-fever. AUGUST, 1899. SAT. 26. Ther. Weather, Wrote long letter to Lena. Finished "One Summer". Cracked butternuts. Dora & Dorothy went to Buffalo. Mame was sick. Emma went to a card party. Calls from Mr. & Mrs. Morgan. Eve. Little rain. Went to library & called on Mrs. Benedict. Little more hay fever. AUGUST, 1899. SUN. 27. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. King Eph. 4:11-13. I.Necessity of growth. II. Means of growth. III. Measure of growth. Taught class of 3 girls. "Returning from Captivity" Ezra 1:1-11 This A.M. we had awful fight on Foreign [Ministries] P.M. Slept. Read. Eve. Cousin Maria went to hear Mr. Balmer on Africa & his 5 African boys. Hay fever quite severe at night. Not much through the day. AUGUST, 1899. MON. 28. Ther. Weather, No hay fever all night but more than before through the day. Miss Talcott called. Wrote [Morsie] & Adele. Eve. [Called] on Miss McLancys. Began [Sane] Lunatic but did not like it. Began Beggars All. Lill, Letitia, Emma & Mame spent day in Buffalo. Sent [...] [address] to Cus L. AUGUST, 1899. TUES. 29. Ther. Weather, Hay fever at night, very little today. Emma Brook came to lunch. Made loads of calls. Read Beggars All. [...] called. A.M. Took Letitia down town. AUGUST, 1899. WED. 30. Ther. Weather, More hay fever & some in the night. Dreamed about Mary Hubbard & wrote her. Read Beggars All. We went to Epicsopal tea. Ri & I went to South African concert. [Theodore] Crosby came. Dora & Dorothy returned. Letters from Ray & Ida. AUGUST, 1899. THUR. 31. Ther. Weather, Most hay fever so far. Went down town. We all with Kate & Mrs. Frisbee & Jennie Cushing went to Lake. Bad hay fever. Went in bathing. Lost salts, fan, several handkerchiefs. SEPTEMBER, 1899. FRI. 1. Ther. Weather, Rained in night. We left Fredonia on 10.30 car. Wild time getting trunks off at 8. Emma, Letitia, & Dorothy came to Dunkirk. Left D. at 11.20 Reached Buffalo at 12.45. Mary Green Hubbard met us whom we had not seen in 20 yrs. Went to her home. Saw there her mother Mrs. Green, her grandmother Mrs. Smith, Mr. Hubbard & Helen eleven. Came away on 4 oclock train. Reached Dale at 5.45. Mrs. Avery & Pat Collins met us & we drove to Wyoming. Gt. big house. About 21 people in the house & more coming. Sat in parlor. I read aloud Tiverton Stories by Alice Brown & we told stories. Almost no hay fever. SEPTEMBER, 1899. SAT. 2. Ther. Weather, All hands washed dishes, prepared corn & beans etc. I began Fair Maid of Perth & Love in Old [Cloathes] Clothes, Bunner. Almost no hay-fever. We drove through gulf & to library. Eve. Played games. I had a sick headache & had to leave table but got better in eve. Mrs. Ward treated me. Mr. Boyden & [ ] came. SEPTEMBER, 1899. SUN. 3. Ther. Weather, Warm. Service in the parlor led by Mrs. Ward. Read a talk of Mr. Beecher's. Not interesting. P.M. Slept. Eve. The Hubbards called. Story telling & music. Not Sunday like. Almost no hay-fever. Read some of Mrs. [Slets] in [p...]. SEPTEMBER, 1899. MON. 4. Ther. Weather, Cold. Almost no hay fever. Decided to stay till Wed. As Prof. Ward can't come today. Began Richard Carvel. Wrote letters. Slept. Eve. Played Dumb Crambo. Mrs. Arnold & Winifred called. SEPTEMBER, 1899. TUES. 5. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mrs. Avery read her papers to me on Imperialism & Money. P.M. Slept. Read. Wrote letters. Eve. Drove in buck-bound 4 in hand. Prof. Ward didn't come. Mrs. Ward read to us. [B...] made candy. SEPTEMBER, 1899. WED. 6. Ther. Weather, Prof. Ward came this A.M. We took the following journey. Left Wyoming 11.18 Arr. Rochester 12.30 Left Rochester 2.24 Arr. Syracuse 3.54 Left Syracuse 4.30 Arr. Oneida Castle 5.20 Left Oneida Castle 5.27 Arr. Eaton 6.16 Trunks not put on at Rochester. I had some hay-fever not bad. Mother seems tired. [Lillie] is at home. SEPTEMBER, 1899. THUR. 7. Ther. Weather, Almost no hay-fever. Saw Walter [Moster] Mott. 4 1/2 mos. old. Called on Cousin Carrie & Cousin Jane. Call from Cousin Hattie. Mrs. [Durfie] working here. SEPTEMBER, 1899. FRI. 8. Ther. Weather, Almost no hay fever. Called on [Thomas], Cousin Hattie, Mrs. Richardson. SEPTEMBER, 1899. SAT. 9. Ther. Weather, Almost no hay fever. Chester [house] took us [four] on piazza. Miss Hastings & Mary Smith called. SEPTEMBER, 1899. SUN. 10. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. Bamford Acts 27:21. The Ministering Angel. P.M. Slept. Talked. Cousin Jane & Geo. called. Led C.E. Subject "A Young Christian Endeavorer-[...]. I spoke of 'sowing wild oats" and "enduring hardness". Took off dresses & lay & talked. SEPTEMBER, 1899. MON. 11. Ther. Weather, Calls from Mr. Thorne, & May Smith's mother. Mother seems much better. Ada brought her baby. Calls from Dr. Gifford, Prof. and Mrs. Clarke, Mrs. [Bisher], Rob, Katherine, Mr. Allen & Lizzie. SEPTEMBER, 1899. TUES. 12. Ther. Weather, Left at 9.41. Train late. Reached Brooklyn about 9.30. Winifred has told me of her engagement to Harvey Dobson!SEPTEMBER, 1899. WED. 13. Ther. Weather, Worked on shirt waist. Bought my trunk (5.93). Aunt Lill came. Eve. Began "That Fortune" to Mother. Harvey came. Win is letting of her engagement except at V.C. There she will wait till Nov. when she has her ring. The family went down to congratulate him & he brought in ice-cream. SEPTEMBER, 1899. THUR. 14. Ther. Weather, Worked on blue shirt waist. Will & Ralph came. Mrs. Palmer here. Eve. Reeve called from 7.45 to 11.15. I fear he will marry Miss Quinn. He talked about steam pipes & little [dishonest] things. SEPTEMBER, 1899. FRI. 15. Ther. Weather, Finished blue shirt waist. Went over to Cooper Union but couldn't change dictionary. Called on Jennie Hughes - out. Mrs. Palmer here. Prayer-meeting. Mr. Dixon led. The members talked of what they would do this year. Mr. Jacobs goes the first of Oct. Winnie & Harvey rec'd many congratulations. More hay fever than I have had since leaving Fredonia. SEPTEMBER, 1899. SAT. 16. Ther. Weather, Winifred & Harvey went to Bay Shore & drove Mr. Hyde's horse home. They ate during their 40 mile drive glass of milk & plate of soup. I went to Military Concert in Park & heard Gov. Roosevelt. He said "No work is well done when done merely for wages". Called on Mrs. Skinner. Lucy was away. Mad. earned the Barnard Scholarship. The 1st Packer girl to do so. I began reading "That Affair Next Door". SEPTEMBER, 1899. SUN. 17. Ther. Weather, Mr. Dixon Acts 1:1, 2:33. Mr. Dixon Eve. The New Birth. Harvey came to dinner & supper. We had heartshaped cakes & dinner cards with love [conundrums] & poems. Sang hymns. Went with Mr. Elliot's class. SEPTEMBER, 1899. MON. 18. Ther. Weather, Call from Lucy Skinner. Mrs. Palmer here. Eve. Read Affair Next Door. Mrs. McLeans sewing for girls. SEPTEMBER, 1899. TUES. 19. Ther. Weather, Finished Affair Next Door. Left N.Y. at 4 oclock. Found Warren Hill from Southbridge. Edw. is here. Ethel Van Deusen is to be sent to Mrs. Maltby-Meserole's school! Percy is not to return. Harvey sent me his photo. Letter from Stowe from Fork St. jail. He asks me to loan him $10! SEPTEMBER, 1899. WED. 20. Ther. Weather, Most of the girls came today. I took Edw. to his grandmas then called on Joe (out) & Mrs. Smith. She told me of Joe's goodness & Mr. Stowe's badness. P.M. Tried to help Miss P. receive [parents]. Rather hard when she won't introduce me! Met Eliza & then went down town again to intelligence office. SEPTEMBER, 1899. THUR. 21. Ther. Weather, I went to prayer-meeting but finding [...] I went to South Ch. & heard Capt. Cummings. Called on Miss Hastings. Began school. SEPTEMBER, 1899. FRI. 22. Ther. Weather, Mabel Cone is to help with teaching. Had some classes. P.M. we walked to [A...] pond. Slept. Eve. Played Peanut [ja...] (Miss Gruyer prize) & guessing tunes. Slept. Call from Mrs. Dr. Chapin. Mr. Story (1)SEPTEMBER, 1899. SAT. 23. Ther. Weather, This A.M. Miss Gruyer, Marin & I went to Mt. [Firn]. Trip cost 55 cts. P.M. Went to library. Talked with "Willie" about Mr. Hubbell. Margorie Prentiss is not to come. Aunt Carrie came home. Marin said "I never expected to see you alive". Called on Joe. We discussed Stowe's drinking. SEPTEMBER, 1899. SUN. 24. Ther. Weather, Threatening. A.M. Mr. [Cong Kliss] of Bible Normal College. Luke 16:9. Dr. Moxom was ill. P.M. There were 16 of us at Joe's. Mr. Francis brought me marigolds & walked up to Hastings. Walked & sang but few minutes. SEPTEMBER, 1899. MON. 25. Ther. Weather, Dreadfully blue over my work. Too many classes. Gave Florence Barker & Helen Keyser music lessons. Dudley Lewis called with Andover diploma & picture of Lafayette [M...]. Mr. Story (2). SEPTEMBER, 1899. TUES. 26. Ther. Weather, My white gloves came. Mrs. Collins brought her daughter from Seattle. I drove down town with Mrs. Packard & then called on Mip Avery. Emma is ill. I may go to Vassar with Mrs. Collins. Mip King (1). SEPTEMBER, 1899. WED. 27. Ther. Weather, I am not to go to Vassar. Mrs. Collins went down town with me. They are Catholics. SEPTEMBER, 1899. THUR. 28. Ther. Weather, Mr. Story (3). After prayer-meeting (Dean Hathaway led) Smith appeared in the hall. He looked and smelled awful. Says I ran away from him Sunday. Florence Barker went down for Dewey day. SEPTEMBER, 1899. FRI. 29. Ther. Weather, Ida Cox came today. She is a Baptist. Wouldn't play cards at the Old Maid party so we played Parchesi. I took the girls to Forest Park. We walked through to the Barney place. Mrs. Curtiss came to see about her niece. SEPTEMBER, 1899. SAT. 30. Ther. Weather, Rec'd Marg. Benedict's cards. Took Frances Booth to dressmakers then I went shopping. Brought Amy Gillette. Brought Virginia. Met Mr. Cooper on the street. OCTOBER, 1899. SUN. 1. Ther. Weather, Call on Mrs. Prof. Street of Bible Normal & the Coopers. Dr. Moxom. [Psuggestives] from International Council. No text. S.S. lesson on Gen.4. Joe's Mission Luke 16:19-31. Smith came afterwards & seems so weak. Has not drunk since Friday. OCTOBER, 1899. MON. 2. Ther. Weather, Elizabeth Sherwood of N. Haven, Mrs. Curtiss's niece came today. I examined 9. [Knowlton] & Eliz. Sherwood in [Caes.]. They didn't pass. Mr. Story (4)OCTOBER, 1899. TUES. 3. Ther. Weather, Examined Edana Collins in Caesar. She passed I think. I went down town. Sent my Defender's $5.00.OCTOBER, 1899. WED. 4. Ther. Weather, Miss Corser came here today. She is studying Grand Opera. Mip King (2)? I went down town. Called on Joe, Mrs. Cooper, Rose Dulton & Mip Emerson. I met a bride Mrs. Page of Orange whose husband is in Y.M.C.A. Helen [Files] expects a baby & has Kidney troubles. Edith is in Cuba teaching Cuban orphans. Letter from Mr. Dugan. He was to sail for Malibu the next Monday. He sent me a [...]. OCTOBER, 1899. THUR. 5. Ther. Weather, [Geo.] Buffington & Mr. Cox in Springfield. Mr. Story (5). Chas. Rice led meeting. Read 1 Cor. XII. I played. Mr. Cameron there. I hear that Dr. Moxom's S.S. class is changed to Thursday night. Marg. Carter & Mary Cutler have gone to Boston to meet friends from Europe. OCTOBER, 1899. FRI. 6. Ther. Weather, Slight rain. Miss Porter is 59. I gave her crokinole, the girls gave her [13] [doz] roses, Mr. P. gave her $50. This evening the girls had potatoes to dress in tissue paper. Rec'd Kate Frisbee's photo. OCTOBER, 1899. SAT. 7. Ther. Weather, Read periodicals. P.M. Went to park. Ruth Coe drove home with Mrs. Eames. OCTOBER, 1899. SUN. 8. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Moxom Missionary Enterprise & Natural Expansion. Last Bible class as it is to be changed to Thursday night. At Mission two ministers helped lead. Stowe appeared just out of jail. Eve. Heard Dr. [Fannee] on Suggested Improvements of Scriptures. OCTOBER, 1899. MON. 9. Ther. Weather, 1st Outlook class afternoon. Dr. Moxom came in. Mr. [Bosman] hovering between life & death. Mr. Story (6). OCTOBER, 1899. TUES. 10. Ther. Weather, Florence Bradley & Robb. Ingersoll married. I did not go to the wedding. OCTOBER, 1899. WED. 11. Ther. Weather, Dr. Taylor called this [Monday]. He feared Winnie's [course] would suffer from her engagement. Called on Joe, [Mattie] Fiske & Carry King. Most of the girls went to [Barber] of [Seville]. I slept in Mrs. Packards room till they returned. Miss King (3). OCTOBER, 1899. THUR. 12. Ther. Weather, Mr. Story (7). Mrs. [Bosman] better. Meeting of Bapts. at 1st Church. Mr. Waterbury led Fellowship. OCTOBER, 1899. FRI. 13. Ther. Weather, We went chestnutting this afternoon. Helen [Hundale] & Mip [Brayton] of Columbia S.C. called tonight. Girls danced in the gym. OCTOBER, 1899. SAT. 14. Ther. Weather, Sewed a good deal in my room. Mip Porter says I am noisy about the house. We went chestnutting. Got a good many chestnuts & apples. Marg. Carter and Mary Cutler came back from Boston. They went to see the people from Europe. Call from Mrs. Haskell Porter. OCTOBER, 1899. SUN. 15. Ther. Weather, Miss [Leitch] of [Ceylon] & Mrs. Helen [who] is going from South Church to [...] India spoke this A.M. Came home & slept. Felt effects of pills. Very few in mission. Stowe is again in jail. Frances acts stupid. Smith came to say he is going to Hartford. Mission talk Luke 3:1-15.OCTOBER, 1899. MON. 16. Ther. Weather, Mr. Story (7). Eliz. got a horrid letter from Mr. U. OCTOBER, 1899. TUES. 17. Ther. Weather, Letter from Hattie Bliss. OCTOBER, 1899. WED. 18. Ther. Weather, Marguerite Benedicts [wedding] day. Wish I could be there. Mrs. [Burman] died today. Took Eliza to Miss [M...] & went to [library]. Eve. Kneisel Concert at High School. Mip King 4. OCTOBER, 1899. THUR. 19. Ther. Weather, Miss Gruyer's mother is to have an operation. Her grandfather is dead. Jennie Hughes wants me to speak at Hope Hall. Mr. Hyde led prayer-meeting. Mr. Story (9). OCTOBER, 1899. FRI. 20. Ther. Weather, Elizabeth Gruyer went home. Mrs. Burman's funeral at 2. Mr. Baldwin spoke. Attie Lillingharts youngest brother was here to dinner. OCTOBER, 1899. SAT. 21. Ther. Weather, Studied most of the day. Eve. I went downtown on errands. OCTOBER, 1899. SUN. 22. Ther. Weather, This Will's birthday. He would be 50 years old. A.M. Dr. Moxom II Cor. 5:9. Christian Endeavor. We need Jesus. At Mission I talked on Mark 6:30-51. Joe says he is going to close Mission and leave church. I do not know how it will turn out. OCTOBER, 1899. MON. 23. Ther. Weather, Rain. We have not heard from Miss Gruyer. Letter from Smith at Hartford. He went to Bapt. Church. Outlook class. Mr. Story (10). OCTOBER, 1899. TUES. 24. Ther. Weather, Our Outlook class. We discussed "That Fortune". Miss Gruyer's operation was to be today. Letter from Marguerite Corning, Mrs. Gibson, & Ruth. October, 1899. WED. 25. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Gruyer's operation was successful. Miss King 5. OCTOBER, 1899. THUR. 26. Ther. Weather, Mr. Story (11). Mr. Stowe has been dropped from the church. Beautiful meeting. Mr. Hahn has come back. Mrs. [Hitchcock] came to lunch. OCTOBER, 1899. FRI. 27. Ther. Weather, Girls read play tonight so I could study. OCTOBER, 1899. SAT. 28. Ther. Weather, This A.M. I took Ruth Coe, Marion Hill, Marg. Carter & Mary Cutler to train. They took Adanna & Helen Keyser to dressmakers, shopping etc. till 1.40. Did not walk. Gave two music lessons. Read. Eve. Worked in labratory. Miss Gruyer returned. October, 1899. Sun. 29. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Moxom. Matt. 6:33. Father Mattice was in Church. Joe's Mission Rom. 8:28-39. Hopes that it won't be given up. Present only [Crownshield], Hunt, [D...], Porter, Smith. Afterward [Joe] made me examine the [plumbing]. Miss Gruyer walked tonight. OCTOBER, 1899. MON. 30. Ther. Weather, Sent a letter to Mr. Dugan. Got up early to put Bible lesson on board. Miss Porter went to Northampton & dear old [Prof] is [coming] while Mr. Coenen is ill. Mr. Story (12). OCTOBER, 1899. TUES. 31. Ther. Weather, Prof. Podgorski (1) has come to supply Prof. Coenen's place. I took Eliza to Mip Mason. Then we went down town to Opera House, for umbrella, (looked) for my glasses etc. Came home in rain. Helped Florence & Eliza with Latin. Rec'd letter from Smith. NOVEMBER, 1899. WED. 1. Ther. Weather, Rainy day. Called on Rev. Mr. Quick. Saw Virginia. He proposed my getting ten people to pay 1.00 for 3 months. Went to Mrs. Lewis. Went to see Joe & he said I understood. Called on Celia (out) on [Comm.] Helen & found her. Etta, James, Helen & Celia. Mrs. Helen Bainfeld Jackson shot herself leaving 6 children. Miss King (6). NOVEMBER, 1899. THUR. 2. Ther. Weather, We took Marion home today. All went in & saw Virginia. They are talking of uniting 1st & State St. Churches. We [approved] a committee of 47. Mr. Hahn asked me to raise money for Joe. Mr. Tapley will give the $1.00 a month. Ruth Coe has given me $1.00. Mrs. Bennett of Ithaca came to dinner. Mr. Story (13). Madeleine Maxwell entered school. Miss Hitchcock 1.NOVEMBER, 1899. FRI. 3. Ther. Weather, We went to our first real meeting of College Club. Ray Jacobs present. Had tea & signed [cards], [letters].NOVEMBER, 1899. SAT. 4. Ther. Weather, I read Outlook. In the afteroon, I went walking & later down town for Mip Porter. Then Mrs. Gillette came. NOVEMBER, 1899. SUN. 5. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mip Sara Wray spoke on [...] work in South Church. I did not like her. Some did. About 18 at the Mission. I gave Joe 2.54. He seems sick. The two nurses were there, a drunkard "Pierce", a new man who had been to East Indies. I spoke about ["Davids"]. I wanted to hear Mr. Hubbell, but had to take Mrs. Gillette to see Mrs. Porter. NOVEMBER, 1899. MON. 6. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Gillette went away. Juo [Ditler] writes he will pay me the money I owe him. Outlook class. Dr. [Slebbries] gave me $4.00 for the mission. Mr. Story 14. NOVEMBER, 1899. TUES. 7. Ther. Weather, Spent the afternoon from 2.30 to 6.30 at Miss Mason's, connections & shopping. Interesting Outlook class. Prof. Podgorski 2.NOVEMBER, 1899. WED. 8. Ther. Weather, My day out. I had head washed. Called on Joe & Miss Hastings. 5th Ave Church gave Dr. [Fannee] $1000. Miss King (7). NOVEMBER, 1899. THUR. 9. Ther. Weather, This evening I went over to 1st Bapt. Church to see Mr. Hubbell. His subject was "Little Faults". Miss Hitchcock 2. Mr. Story 15.NOVEMBER, 1899. FRI. 19. Ther. Weather, Meeting of College Club Elections. Pres. Miss Jacobs Vice P. Miss Price Rec. Sec. Miss Young Cor. Sec. Mrs. [Secleye] Treasurer Miss Ellerson Miss Porter went to N.Y. Abbie Tillingharte returned from her brother's funeral. NOVEMBER, 1899. SAT. 11. Ther. Weather, Miss Bostwick went to N.Y. & returned in the evening. Rained all day so Marion remained here. I went down town. Read a good deal. Eve. Read Century & Outlook to girls. NOVEMBER, 1899. SUN. 12. Ther. Weather, Dr. Moxom II Cor. 5:10 Judgement Day. Beautiful Mission. 16 present. Mr. Diller brought my $2.00. Stowe there again. Converted last night! I told him what I thought of him. Smith good. A woman converted. Young man from Memorial church said he was interested. He was Mr. [Start]. Eve. Walked, read Fred, Maria & Me & sang hymns. NOVEMBER, 1899. MON. 13. Ther. Weather, Miss Porter came home tonight. Emma Holbrook's cousin's husband within a month of the marriage arrested for embezzling. Mr. Story 16. NOVEMBER, 1899. TUES. 14. Ther. Weather, The girls went to the Little Minister. I went to bed early. Prof. Podgorski 3. NOVEMBER, 1899. WED. 15. Ther. Weather, Got up through the night to see meteors but it was cloudy. This evening Miss King & Miss Carr gave an entertainment. I slept with Miss McGregory. Went down town & to library. Felt cross & Mip Porter discovered it. Took bath. Miss King 8. Alcott Gardiner Eng. Buckly " NOVEMBER, 1899. THUR. 16. Ther. Weather, Dressed & went out to see meteors at 2.45. Felt dead all day. At prayer-meeting new electric lights. Joe and Mr. [Courrier] talked. Dropped watch in library. Mr. Story 17. Miss Hitchcock 3. NOVEMBER, 1899. FRI. 17. Ther. Weather, Miss Porter went to N.Y. for dress. I felt headachy. Dr. Moxom called & talked about my going to Bible class. Girls rehearsed & some made candy. NOVEMBER, 1899. SAT. 18. Ther. Weather, Miss Porter came home tonight. I finished [Women] in Economics. Marg finished Outlook reading. NOVEMBER, 1899. SUN. 19. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Moxom. Lovely meeting at Joe's. [Rev.] 21:1-11, 18-27. Mr. [Crowninshield's] brother hotel Keeper we prayed for. NOVEMBER, 1899. MON. 20. Ther. Weather, Outlook Class. Mr. Story 18. NOVEMBER, 1899. TUES. 21. Ther. Weather, Outlook class in the evening. Discussed Women in Economics. Mrs. [Houghton] came & occupies my room. I sleep with Marion. Prof. Podgorski 4. NOVEMBER, 1899. WED. 22. Ther. Weather, I called on the Hahns. Heard Mr. Hahn & Mr. Quick speak of a letter that Dr. Fannee wrote congratulating either Mr. Grant or the church where Mr. Grant left. Called on Joe. Mr. [Crowninshield] there wants me to write to his brother. Miss King 9. NOVEMBER, 1899. THUR. 23. Ther. Weather, Miss Hitchcock 4. Mr. Story 19. Announced at prayer-meeting that we are not to unite with 1st Church.NOVEMBER, 1899. FRI. 24. Ther. Weather, This evening went to a reception for Mr. & Mrs. Page at the Coopers. Went with Rose Dutton. Called first on Mrs. Files. R. Helen 1st baby is 6 weeks old, a girl. Mrs. Webb is here. Mrs. Houghton went away. NOVEMBER, 1899. SAT. 25. Ther. Weather, Studied this A.M. I worked in labratory from 3.15 to 4.40. Went down town this evening. Mr. Schenck at Johnson's talked about Hamilton. He lives at 72 Northampton St. NOVEMBER, 1899. SUN. 26. Ther. Weather, A.M. Dr. Edw. Clark of Boston Eph. 1:3-6. Meaning of Life. I read Juo. 1: 1-18. Smith thinks Joe is too "plain" in his speech. Ruth Coe gave me $1.00 for Joe's Thanksgiving. NOVEMBER, 1899. MON. 27. Ther. Weather, Mr. Story 20. Had a little talk with Miss Gruyer about E.M.S. Went to Mrs. Porters without wrap. Mrs. Gillettes "Kilty" came. NOVEMBER, 1899. TUES. 28. Ther. Weather, Prof. Podgorski 5. Miss King 10. Girls had dress rehearsal. I went with invitations to the play to Eva Russell's, Mrs. [Crickers], Miss Emerson's & Miss Hill. NOVEMBER, 1899. WED. 29. Ther. Weather, Virginia Gillette left. I rec'd a peculiar letter provided by Joe. I took Margaret Carter, Mary Cutler & Gertrude Knowlton to train. Met the Mips Porter. Did shopping. Miss Gruyer, Mrs. Packard & Mrs. Webb took tea at the Porters. NOVEMBER, 1899. THUR. 30. Ther. Weather, Pleasant day. Marion Hill, Mary Cutler, Marg. Carter, Gertrude Knowlton, Ruth Coe away. Ida Cox went to her cousins & Eliza Buffington to Dr. Brooks. Mrs. Chamberlain, the Porters, Mr. Quincy Porter, Bessie & Lucy P. came to dinner. In afternoon Madeleine Maxwell had spread & then I read The Dusantes. Later we had ice-cream. A.M. Mr. Hahn. Good political sermon. Then I took Ida Cox, invited the Moxoms & carried pie to Mrs. Haskell's. DECEMBER, 1899. FRI. 1. Ther. Weather, This evening we had Economical Boomerang & Box of Monkeys. Dr. Moxom came early & we gave him dinner. Mrs. Webb went home. I dressed Marion. Mr. Hubbell's baby is dead. Agnes Minford came. DECEMBER, 1899. SAT. 2. Ther. Weather, Worked hard all day. Call from Mary Clarke. Went to library this evening to ask Mary Ashley to do typewriting. Mr. Stowe serious very ill. DECEMBER, 1899. SUN. 3. Ther. Weather, A.M. Mr. Hahn Luke 22:10. Ida Cox went for first time. At mission Joe told God he had an awful headache for 3 wks. 15 present. Smith there. Spoke of my being [startled] by seeing Mr. Russell. Miss Gruyer walked with girls. DECEMBER, 1899. MON. 4. Ther. Weather, Smith wrote me this A.M. Mr. Story 21. Outlook class. DECEMBER, 1899. TUES. 5. Ther. Weather, Prof. Podgorski 6. Outlook class. I sat up very late. DECEMBER, 1899. WED. 6. Ther. Weather, Went to Johnson's. Called on Mrs. Schenck 72 Northampton St & Carrie King. Went up to her room. She gave me her picture. Miss King 11. Called on Joe. We think it best to talk with E.M.S. DECEMBER, 1899. THUR. 7. Ther. Weather, Mip Hitchock 5. Mr. Story 22. S.S. elections. I collected 3.00 for Joe. DECEMBER, 1899. FRI. 8. Ther. Weather, Mip Gruyer's gymnastics began. Girls and I sang this eve. Edward has measles. Tomorrow is Marion's birthday & Eleanor Woods came to dinner.DECEMBER, 1899. SAT. 9. Ther. Weather, Marion is 8. Ray is 28. I gave M. a butterfly. Went down town with Ruth Coe & Marion Hill. Miss Hubbard told me of Mary Merrick's taking my medicine. P.M. Walked & read. Eve. Library. DECEMBER, 1899. SUN. 10. Ther. Weather, Pres. Harris of Amherst. Eph. 3:20, 21. Smith didn't appear. Mrs. Stowe did. Joe prayed with me. Walked. Didn't sing. DECEMBER, 1899. MON. 11. Ther. Weather, Went down town. Rec'd Mother's slippers. Mr. Story 23. DECEMBER, 1899. TUES. 12. Ther. Weather, Prof. Podgorski (7) gave me a violin lesson. DECEMBER, 1899. WED. 13. Ther. Weather, Today I went to corn-doctors with Edana, then I called on Joe, on Celia & Miss Emerson. Saw Cousin Helen Etta, Miss Whitman & Miss & Dr. Brewer. Miss E. kept me to tea & read her paper. Miss King 12. DECEMBER, 1899. THUR. 14. Ther. Weather, Mr. Story 24. Miss Hitchock 6. In prayer meeting Miss Hahn said they wanted Mr. H. to resign. Gardner BuckleyDECEMBER, 1899. FRI. 15. Ther. Weather, Miss Gruyer had gyms. This evening I read Red Rock to myself & girls served. DECEMBER, 1899. SAT. 16. Ther. Weather, A.M. Took Eliza Buffington & Abbie Tillingharte shopping. Abbie spoke of my liking to go to Johnsons. They had [H...] sent up from Walton for Miss P. & Lena. Miss P. thinks its for Lena & doesn't like it. Edana sent to her room to comb her hair. Mr. Reed telephoned to Eliz. about losing 192 lbs etc. Gladys invited me driving tonight. Eclipse of [sun] nearly [...]. DECEMBER, 1899. SUN. 17. Ther. Weather, Good sermon on prayer by Dr. Moxom. Smith had been drinking. Came to conver. Miss P. & Eliz. had a talk about walking. We both walked. DECEMBER, 1899. MON. 18. Ther. Weather, Letter from Smith. Mr. Story 25. Outlook class. Took tea with Alice Wing & Ray Jacobs at Mrs. Tillingharts. Eliz. & Mr. Porter went to Thompson lecture after Eliz. had refused Mr. Reed. Eliz. had seen him & talked on street. DECEMBER, 1899. TUES. 10. Ther. Weather, Prof. Podgorski (8). Outlook class. DECEMBER, 1899. WED. 20. Ther. Weather, Eliz. & I had partridge supper at the Reeds. Miss King (13)? 3 PhysicsDECEMBER, 1899. THUR. 21. Ther. Weather, Last night I sat up until 3.30 packing. This was the last day of school. We left for N.Y. at 2.22. I went with Madeleine Maxwell. Found great trouble. Ruth was coming & Minnie had gone over to tell her that H. was gone. She went back to Rich. Harvey met Minifred. He gave her engagement ring. DECEMBER, 1899. FRI. 22. Ther. Weather, Went shopping. Mailed presents. Went to prayer-meeting. Mr. Dixon talked of [Mosby's] death. DECEMBER, 1899. SAT. 23. Ther. Weather, Finished Christmas preparations. Christmas party at Frank Sharpe's. Bertha went home before supper. Laura Breeze & the Jacobs were there. DECEMBER, 1899. SUN. 24. Ther. Weather, Mr. Dixon preached on Moods. Afternoon Agnes & I went to see Mrs. Palmer. I bathed her hands & head. I fear she is dying. Harvey came to tea. Almost went to sleep in church. DECEMBER, 1899. MON. 25. Ther. Weather. Rec'd our presents. Will gave Minnie a gold watch & Frank $105. Harvey came to dinner. His present to Min was a sunburst pin with 84 pearls & a diamond. Minnie had terrible toothache & couldn't come to dinner. I called on Lucy Skinner. In the A.M. Helped fill candy boxes at church. DECEMBER, 1899. TUES. 25. Ther. Weather, Went to meet Fannie Aldridge at [Loesees] but didn't find her. Min's face all swollen. First I went to try to persuade Julia to return. I went over & saw Jennie Hughes Commander & Mrs. Booth. I am to spend Thursday night at Hope Hall. I went to [Wanamakers] got lunch & then bought my first (& last ?) pair of [Kalders]. DECEMBER, 1899. WED. 27. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Morse was here. I rec'd a call from Henrietta Jessup. I bought the blue silk for my waist. Wrote letters, went shopping. I washed dishes for breakfast & dinner. Mrs. Morse & I went in the evening to Mr. Korn the tailors 432 DeKalb. DECEMBER, 1899. THUR. 28. Ther. Weather, Mrs. Morse is here. In the afternoon, I went over to Volunteers. Found that Mrs. Booth had a bad attack of angina pectoris last night. Jennie, May Allen, Mrs. Davis & I went up to Hope Hall No. 1. I addressed the boys on Paul's Conversion. 3 came forward & 3 raised their hands. we staid to supper. I went home to Orange with Jennie. DECEMBER, 1899. FRI. 29. Ther. Weather, Came back to meet Miss [Culting] and Thornton at Barnard Club. Then home to Mrs. Morse. Then Ruth & I went to Mrs. Palmer's funeral. Charlie acted drunk. Then I went to tailors & to Pratt to meet Miss [Culting] & [...]. Read a letter of Janice M. & retired early. Mother is willing I should go next yr. to Mrs. Booth. DECEMBER, 1899. SAT. 30. Ther. Weather, Washed breakfast and dinner dishes. Mrs. Morse is here. I wrote letters. DECEMBER, 1899. SUN. 31. Ther. Weather, Heard Mr. Dixon on Acts 8:8. 39. Augustus [Ch...] & the Professor came to dinner. Mother, Ruth, & I went to prayers & staid to tea at Aunt Susan's. I went about nine to watch night services. Fell down in street. Heard Dr. [Creyler], A.T. [Preisen], Stoddard, [Sears] etc on [Mundy]. MEMORANDA. Jan. 2. I owe Mother. 4.75 " 3. " " " 7.45 " 5 " " " 5.65 " 6 " " " 5.80 " 7 " " " 11.64 " " " 15.85 " " " 16.21 Apr. 1 " " " 36.29 " 3 " " " 36.67 " " " " " 40.90 " " " " " 43.93 42.07 49.02 54.50 54.75 56.74 56.54 57.34 59.38 64.38 42.38 42.73 43.23 43.53 44.63 May 8. 14.63 " 24 Mother owes me 5.37 June 16 " " " 5.11 " 28 " " " 2.11 MEMORANDA. Mother owes me 16.05 July 8 " " " 15.05 " 11 " " " 15.25 12 " " " 15.42 13 " " " 18.57 14 " " " 22.57 15 " " " 22.67 23 " " " 28.97 Aug 3 " " " 39.34 " 5 " " " 43.34 11 38.39 " 11 " " " 34.03 " 15 " " " 17.53 " 17 " " " 29.53 " " " 24.53 25 " " " 24.38 " " " " 23.81 " 26 " " " 27.66 29 " " " 27.83 28.13 30 " " " 27.68 27.93 Sept. 1 31.29 35.54 " 13 38.11 15 " " " 46.11 49.94 49.49 48.42 MEMORANDA. Nov. 11 Mother owes me 47.42 " 25 " " " 45.17 Dec. " " " 44.18 41.51 41.15 Dec. 23 " " " 73.33 72.94 Dec. 26 " " " 72.29 71.98 68.96 73.86 67.00 65.37 65.12CASH ACCOUNT. Date Received Paid Jan Left over 174.55 1 Church & S.S. .25 2 Mrs. Palmer .30 3 " " .35 Car fare .10 Batiste 2nd [h] .15 Shoe string .06 Millener's fold 1.66 Sleeve protectors .30 Belt fasteners .10 Buckle .49 5 Telegram .20 6 Mrs. Palmer 1.10 Board 5.00 Haus. Pl. Ch. .05 7 Wire trimmed hat .25 [Ilpine] hat 1.20 Compromise Waist 1.75 Hairpieces 2 doz .24 N.Y.- Spring & trunk 3.25 Handkerchief .60 8 Church .15 9 Car fare .15 Board 3.00 Trunk .50 Minnie present .46 Mrs. Booth present .25 174.55 21.91 CASH ACCOUNT. Jan. & Feb. Date. Received. Paid. 174.55 21.91 Credit for gift .79 9 Shoe Strings .10 10 Soup for Joe .20 15 Joe .25 South Ch .15 18 Stamps 1.00 25 Tooth powder .20 Testament .27 Curlers .08 "Dooley" .85 Blacking .20 Rubbers rings .20 Envelope .04 Bottle .05 Candy .16 Car fare .05 28 South Hadley .40 29 Joe's .25 S.S. .05 22 Joe's .25 5 Pts. .20 Outlook 2.50 4 Salary 10.00 5 Church etc 4.10 7 Candy .15 Cheese Veil 185.34 33.61 CASH ACCOUNT. Feb. & Mar. Date. Received. Paid. 185.34 33.61 12 Church etc. .35 11 Stockings 3 pr. .36 Stamps .25 Veil .25 Cheese .10 Games .85 19 Church .05 Joe .25 24 Volunteers 1.00 Music .10 Telegram .20 26 Joe's .25 South Ch. .05 " S.S. .10 2 Library .06 Helping H. .25 3 Cravat .25 " Gypsum .05 5 Joes .25 Bapt. Chu. .05 Church seat 1.00 Benev. 2.00 6 Mutual Ass. 3.50 7 Car fare .10 Joe .25 8 For Miss 1.00 185.34 46.59CASH ACCOUNT. Mar. Date. Received. Paid. 1 185.34 46.59 11 Car fare .05 12 Church & Joe .25 14 Car fare .05 17 Ruth's gift .66 17 Stamps .34 18 Ass. Alum. 1.00 19 Joe .25 20 Miss [M...] .50 21 Red waist 6.00 Shoe string .05 Car fare .05 Rubbers .45 South Ch. sup. fare .70 22 Miss P. 215.00 Gloves 1.50 Pens .50 [PhenO] Caf. .23 Filler paper .35 Soup .20 27 Church etc. .80 Ticket 2.75 Kneisel 1.00 Marg. Hall .75 Rosenthal 1.50 29 Carriage .50 Paper .04 400.34 67.06CASH ACCOUNT. Mar. Apr. Date. Received. Paid. 400.34 67.06 29 Trunk .75 30 Dress waist 3.40 " " 1.25 Spools .16 Lining .30 Soda water .20 Car fare .15 [bustle] .75 31 Braid .45 [...] .75 Silk dress 12.75 [Linings] .93 Mrs. Palmer .48 Church etc. .45 3 Velvet rib 1.10 3 1/2 flannel 3.15 Hooks & eyes .13 Seam binding .15 3 piece rib. 1.31 Telephone .10 Tooth powder .25 Cakes .50 Stamps .62 Buckles 1.06 Ribbon .34 Brush braid .40 400.34 98.94CASH ACCOUNT. Apr. Date. Received. Paid. 400.34 98.94 Velveteen .28 3 Car fare .15 2 Mrs. Morse 3.00 Bank interest .86 5 Mrs. Morse 5.00 [Still Worcester] 3.00 6 Car fare .10 Library .10 Golf skirt 6.95 Silk .37 Shoes 2.40 Mrs. Wise 1.50 Ribbon white .45 Ribbon black .85 Belting .16 Hooks & eyes .12 Buttons .08 Mrs. Morse 1.00 Bertha's pic .25 Shirt waist 1.89 7 Mrs. Palmer .10 Mrs. Morse 2.00 Mission Church .10 8 Thread .08 Buttons .05 Shoe Laces .08 401.20 129.00 CASH ACCOUNT. Apr. Date. Received. Paid. 401.20 129.00 8 Gloves 1.00 Soda Water .05 Visiting cards 1.00 Brush braid @ 7. .35 Ribbon .45 Mrs. Palmer .50 " " 1.20 9 Church .10 10 Board 7.50 Wash board .50 Mrs. Morse & Palmer 2.00 Car fare .10 Trunk & ticket 3.25 Peanuts .10 Oranges .25 Chemistry .50 Skirt .59 Mrs. Palmer 1.65 " Morse .75 Car fare .10 Carriage .25 11 Buttons .05 Filler .05 Dress shield .25 [Oregon] .90 401.20 154.94CASH ACCOUNT. Apr. Date. Received. Paid. 401.20 154.94 11 Perry pict. .09 Wrestler of Phi .05 Clock .75 Expers .30 Trunk .25 Mrs. Palmer .60 16 Joe .25 18 Car fare .10 Candy etc. .20 20 City Bapt. .25 22 [Phiny] & Caf. .23 23 Church .05 Joe .25 25 " food .36 Drugs .70 Marys flowers .20 Soda W. .10 28 Forest Park .10 29 Shirt waist 3.00 Pins .12 Watch chain .15 Labels .07 Candy .12 St. car .05 30 Little Waist .75 Joe .25 401.20 164.28 CASH ACCOUNT. May Date. Received. Paid. 401.20 164.28 1 Geometry .75 Festival book .25 6 Music Fest. 7.00 7 Church 6.75 Joe .25 8 Stamps .35 Car fare .05 Church .05 9 Car fare .10 Stocking Sup. .10 11 Insurance .25 Stamps .50 13 Dr. [Stibbries] 1.00 Medicine .40 Cocoanut .05 Hat 3.87 14 Church .05 Joe .25 16 Umbrella mended .15 Pins .02 17 Candy .05 20 Car fare .05 21 Church .05 Joe .25 23 Car fare .15 24 Miss Porter 20.00 421.20 187.02CASH ACCOUNT. May & June Date. Received. Paid. 421.20 187.02 27 Supporters .19 Pins .05 Car fare .05 Paper .02 31 [Mechir.] gift 2.00 28 Church .05 Joe .25 29 Car fare .05 3 " " .05 4 Stamps .50 " Church 3.05 5 [Nells] book 2.25 [Bertha's] book 3.00 2 shirts .50 Waists 5.00 Stamps .47 6 Soda .05 7 Phosphate .05 Car fare .05 8 Soda .05 10 Gloves .50 Waist .50 Joe's Coffee .25 13 Car fare .25 Library .16 Candy .05 Stamps .50 421.20 206.46CASH ACCOUNT. Date. Received. Paid. 421.20 206.46 14 Car fare .10 16 Carriage .75 17 Trunk .25 Waist .50 Shoes 3.00 Sponge .10 Hat pins .05 18 Joe's .50 20 Car fare .10 21 " " .20 22 Dates .12 Library .66 24 Crackers .05 25 Church etc. .40 26 Car fare .30 Prunes .20 Tar paper .25 27 Car fare .25 29 " " .30 Candy .25 Compact .10 Salary 230.00 Postals .10 30 David [Harun] 1.00 Postage .14 Washing .21 651.20 216.341170 CASH ACCOUNT. June July Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 216.34 30 Car fare .05 Belt .38 Cravat .25 1 Car fare .05 Stamps etc .66 Stationery 5.67 [...] [air] .75 Unaccted 1.56 2 Church etc. 13.35 Express .35 Mission 1.00 Stamps .06 3 Servants .75 Carriage .50 Spr-Albany 2.34 Papers .13 Trunk .25 Albany-Waverly 4.95 Lunch .37 4 Waverly-Buff. 3.26 Figs .10 5 Trunk .25 Buffalo-Dunk. 1.15 Supper .30 6 Hotel .50 651.20 255.321035 CASH ACCOUNT. July Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 255.32 6 Car fare .10 Trunk .10 Man .05 Stamps .50 8 Board July 6:13 4.00 Pens, ink, glue .23 Peanuts .10 Dress skirt 5.00 9 Church .05 11 Cottage .10 Tray .10 12 Carriage .30 Washing .34 Niagara & ret. 1.15 Niag. to Chip .25 " " [Queerish] .35 Ferry .10 Gorge Route .50 Supper .20 14 [Board] 4.00 Clock .30 15 Shoes soled .50 " Pad .10 16 Church .05 17 Shirt waist .30 Belt supp. .05 651.20 274.14 195 CASH ACCOUNT. July Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 274.14 19 Glasses mended .15 Dress braid put on 1.00 Washing .32 Board 4.00 20 Buffalo & ret. 1.95 Car fare .10 21 " " .10 22 Candy & peanuts .15 Blacking .25 23 Church Bapt. .10 25 Photos .30 Wash .25 Library .02 Hamp & pins .10 Shoe shop .03 Paper .25 Sugar .08 26 Car fare .10 [Chand] & ret 1.25 Entrance 1 wek 1.50 Grape juice .05 Music .05 Note book .05 Paper .04 27 " .04 Cheese & crackers .14 Soap .04 651.20 286.55 8.00 CASH ACCOUNT. July & Aug. Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 286.55 28 Paper .04 29 Soda W. .05 31 Picture & paper .09 [c...] .25 Childrens [...] .25 1 Board at mission 7.00 Fiske History 1.00 Paper .05 Soda .05 2 Midway & ret .25 Popcorn etc. .08 Car fare .10 Music .10 Bible [course] .50 Wash .65 5 Board 4.00 Marshmallows .10 6 Church .12 11 Lining .11 " Board 10-16 4.00 Collars .06 12 Wash .45 Toy .10 Stamps .50 Wash .35 13 Bapt. church .06 651.20 308.81 8.00 CASH ACCOUNT. Aug. Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 308.81 15 Glasses 1.00 14 [...] exc. 2.15 15 Peanuts .10 16 Camphor ice .10 17 Salts .25 Tooth paste .25 Candy .25 Telegram .26 Baggage ch .10 Dinner & fee .45 Carriage .15 Baggage ch .10 Car fare .05 19 Books & game .53 Paper .15 Candy .12 Baggage ch .05 Car fare .10 Supper etc .30 Board, 17-23 4.00 [L...] .15 Watch 1.00 2 washes .57 26 Postals etc .15 Sugar .04 Board 4.00 651.20 325.18 5.00 CASH ACCOUNT. Aug. & Sept. Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 325.18 27 Fredonian Ch. .11 African boys .25 Cheese cloth .15 Stationery .22 28 Collars .08 30 Stamps .15 South Af. .45 31 Carriage .25 Library .04 1 Washing .50 Trunks .93 Car fare .10 Dunk.-Buf. 1.15 Car fare .10 Trunks .50 Buf.-Dale 1.08 Candy & paper .15 06 Fines & Stamps .07 Wyoming-Rochester .65 Ellen .25 Trunk .25 Car fare .05 Dinner .30 Strap .75 Mc Clure .10 Roch.-Syra. 1.62 Trunk .20 651.20 335.635.88 CASH ACCOUNT. Sept. Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 335.63 Syr-Eaton .88 Fruit .15 Bus .10 Trunk .15 10 Church .05 11 Grapes .12 12 Eaton-N.Y. 5.00 Bus .15 Car fare .10 13 Trunk .38 12 Paper .03 13 Trunk 5.93 Quills .29 Hooks & eyes .10 Writing paper .17 15 Mrs. Palmer 1.10 Car fare .20 Bag .23 Handkerchiefs .75 16 Car fare .10 17 Church etc. .35 18 Ticket 2.75 Mrs. Palmer .85 Shirts .19 19 Board & wash 5.35 Trunk .50 361.60CASH ACCOUNT. Sept. Date. Received. Paid. 651.20 361.60 19 Winifred's college 200.00 19 Car fare .10 Trunk .25 Stamps 20 Express .45 Stamps .21 Car fare .05 23 Trip to Mt. Fern .55 Tutored 3.20 24 Church .05 Mission .25 25 Gloves cleaned .07 Mip Porter gift 1.00 26 Pins & needles .13 Car fare .05 27 Miss Porter 25.00 Hairpins .25 Shoe string .05 2 collars .25 29 Peanuts etc. .06 Car fare .10 Stamps 1.00 30 [S...] pin 1.00 Testament .25 Glue .05 1 South ch & SS .10 679.40 567.87CASH ACCOUNT. Oct. Date. Received. Paid. 679.40 567.87 3 Mip Porter 5.00 Volunteers 5.00 Shoe Strings .10 Tin cup .05 4 Car fare .10 7 Forest Park .10 Peanuts .10 8 Joe's .25 South Ch .10 State St. 1.25 11 Car fare .10 Tin .05 Mrs. Browning 3.75 Robt. Bruce .15 Ruching .25 Tooth paste .25 Candy .15 Watch ch. .10 12 Bapt. Un. .15 15 Joe's .25 21 Necktie .25 4 collars .50 Crokinole 1.25 Mrs. Browning .75 [Muncy] .10 Car fare .10 684.40 583.07CASH ACCOUNT. Oct. & Nov. Date. Received. Paid. 684.40 583.07 21 3 prs. stockings 1.00 22 Church .05 Joe's .25 28 Watch [band] .50 [Beusine] .10 30 Express .31 " Stamp .50 29 South ch .05 Joe .35 31 " food .53 Glasses 1.00 Watch ch .15 1 Car fare .20 4 Paper .11 5 City Mission .25 8 Hair washed .50 Buttons .10 10 College Club 3.00 11 Gloves 1.00 12 South ch .05 Stamps .32 Hairpins etc .25 15 Car fare .05 18 Pheno Caf. .23 19 South Ch. .05 24 Car fare .10 684.40 594.07CASH ACCOUNT. Nov. & Dec. Date. Received. Paid. 684.40 594.07 24 3 prs drawers 2.25 25 Car fare .05 26 South Ch. .05 25 Candy .10 29 Car fare .15 Hair pins etc. .32 30 City Bapt. M. .25 3 State St. .10 Joe M. 1.25 Marions slip .64 Edw. " .35 6 Car fare .10 Rev. of R. 2.25 Salary 10.00 Chocolate .05 8 Mission .10 Church .10 9 Stamps .15 Stamp case .38 Gloves .50 Apron .25 Handkerch. .25 [bun] .50 Tooth brush .20 Table [cloth] 2.67 10 Church .05 694.40 607.10CASH ACCOUNT. Dec. Date. Received. Paid. 694.40 607.10 Express .36 [Repub.] Gess. 1.10 Car fare 15 190.00 16 Cabin & Field 1.10 Almanac .10 Paper .03 Cromwells [O...] .95 Ribbon .24 Red Rock .95 [H...] Writing 1.10 " " 1.10 Cromwells [O...] .95 Cravat .25 Handk. .25 Mittens .25 Picture .20 19 [H...] W. 1.10 Paper .10 Church 7.00 21 Ticket 2.75 Carriage .40 Trunk .75 Car fare .10 Paper .03 884.40 628.26 CASH ACCOUNT. Dec. Date. Received. Paid. 884.40 628.26 22 Carlyle .60 Camp & Field 1.08 Salt spoons (2) .50 [Wooly dry] .54 Car fare .05 Will's book 1.00 Slippers .70 Fishermans [Ink] -95 .55 Hat pin .50 Stamps .84 Purse .65 24 Church etc .35 Mrs Palmer 1.00 24 Car fare .10 26 " " .30 Lunch .40 [Kahlus] 5.00 Rubbers .60 Tooth powder .31 27 Car fare .05 Silk for waist 2.97 [Steels] .10 Pins .12 Sewing silk .09 Board etc. 5.75 Ruth's cahin 1/2 1.13 884.40 653.54CASH ACCOUNT. Date. Received. Paid. 884.40 658.54 Car fare .20 Dress goods 9.00 Car fare .25 Lining .30 Telephone .10 Mrs. Morse 4.00 Skirt lining 1.65 Cotton facing .23 Hooks & eyes .10 Nightgown .49 Seam [binding] .14 Handk. .30 Skirt .97 Car fare .10 Unacc't 19.00 Trimming .63 Mrs. Morse 4.00 30 Church .15 Car fare .25 884.40 685.40 Mother's sum. board 26.50 711.90 Traveling for Mother 26.88 738.78 EXPENSE FOR Charity Date. Amount. 1 -1.28 Hausen Pl Church & SS .25 -1.53 8 " " " " .15 -1.68 15 South Ch & SS .15 -1.83 Joe .25 -2.08 22 " .25 -2.33 29 " .25 -2.58 5 Pts .20 -2.38 Fe 4. Salary 1.00 -1.38 10 Joe .25 -1.63 5 " .25 -1.88 10 South Ch .10 -1.98 5 Bapt. " .10 -2.08 Jan. Pew & benev. 3.75 -5.83 19 South Ch .05 -5.88 Joe .25 -6.13 Miss [Hurdale] .85 -6.98 24 Volunteers 1.00 -7.98 26 South Ch .05 -8.03 " SS .10 -8.13 Joe .25 -8.38 Mar.5 " .25 -8.63 Church seat Feb 1.00 -9.63 Benev. Feb. 2.00 -11.63 Bapt. church .05 -11.68 7 Joe .25 -11.83 For Miss 1.00 -12.83 13 " " .20 -13.03 South Ch .05 -13.08EXPENSE FOR Date. Amount. Mar. -13.08 29 Joe .25 -13.33 22 Salary 21.50 8.17 25 Joe's soup .20 7.97 27 Joe .75 7.22 Christ Ch .05 7.17 Apr.2 Haus.Pl.Ch .40 6.77 Plymouth " .05 6.72 Interest .09 6.81 7 Miss church .10 6.71 9 Hauson Pl. .10 6.61 16 Joe .25 6.36 20 Bapt. City M. .25 6.11 23 South Ch .05 6.06 Joe .25 5.81 25 " .25 5.56 May 8 " .25 5.31 " " Bapt. Ch. .05 5.26 " " Benev. Mar & Apr.4.50 .76 Church seat " " 2.25 -1.49 14 South Ch .05 -1.54 Joes .25 -1.79 " .25 -2.04 1st Bapt. .05 -2.09 24 Salary 2.00 -.09 28 South Ch .05 -.14 " Joe .25 -.39 Jun 4 Bapt. benev.May 2.00 -2.39 " " " seat " 1.00 -3.39 EXPENSE FOR Date. Amount. 4 Bapt. church .05 -4.44 10 Joes coffee .25 -4.69 18 Joe's Miss. .50 -5.19 25 " " .25 -5.44 South Church .10 -5.54 State St. " .05 -5.59 29 Salary 23.00 17.41 July 2 South Ch. .05 17.36 Bapt.seat June-Sept.4.25 13.11 Bapt.benev " " 8.50 4.61 Poor friend .05 4.56 Missionary sick .25 4.31 Joe. .25 4.06 Bapt. City 1.00 3.06 9 Fredonia Epis. .05 3.01 16 " Bapt. .05 2.96 23 " " .10 2.86 31 Childrens vac. .25 2.61 Aug.6 Bapt. Church .12 2.49 " 13 " " .06 2.43 27 " " .11 2.32 African boys .25 2.07 Sept.10 Eaton Cong. Church .05 2.02 " 17 Hauson Pl .35 1.67 Interest .32 1.99 24 South Ch. .05 1.94 " Joe's M. .25 1.69EXPENSE FOR Date. Amount. Sept 1.69 27 Salary 2.50 4.19 Oct.1 South Ch. & SS .10 4.09 3 Salary .50 4.59 Volunteers 5.00 -.41 8 South Ch. .10 -.51 Joe's .25 -.76 State St. seat Oct. 1.25 -2.01 11 Bapt. Union .15 -2.16 15 Joes .25 -2.41 22 " .25 -2.66 " South Ch. .05 -2.71 29 " .05 -2.76 " Joe .35 -3.11 31 " food .53 -3.64 Nov.6 City mission .25 -3.89 12 South Ch. .05 -3.94 19 " " .05 -3.99 30 Bapt. City Miss. .25 -4.24 Dec.3 State St. .10 -4.34 Joe 1.25 -5.59 6 Salary 1.00 -4.59 Bapt. Ch. .20 -4.79 10 South Ch. .05 -4.84 15 Salary 19.00 14.16 20 Bapt. Benev. Dec. 7.00 7.16 24 Church Haus. .35 6.79 Mrs. Palmer 1.00 5.79 31 Haus. Pl. Ch. .15 5.64 EXPENSE FOR Mother Date. Amount. June 21 Car fare .10 26 " " .10 29 " " .10 " corn plant .10Selections for Mission talks. Matt. 12:34-36 Peace for young [me]49-13 "The man dies within us when we are willing to accept ease instead of growth & pleasure instead of truth" "Even the basest men, if they are not physical degenerates, have moments of remorse, the most careless have hours of regret, & of feeble resolution: the most reckless have at times the sense of responsibility"C.M.Raymond. from Minnie Richardson vol. XV.145. 21.62 166.62 Lena owes me Ruth 1.15 Mg. .60 Jan Feb Mar Apr May June July Aug
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Vassar College expedition to Colorado to view a solar eclipse, 1878
Creator
Chamberlain, W. G.
Numbers of the Six Nations, 1792 Nov
Date
1792-11
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Numbers of the six Nations, viz, Senekas Main Villag Buffaloe Creek 331 White Chiefs Village 107 Cataragrous 225 Munces Cataragrous 143 Cornplanters two Villages 331 Tonwanters 104 Cohanagues 22 Genesee 91 Bigtree 96 Squaka Hill 190 Ka oun a dee 148 Onondagous at Buffalo Creek 215 At their old Reservation 145 360 Oneidas 600 At Genesee 26 626 Tuskaroas Niagara 262 at Oneidas 63 325 Cayugas at Cayuga 51 at Buffaloe 22 Stockbridge Indians near Oneida 315 To Share the annuity of 4500, DrsThe...
Show moreNumbers of the six Nations, viz, Senekas Main Villag Buffaloe Creek 331 White Chiefs Village 107 Cataragrous 225 Munces Cataragrous 143 Cornplanters two Villages 331 Tonwanters 104 Cohanagues 22 Genesee 91 Bigtree 96 Squaka Hill 190 Ka oun a dee 148 Onondagous at Buffalo Creek 215 At their old Reservation 145 360 Oneidas 600 At Genesee 26 626 Tuskaroas Niagara 262 at Oneidas 63 325 Cayugas at Cayuga 51 at Buffaloe 22 Stockbridge Indians near Oneida 315 To Share the annuity of 4500, DrsThe foregoing numbers of the Six Nations taken by Col. Pickering in Nov 1792 at a treaty held in CannadaiguayMain Village Buffaloe Creek 331 White Chiefs Village 107 Cataragaus 225 Allagany 331 Tonawande 100 Canawagus 22 Genesee Village 91 Bigtree 96 Squaka Hill 100 31 Kaonnoeeo 120 Onondagus B C 215 Tuskeroras 200 Cayuas BC, 50 Oneidas at Genesee 30 Munses at Caturagurs 143 Do at B. Creek 15Numbers of the six Nations
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"Examinations - ""History F"" with Professor Lucy [Maynard] Salmon, January 1897"
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1893 - November 27, 1901
Dance cards - December 29 1911
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
"Printed materials - VC Students' Association, petition by the Students' Association about table seating"
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From scrapbook dated c. September 1911 - August 12, 1912
"Notes - ''22 '23,' February 5 1921"
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From scrapbook dated June 3, 1887 - March 1, 1938
"Concert programs - VC Department of Music, 'Students' Concert,' May 20 1893"
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From scrapbook dated June 3, 1887 - March 1, 1938
"Programs - VC Philalethean Society, December 2 1892"
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From scrapbook dated June 3, 1887 - March 1, 1938
Letters - from Ruth [W.] Holliday [VC 1913]
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From scrapbook dated August 23, 1912 - July 10, 1913
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1923-2010
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Stanton, Elizabeth Cady -- to Lucretia Mott, 1872-04-01
Creator
Stanton, Elizabeth Cady, 1815-1902
Date
1872-04-01
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-,--',n'au; »« ‘~Tv-\. \_ av"-wu- pf / ~ 7 \ ,. N 4 S 2 A p ‘ , " 2 r . v _ » ...3; ' Q vfi” .9»-~ -«=>'~””"' , . , fix, Tfigfi V t A s‘ '*‘~v* 2 t '62:: ., 2’ l;'er: Geetle Ajoril let (I 872.) Deer Lucretia, Reach d here last evening, cold better! I have C0 thought much inoe leaving of our eer Woofihull, efi the goeeie about her, oeme to the conclusion thet it'e greet impertinenoe in any of we to pry into rer affairs. Bow ehoulo we...
Show more-,--',n'au; »« ‘~Tv-\. \_ av"-wu- pf / ~ 7 \ ,. N 4 S 2 A p ‘ , " 2 r . v _ » ...3; ' Q vfi” .9»-~ -«=>'~””"' , . , fix, Tfigfi V t A s‘ '*‘~v* 2 t '62:: ., 2’ l;'er: Geetle Ajoril let (I 872.) Deer Lucretia, Reach d here last evening, cold better! I have C0 thought much inoe leaving of our eer Woofihull, efi the goeeie about her, oeme to the conclusion thet it'e greet impertinenoe in any of we to pry into rer affairs. Bow ehoulo we feel to have everybody overhauling our anteoeéente, turning up the weitee of their eyes over each new eieeovery on invention. There is to me a eaorefinees in individual exeerienoe that eeeme like profanetion to Search into or ex- pose, Victoria Woodhull etenfis before us today one of the ebleet epeekere& writers of the oentury sound & raéioel, alike in political, religious, e racial principles. Ker face, form manners, oonvereetien, all inflioete the triumph of the moral, intelleeteel, spiritual over the eeneuoue in her nature. The processes & localities of eer education are little to us. But the gremé reeult is everythi;g. Are our brilliant flowers leee fregrent, our 1&%ious fruits leee palatable because the degree of filthy streets and barn» yards have mourieheé enfi developefl them? %Doee not the men or women thet oer pass through.every phase of eooiel degregation,*”% poverty, vice, orime, temptetion in all ite forms, & yet tower above all their kind, give unmistekeble proof of their high origin, the motel grendeur of their true nature. The lilium caneieue that magnificent lily, thet queen of flowers, so lofty, ehite, and pure, thet looks es if it neiee bed battled with the elements, floerisees in ell soils, & many latitudes, it braves ell Wind & weather, heat & cold & oft times with its feet in frozen clods, etill lifts its yure, white fsce upweee to the stars. most women, eho like th tenfier Fusehie, perish in the first rude blast, think there test be something wrong, some sublte poisen in the hardy glents that grow stronger, braver, more beautiful in the poor soil, end reugh exposure ehere they fell faded, ehithered, bleeding to tee earth. es have had women eneegh secrificed to this sentimental hyper oriticel, preting about purity. This is one of men’s most effective engines, for our division, and subjegetion. He creates the puelic sentiment builds the gallows, end thenteekee us hengman for our sex, fiomen have crueifiefi the Mary» fielstenm crafts, the Fanny weights the fieorge Sends the Fanny Kembles the Lucretia Eotts of all ages; end new men mock us with the feet and sey, we are ever cruel to each ether. Let me end this ignotle record, end henceforth etend ty eomeneoed. If Victoria fioodhull must be cruciiied, let men drive the spikes and plate the crown of thorns. Ci 4 I do not believe your 3. E. J. . will belt! I shell eee the glorious victim as soon as I return te e.Y. I em visiting E...Jc some friends who have e megnif cent place in fieleeete Bey. Everything here is gorgeous ene ltnurieus. The wife quite radical, the husband s member of the Legislature, who believes in the “whix; ” post, (if I have tam manv mg in thjg word 3,] l‘L:V B "" *5; , K‘ “(V ‘ iv? _“ .,: .,‘ .63 1 Q‘ .1 )'.u¢ Q .. 7/04: is-~33 ‘ -no. ‘?.."v.: excuse me, 1 Suffmfi firom ga;ngu¢ umcerLa1nty OPtuDm?ayg: . 8"“ _..a W. ,.... ms... 3 * ..,_,,,‘ * . .9 A, Etemmology syntax & I of tha language, o;L1m@s 1&ag1m;n% myself wrong when E am not and sometimas in reverse. fiagqie and I hava a &e1ight§ul r@mamb?amce of our visit ta you. fiaggie thinks your twe sons in law are @s§acial1y charming & ‘9 says if fie? brchhars were lime them 3%@ shauld net ccnaifier 908 th@ nuisances she now fioes. I sugaestgfl fihat ting might -4» immravg our boys, as it umdombfiéfily hafi fihine. %Eith may Wafim3at lava for you and yam? heusaholfl I want to gay goad night. Had . . '1 ‘_ _ M m W _‘ u’ . ,,. ..‘. .> 1, ~, _ 5, A: a §leasant viglfi at gorristown. I hcpa yam? gaung may may mafia '5 fina acquaintancé of my nieca ~ She £3 a v@A§ fifiod littlfi woman. Lovingly gem? friend Elizabeth Gafiv Stantan
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[Untitled] (Orange paint all over paper; abstract figure in center; various black stripes)
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1923-2010
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n.d.

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